#parentalthankyou
i'm so sorry mom
that he did that to you
and that he's doing it to me
you deserved the world
but it was taken from beneath you
an all-star athlete
with a bright future
descended into drugs
and most importantly love
with an abused child
that grew into a hard edged man
who drank to much
and left without answers
this man we both love
but understand he will not change
he has a sickness
that will never be treated
this man we all love
has so much love
is so pure
yet was forced to be a man
at a young age of toy cars and bicycles
i feel so sorry for him
didn't graduate high school
drank at the age of 13
only to continue bad habits
his father spread to him
such a beautiful soul
that will be forever lost
i am so grateful mom
that you took me from this evil
the evil he didn't mean to create
maybe it hasn't been perfect but it's better than it would have been
away from the drugs
and the *****
and the band
you got your life together
i should understand
that maybe you don't understand
that I'm okay with my body
and i like having curves
Like we accept father for who he is
how he will never change
i should do the same with you
although this life hasn't been "perfect"
i'm still on the way to get a bachelors degree
thanks to you mom
thanks for reading me books
going to all the track meets
and letting me break down in your arms
it ****** me off when you criticize my body
and my clothing choice
but thank you mom
for not dropping into the darkness
and taking me with you
May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 3:56 AM UTC