#panic-attack
Heartbeat and breathing erratic.
Mindset; frazzled, like static.
There is never a rhyme or reason.
My life is just an ever-changing season.
Looping yet broken. Like a record that is scratched.
In my head, the devils plan, will it be hatched?
Or will I be intercepted beforehand. My only warning sign could be the lights and/or sirens, when the men in white coats are dispatched
Jul 15, 2016
Jul 15, 2016 at 11:37 AM UTC
from the moment,
you stumbled into my life,
i was in the palm of your hand.
and from that moment on,
i knew that i would be be awaiting the return of,
you.
waiting for the next time i find myself entangled with,
you.
leaving me breathless,
heart racing,
chest aching.
i want to run but there's no escaping,
you.
which is to say,
that i can never leave,
you.
- a.r.
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 5:47 PM UTC
You seem to hurt my heart,
Repetitively,
and the doctors say:
"They can’t bandage a word broken heart,"
"When the bandage won’t be able to fix me,"
This is when my body mutates,
Making it hard to breath ,
Or really do anything,
This is when,
My ribs,
wrap around my heart,
trying to protect it from you,
and while my lungs were unprotected,
and I was at a lack of breath,
you seemed to take that,
with any happiness you could find,
And I sat there,
Shaking,
Then,
Crying because it’s not even first period
Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 11:29 PM UTC
who am I?
Who am I?
what is going on?
I know,
no,
I know.
“panic attack”,
where,
what,
panic,
everywhere,
“calm”
“breathe”
only confusion,
Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 12:17 AM UTC