#passingtime
A lovers diary
Yes I am a lover.
I have hearts pasted on my wall,
along with posters of cars and all.
I wake up in the morning to see a balloon heart hanging overhead.
And as the days progresses, hearts pop out of my mouth and my breath.
My perfume smells of soft delicious rose
and people say with my feelings I’m very verbose.
I like to talk about my heart and feelings,
and stuff every word I say with meaning.
On one meaningful occasion I was in the lawn,
when a lazing cat gave out a yawn.
I turn around right then to see,
The queen of love – Penelope.
She was the one all lovers wanted to be,
Me included. Once I told her “I worship thee!”
She stared at me like I was mad,
And said slowly, “Beauty is a fad.
Come know me, and you will see,
that I’m just another glowing bee.”
Saying this she walked on away,
With me staring broadly,
and my eyes in a sway.
Ahhh! How she looked at me!
with big brown eyes I could only see.
How she moved and she swayed in her grace as a cat,
And sat in her car like lounging on a mat.
What she said, was it true?
or was it just her words turning blue?
coz my mind was blank when she was talking to me.
didn’t seem to hear or tamper a beat.
That day and today.
it’s been a long time since then.
now she is walking towards me again.
But this time I don’t quiver or lose my breath,
as she walks up close after our eyes met.
She smiles at me “you’re a grown-up now”
I smirk back remembering how.
All those years have changed me.
I used to be the love struck teenager,
and felt like I was three.
Now I was big. black. n bold,
With biker gloves and chains made of gold.
My eyes saying I know secrets unsaid,
And if you say stuff I don’t like,
then take care of your head.
I no longer talk about my feelings,
or fill my words with meaning.
people don’t care about what I say,
Now all they do is cover their heads and pray.
No one asks me what’s that secret behind my eyes,
No one knows that I too pray when I hide.
But the one secret no one knows,
Is that I still have a red heart,
that flutters when the winds of love blow,
And how it turns warm and gives out a glow.
If someone would care to ask,
I would talk about my feelings.
Say everything out, of how I changed without meaning.
Jun 27, 2013
Jun 27, 2013 at 5:02 AM UTC
At night, the music
and remote animal sounds --
are our hands of time.
Nov 20, 2025
Nov 20, 2025 at 4:01 AM UTC
Inside the big clock,
time is moving, pushed forward --
by two road sweepers.
Jun 19, 2025
Jun 19, 2025 at 2:55 AM UTC
We are entangled in the fabric woven from the warp and weft of Life's fibers.
We love the idea of escaping these threads of thought that restrain us; each seeking to find that quantum of solace that allows us to float free.
But there is an uncertainty inherent in finding ourselves. Breaking out of our shells to explore new possibilities poses as a forbidden pleasure to attain, and often the exertions required may seem to overwhelm the escape it offers.
But...
Those random rewards, those instantaneous attractions, those excited states, those resplendent resonances,
Form the bonds that keep us human.
Jan 24, 2020
Jan 24, 2020 at 11:54 PM UTC
chocolate covered fantasies
and peanut butter dreams
pin me down with rope
grab the cold whipped cream
paint me like a cake
with ribbons of sugar and gold leaf
watch me come undone
as my wrists feel your teeth
decorate me with candied raspberries
along my stomach and my sides
tease me with your lips
let me be your guide
Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 12:32 PM UTC
Time has a way of rushing past
It has a way of disappearing.
With time how it is, we need to take advantage of it.
Don't let it fly away
Hold onto it as long as you can
Love who you can, while you can
Do what you want to, not always what you have to
Don't let time be a memory
Live in it while you can
Because soon it'll all be gone.
Jul 5, 2017
Jul 5, 2017 at 7:04 PM UTC
Inside there lays a sort of guilt.
Insuring that the electric company does their job.
The only problem is most nights there is never anything worthwhile watching.
I often question the receptacle, the thought of changing cable providers.
I thought of saving myself, turning the tv off and going to sleep.
But where's the fun in that.
Watching colors run frantically across the screen.
The flick of a button brings a different hue.
A different click of the screen lock checking for notifications, plugging my phone back on the charge.
By passing all the channels at least twice before finding a show that fills the 30 minute gap.
The hard part of favorite shows is that most time they come on when either there's not enough time. Or someone spoils the ending.
Either way here I am looking for something to devote my time.
And here I am, seeking
Some kind of reassurance that you'll return after the infomercials.
My new favorite show.
You
Jan 7, 2017
Jan 7, 2017 at 3:42 AM UTC
And out of the blue drops an awkward moment
The kind of awkward moment where nothing in itself is awkward.
Just a moment that passes in complete silence where nothing is actually wasted
nor publicized.
No focal point, nothing to rebuttal.
The kind of moment that is considered awkward, usually right before revealing the same exact thought.
The same exact expression.
Just a matter of opinion. Expressing the simplistic.
How awkward would it be if I were to think of you in a moment where there was nothing else to do.
A moment of vulnerability In an affair of stating the obvious, there is no way I'd consider this out of the blue though.
Really and truly there isn't anything of importance that can be found here,
Except the color blue but then again that should be obvious. Like how unimportant was that really?
You could have went the whole day without nothing being said. Just based off the thought alone.
I suppose the only thing that makes it somewhat awkward is that I didn't.
And really I just used a lot of unnecessarily long but short words to tell you that you were on my mind.
I know right, the perfect ******* And to think you were probably doing something important.
But since I now have your attention and we're just throwing things up out of the blue.
What color ******* Are you wearing? Are they the see through purple ones or the red see through ones
Dec 6, 2016
Dec 6, 2016 at 2:34 PM UTC
shreds of time
sparks of light changing
the world
fleeting revelations tipping
your presumptions
indelible strokes imprinted
in your bowels
impalpable scratches dragging
an eternity of memories
shreds of time
black lines defining the boundary
between before and after
inclement discharges breaking
your heart
rambling crackles resounding
in a solitary echo
unpredictable wrong notes
that marked
your life
Sep 2, 2016
Sep 2, 2016 at 11:06 AM UTC
A
Drop.
Then it came
Pirouetting.
It came clattering
It came guttering
with furore and fight
with rhythm and rhyme
like many dancing feet.
On steel roofs
On downy pines
and baobabs
and old cracked earth
Pattering and shimmering
drawing dust from dirt
women and men from houses
enshrining the sky with their trembling hands.
Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 5:57 PM UTC