#paralyze
Be part of my vanilla sky
As I am the black
and you
Would be the cream
That would complete the white
and me
In the midst chaos
Would graciously fal-;;,
Slowly Falling;
Slowly Stopping;
[I would wish]
That my body
A C H E S
Into Oblivion,
THEN
My body systems crash
p a r a l y z a t i o n
That would be the term
Just to have extra time
To lay with you.
Oct 23, 2019
Oct 23, 2019 at 9:10 AM UTC
I just do I don't reflect
My feet are moving on cement
I want my toes to taste the sea
I want my soul to climb the tree.
I just smile but I don't mean it
Acting is within my remit
Talk so much make them believe it
Lost my soul I can't retrieve it.
I just do I don't regret
These thoughts all day I can't forget
Consumed inside I'm left alone
I paralyze... I turn to stone.
Jun 17, 2019
Jun 17, 2019 at 5:19 PM UTC
Captivated in my own mind,
Silence throughout the night.
Paralyze sitting on a chair,
With heavy thoughts of my own.
Whispers of the night,
Startle my silence.
Open up my eyes once more,
As they awoken me from my slumber.
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 7:57 PM UTC
I had a dream about a memory
So vivid I recall conversations
My subconscious made up a story
And turned it into nightmarish creations
Mimicked the past, I got lost for too long
Paralyzed, I'm no longer strong
Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 9:18 AM UTC
Head can now explode
But my hair rises black
Higher than this
Feeling inside like
I am,
Screaming
the sound could send waves
In new directions.
Capture or let go...
They both make me feel
Insane
Unable to do anything else
The roar is paralyzing me
Get me into the black hole
already
I need the other side
Rage-Light, flashing
You would be blind by now
But I see too much
Scratching out your eyes.
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 11:38 PM UTC
I'm dreading.
To pack everything,
from the place we used to call ours.
The empty boxes are staring back at me.
I can't bring myself to fill them.
I'm scanning the apartment that used to be ours..
I'm seeing our history repeating itself.
I somehow see your shadow from the kitchen,
and mine from the living room.
I hear your laughter when you mess up cooking..
And suddenly you're everywhere, and I'm paralyzed.
I can't move you into boxes, and I can't leave you.
Yet I need to leave you within this walls..
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 12:17 PM UTC
Snake in the Grass…by Jessie 6/06
Be weary of where you put your feet
There's a snake hiding in the grass
Slithering in and out of holes
Waiting to attack
Although, unseen, his agenda sure
His plan set into motion
One false move, he will strike you
Without a trace of emotion
He has a way of getting close
Manipulating along the way
Just as you think all is safe
He’ll cut back the other way
Many are fearful, encountering the snake
It’s the position that he holds
Using it to paralyze
And make your blood run cold
But he’s just a snake, like any snake
A tail and a head
Separate the two of them
You’ll find that he is dead
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 11:11 AM UTC
Her trojans in my head
Even when she’s out the door
My body inside my bed
Outside, the rain starts to pour
I see her polka-dotted rain coat
And I long to call her phone
My fingers don’t do what they’re supposed to
Paralyzed by those **** trojans
All in my head, attaching to other nerves
My thoughts crowd around her
The image stark in my mind
She remains so fine and beautiful
But, all I want is to forget
Erase, delete all the regrets
Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 10:10 AM UTC
Could I write
to **** out the poison
that paralyzes me?
Aug 14, 2017
Aug 14, 2017 at 10:16 PM UTC
My eyes shredded blood,
When I saw you leaving,
My heart pumped pain,
When I saw troubled you.
My body feels paralysed,
Waiting for your touch to make it live,
My lips are all dried up,
Only your kiss was keeping them alive.
My anything was only because
You existed,
Now that you are not here,
I'm a living dead piece of ****
Aug 31, 2016
Aug 31, 2016 at 12:30 AM UTC