#panentheism
i made supplication
to my heart
to my very heart
thudding and flopping
chambered
apart
i prayed to the flesh
how the spirit gives way
i set up my altar
i found beasts to slay
i asked only that
the beat would go on
my glistening, grinding
red ***** song
but the flesh made no answer
as if by design
the Universe tune
is ever so fine
i smashed up my idols
i burned up my books
i cast to an early grave
the high and proud looks
and the Universe met me there
and It said, “I’m Alive”
and It beat like a steady heart
that was keeping good Time
and It entered pact with me
a civil cease-fire
after It had destroyed me
and a new breath inspired
i’m cutting my ties again
i’m burning those old bridges
around the world and home again
i’m making decisions
Jun 30, 2019
Jun 30, 2019 at 2:04 AM UTC
momentary clarity
seeing i’m human after all
grandeur drowned in mortality
i am all totality
i’m nothing at all
yes, feeling small
the largest of feelings
the hardest for telling
foretelling my futures
complexity looming
chaos consuming
hope always blooming
at the last minute
not done till i’m finished
never give up the ghost
just because you’ve lost hope
over the horizon
fixing my eyes again
flesh spirit battle weary
soul, hold me, onward dreary
love, you’re a mystery
a curse and a gift to me
the wind that keeps lifting me
the waves always drifting me
connected to feeling
in body, in realness
ethereal madness
fading some, can i grasp this
can you grasp?
i don’t ask this
my last breath, my life passed then
never to ask when
in an age, in an afternoon
breath fleeting leaving soon
inspiration the gentle moon
good night sweetly gripping me
i am all totality
Jun 30, 2019
Jun 30, 2019 at 1:29 AM UTC