#painfull
I can ask for the truth.
The only thing is,
I will never believe you.
May 15, 2019
May 15, 2019 at 8:35 AM UTC
I am not good enough for your standarts
I am just the arrow to play darts
You wanted her
I'm not preety as her
That's true
My black eyes not comparing with her, blue
I don't blame you, it's my fault
Now i could feel the losing volt
Being painfull to know
Clare as the winter snow
For not being enough for you
But there is only you and just you.
Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 9:22 AM UTC
Maybe
If the light shines bright enough
I can see all.
And when all is ok
I will come out
Of this shell of a body.
Will there be a place for me
A place where I can breath
And
Maybe
Waiting for me,
Will be a million daisies
Or a thousand daffodils
But not a single rose
For roses are to strong
Of
A
Feeling
Light will shine on my skin
The warmth of it's soft kiss with burn
My shedding skin
Away
Leaving me raw,
And okay
But for now
Here I stay
Trapped in a rubber world
And beauty astray
Feb 9, 2018
Feb 9, 2018 at 9:46 PM UTC
*I think that I should have done it, just once.
I should have given way and let everything go.
I complicated things too much by thinking.
I should have called you.
Just for a night, or even a day, just one moment, only the two of us.
Even if our intentions were different, we shared the same desire for each other.
Skins against skins, eyes in eyes.
There is nothing more intimate.
I wanted to kiss each part of your body,
Savoring the contact of your hands on me,
Feeling your hot breath on my neck.
I wanted to please you,
I wanted to show you how you made me feel.
The painful temptation, the desire.
The need of a physical contact with you.
I'm still burning for you.*
Jan 5, 2016
Jan 5, 2016 at 11:30 AM UTC