#passedaway - Hello Poetry

As I looked out the door and saw her.. I was scared. Its been a while since we got along and seeing what I could've stopped hurt me so much. She was so upset about everything that happened.. If I just didn't add to that fire then there wouldn't have been any fire. Why did she run out? I mean if she lived she would have still gone to jail with the rest of us either way. I couldn't see how much pain she was in until..I saw her dead. But now its too late. I'll be alone forever. What will I do? I never had another friend like her? I loved her so much. I'm scared she still hates me. I'm scared I will always be lonely. I'm scared I will never feel happy again. All I know is that if she died because of me then the best thing I could do for her to forgive me is to die. I'm not sure if she will like that but I'm tired of feeling this much sadness. I deserve it but I deserve to be sad with Nalia. Dying won't make me sad. It will make me realize I should've done it sooner.

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Mar 28

Mar 28, 2026 at 11:22 AM UTC

Asami

Where are you Nalia?

As I looked out the door and saw her.. I was scared. Its been a while since we got along and seeing what I could've stopped hurt me so much. She was so upset about everything that happened.. If I just didn't add to that fire then there wouldn't have been any fire. Why did she run out? I mean if she lived she would have still gone to jail with the rest of us either way. I couldn't see how much pain she was in until..I saw her dead. But now its too late. I'll be alone forever. What will I do? I never had another friend like her? I loved her so much. I'm scared she still hates me. I'm scared I will always be lonely. I'm scared I will never feel happy again. All I know is that if she died because of me then the best thing I could do for her to forgive me is to die. I'm not sure if she will like that but I'm tired of feeling this much sadness. I deserve it but I deserve to be sad with Nalia. Dying won't make me sad. It will make me realize I should've done it sooner.

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I miss you a lot Nana, I miss staying at your house every weekend. Spending time with you was fun, The joy on your face when you see me. I miss hearing your voice, hearing your laugh, See you dance in the kitchen, listening to old music. I wish you were still here, so I could see you, So I could tell you how much I miss you and love you.

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Mar 6

Mar 6, 2026 at 9:26 AM UTC

Blossom_Trees

Grandma

I miss you a lot Nana, I miss staying at your house every weekend. Spending time with you was fun, The joy on your face when you see me. I miss hearing your voice, hearing your laugh, See you dance in the kitchen, listening to old music. I wish you were still here, so I could see you, So I could tell you how much I miss you and love you.

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The world isn't the same without you, It's not as right as it is now. Everyone misses your smile, Your laughter and how sweet you were. I miss everything about you, I miss how I could talk to you about anything. I wish you were still here, But you're not, you're only here in spirit.

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Mar 6

Mar 6, 2026 at 9:23 AM UTC

Blossom_Trees

Sawyer

The world isn't the same without you, It's not as right as it is now. Everyone misses your smile, Your laughter and how sweet you were. I miss everything about you, I miss how I could talk to you about anything. I wish you were still here, But you're not, you're only here in spirit.

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I sat there Beside you Holding your hand Not wanting to let go because i knew If i did you would too Then you would disappear. I knew that when i left Walked out of that room I never see you again, Or laugh again No more meeting at family gatherings Or rushing to you with open arms. No more looking for your face in a crowd of our family members Always going straight outside because i knew you’d be there Smoking a cigarette. I miss you. I shouldnt never let go of your hand I shoudve endured and soaked in the warmth and comfort Of your hands, your touch. I miss it. Now i sit here on my bed writing this down About us, about you and how I wish i wouldn't have listened to mom voice Vaguely echoing in my ears when she said It's time to go, honey I wish i hadn't looked her way Instead of continuing to admire and appreciate your beauty When i looked over at mom with swollen eyelids and lips From my tears, I turned back to you and looked through the blurred vision Through my watered up eyes ready to burst with cries I squeezed your hand and said Ok, give me a minute And as i heard the faint sound of moms voice and her shoes hit the tile Of this hospital room with the smell of failing to bring back life, She replied Ok. And when the door shut the cries burst And i closed my eyes not being able to bear the sight anymore Of this flower flying away and out of reach that i may see someday, Many hours away I should have stayed. Shouldve stayed in your touch You love and your hold I should have never let go Of your hand I cried and cried and cried and cried and cried. Now instead of holding your hand sitting by your side Admiring your beauty everyone else ignored I lay in my bed writing you this, I miss you. You were my person, And while others mourned once and are now okay Just scrolling through the memories I still cry i am still mourning Because I miss you, And i feel you. Still. I look up at the pictures of you hanging on my walls and Beside my bed on the table, All of you and me. Me and you. I wear my butterfly earrings that remind me of you When someone says i have to take them off i stand my ground and make sure They know that it is not just a jewelry piece, Its you in remembrance i carry with me. I miss you, My person, My nina.

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Nov 27, 2024

Nov 27, 2024 at 3:34 PM UTC

Mayatrue

I miss you

I sat there Beside you Holding your hand Not wanting to let go because i knew If i did you would too Then you would disappear. I knew that when i left Walked out of that room I never see you again, Or laugh again No more meeting at family gatherings Or rushing to you with open arms. No more looking for your face in a crowd of our family members Always going straight outside because i knew you’d be there Smoking a cigarette. I miss you. I shouldnt never let go of your hand I shoudve endured and soaked in the warmth and comfort Of your hands, your touch. I miss it. Now i sit here on my bed writing this down About us, about you and how I wish i wouldn't have listened to mom voice Vaguely echoing in my ears when she said It's time to go, honey I wish i hadn't looked her way Instead of continuing to admire and appreciate your beauty When i looked over at mom with swollen eyelids and lips From my tears, I turned back to you and looked through the blurred vision Through my watered up eyes ready to burst with cries I squeezed your hand and said Ok, give me a minute And as i heard the faint sound of moms voice and her shoes hit the tile Of this hospital room with the smell of failing to bring back life, She replied Ok. And when the door shut the cries burst And i closed my eyes not being able to bear the sight anymore Of this flower flying away and out of reach that i may see someday, Many hours away I should have stayed. Shouldve stayed in your touch You love and your hold I should have never let go Of your hand I cried and cried and cried and cried and cried. Now instead of holding your hand sitting by your side Admiring your beauty everyone else ignored I lay in my bed writing you this, I miss you. You were my person, And while others mourned once and are now okay Just scrolling through the memories I still cry i am still mourning Because I miss you, And i feel you. Still. I look up at the pictures of you hanging on my walls and Beside my bed on the table, All of you and me. Me and you. I wear my butterfly earrings that remind me of you When someone says i have to take them off i stand my ground and make sure They know that it is not just a jewelry piece, Its you in remembrance i carry with me. I miss you, My person, My nina.

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Cool autumn breeze, Crisp like leaves. Cinnamon hair, Skin so fair. Now I am here, But you're nowhere near. If only a tear, Could bring back you dear.

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Apr 12, 2021

Apr 12, 2021 at 10:27 PM UTC

birdsluvtosurf

Dear

Cool autumn breeze, Crisp like leaves. Cinnamon hair, Skin so fair. Now I am here, But you're nowhere near. If only a tear, Could bring back you dear.

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You crying without a tears, You laughing without a smile draws on your face, But still, you saved your friends, Risking everything just for somebody else sake. You're hero without a cape for us, Even tho we never know that you hold everything alone, Fighting your illness all by yourself. But now you can take a breathe, Now you can feel relief, Its your finish line, All this time you running without a leg, Now you have your own wings to fly into a better place up there. I love you, brother. Sincerely, moonlight knight sister.

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Dec 9, 2020

Dec 9, 2020 at 4:43 AM UTC

Oceanknight

Goodbye, Moon light knight.

You crying without a tears, You laughing without a smile draws on your face, But still, you saved your friends, Risking everything just for somebody else sake. You're hero without a cape for us, Even tho we never know that you hold everything alone, Fighting your illness all by yourself. But now you can take a breathe, Now you can feel relief, Its your finish line, All this time you running without a leg, Now you have your own wings to fly into a better place up there. I love you, brother. Sincerely, moonlight knight sister.

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The day you passed away, I couldn't see the sky. Too many tears fell from my eyes. But they weren't tears of grief. They were tears of relief. Because even though I'd never be able to hug you As you walked through the door, I knew you weren't in pain anymore.

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Jun 30, 2020

Jun 30, 2020 at 10:10 PM UTC

zackripley

The day you passed away

The day you passed away, I couldn't see the sky. Too many tears fell from my eyes. But they weren't tears of grief. They were tears of relief. Because even though I'd never be able to hug you As you walked through the door, I knew you weren't in pain anymore.

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When I'm older and its time I want you to wake me Show me your voice I can no longer hear Your memory will no longer be alive Though I don't know why Show me the reason you left That was more important than me Show you all that you missed Thank you for those happy times alive

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May 10, 2020

May 10, 2020 at 3:54 PM UTC

proofinqq

Dear, M.

When I'm older and its time I want you to wake me Show me your voice I can no longer hear Your memory will no longer be alive Though I don't know why Show me the reason you left That was more important than me Show you all that you missed Thank you for those happy times alive

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No eyes can see my tears, no ears can hear me crying, all I have is you but where have you gone?

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Oct 12, 2019

Oct 12, 2019 at 4:32 AM UTC

soumia

Untidelt

No eyes can see my tears, no ears can hear me crying, all I have is you but where have you gone?

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A field of roses Where we walked The sun beaming off your face Tender and delightful I visit that same field of roses Only now it is I who walks them The sun beaming off my tears drops In pain and dying You were my rose My reason for getting up and walking My sunshine and light But now you are my rock, so deep in the ground.

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Feb 27, 2019

Feb 27, 2019 at 2:10 PM UTC

morallygray

Gravesite

A field of roses Where we walked The sun beaming off your face Tender and delightful I visit that same field of roses Only now it is I who walks them The sun beaming off my tears drops In pain and dying You were my rose My reason for getting up and walking My sunshine and light But now you are my rock, so deep in the ground.

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Why do you, with your small hands, try to carry all these wounds on your back? It isn’t for anyone’s sake, please don’t push yourself too hard, Why am I.... while hesitating, i unable to escape? What I hope is for the sun, the sun to light the way. Find the way though in this glowing cosmos our hands can’t quite reach each other, We depend on only our resounding love, Because at the end of the path we’ve travelled, we’ll find the light. You said, “I had a long dream… It was a very sad dream", But what I saw wasn’t one bit clouded, I said, “It’s okay to cry, because I’ll stay by your side no matter what.” All I wish is for a hand, a hand to reach up to me Find the way, Even without words, Even without wings to fly on, As long as we stand our ground in the wind, Even if we’re the first ones afflicted with this pain. Giving an answer surely isn’t everything I’ll be patient, it’s all right, and so you are. We'll find the light, You’ll find the way.

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Jan 29, 2019

Jan 29, 2019 at 7:15 PM UTC

Oceanknight

Hope for a light.

Why do you, with your small hands, try to carry all these wounds on your back? It isn’t for anyone’s sake, please don’t push yourself too hard, Why am I.... while hesitating, i unable to escape? What I hope is for the sun, the sun to light the way. Find the way though in this glowing cosmos our hands can’t quite reach each other, We depend on only our resounding love, Because at the end of the path we’ve travelled, we’ll find the light. You said, “I had a long dream… It was a very sad dream", But what I saw wasn’t one bit clouded, I said, “It’s okay to cry, because I’ll stay by your side no matter what.” All I wish is for a hand, a hand to reach up to me Find the way, Even without words, Even without wings to fly on, As long as we stand our ground in the wind, Even if we’re the first ones afflicted with this pain. Giving an answer surely isn’t everything I’ll be patient, it’s all right, and so you are. We'll find the light, You’ll find the way.

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I'm here everyday through so many days and night, just for you. I'm here every time through the second, minutes, hours just for you. I'm here for every tears you shed through every pain you feels, but you still get along with him. Now you were here, with me. you don't need to be worry, its safe now. the pain has gone, now you will be an angel in heaven.

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Oct 25, 2018

Oct 25, 2018 at 10:45 PM UTC

Oceanknight

Waiting For You.

I'm here everyday through so many days and night, just for you. I'm here every time through the second, minutes, hours just for you. I'm here for every tears you shed through every pain you feels, but you still get along with him. Now you were here, with me. you don't need to be worry, its safe now. the pain has gone, now you will be an angel in heaven.

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I can still hear your voice Even though you've gone away It brings a tear to my eye Feels like only yesterday

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Mar 4, 2018

Mar 4, 2018 at 3:13 AM UTC

sickorsane92

Your Voice

I can still hear your voice Even though you've gone away It brings a tear to my eye Feels like only yesterday

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