Not yet,
my delicate soul
trapped in chaos
darkness and silence

 I keep came back
to the same chapter 
over & over again

Help me 
to run away
from these 
crossroad of destiny card

Freedom
Joy
Peace
where can I find it

Lead me
o angel, my guard
my Father sent
under the bright blue sky
where the ocean meets the stones
inject me with holy ghost

with a slight panic
I will find
comfort in chaos
not knowing exactly what I will get.
unpleasant
yet comforting & exciting