#paim
Behold the man who terrfies with power,
Behold the man who can **** a king with his glower.
All hail the man who has it all,
All hail the man who cannot fall.
Woe to the man who fears judgement day,
He paces and turns the clock off in fear driven rage.
Woe to the man who hides his pills from the other "eyes",
He sits vengeful at his past, masking it with every lie.
Woe to the man who doesn't sleep at night,
For he regrets selling is soul, he doesn't sleep in fright.
Woe to the men who are evil, for deep down they do not know,
Their sickness has overcome them, they aren't aware they are suffering, barely able to crawl.
Behold the one who sees it all,
It is I, the lowly, the injured, the small.
Behold the one with the love for the wolves when the world does not,
I love what the world only wishes to die and rot.
The evil are not born evil, some this truth is no option,
For many, "Go to hell, you deserve no love, you are just a toxcin."
I have grown to love what you consider "wicked",
Despite my life, I am the victim.
I can only love and forgive, no hatred after all these years,
I still pray for them, behind my bruises, scars and tears.
We could both debate, argue and try to pursuade, but I care too much, I will not lie behind hate.
Perhaps a weakness, call me pathetic,
but I was sent to heal the broken,
Even if it makes me just as sick.
Without a cure, how can we heal?
Without a heaven, there is only hell.
I fear the day when I am free,
I fear the day this chord is broken,
Killing them from me.
What will be left is me the murderer,
Me to mourn their decay;
And what will be left is just a dream, a blurr.
A pain I cannot bare to think it,
I cannot stomach that, not even for a bit.
So, woe and behold,
The evil, the sick,
Whom society and the mind is their virus,
A good soul their antibiotic.
Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 6:25 AM UTC
Something changed
it was a new kind of pain
I don't know why
watching people run with bulls
being injured for no reason
other than to look 'masculine'
seems so pointless that it hurt
it was so painful it felt like my chest was closing
like I couldn't breath but I was
it wasn't a panic attack
I was having a bad day
I was tired
I wanted to go home
but watching something so pointless hurt so much and I don't know why.
Jul 7, 2016
Jul 7, 2016 at 12:58 PM UTC
This **** got me feeling some type of way...
And I felt compelled to say..
Swallow my thoughts..
Taste my words..
And if it's too nasty spit it back at me..
I want you to feel just how I feel..
I want you to know...
That if you let me...
You sure as hell wont regret me...
**** if you let me...
You'll never forget me...
Please don't act like you know me..
All you know is word of mouth...
That doesn't mean you know me...
All that means...
Is you know someones ****** up portrayal of me...
I feel like I'm on stage...
Performing in front of a bunch of clowns...
Talking a bunch of ****
Cuz you've got me all wrong...
I'm aint no clown...
I know my name's getting tossed around...
My personal business is just in everyone's ears...
And At this point...
I'm just above all this ****
My head is in the clouds...
I've been through it all...
31 years young and I've been through it all...
The fails, the falls...
Are you surprised??
I'm like Niagara...
look closely...
I got right back up like ******
I'm still standing...
So, Stop trying to shoot me down..
How could you ever really know my story?
You've never been in my shoes...
Don't you know no one alive can always be an angel?
When everything goes wrong....
You see some bad...
I'm honestly just a soul whose intentions are good...
So go ahead...
Love me or hate me...
I swear it won't make or break me...
You have no idea where my head was in that battle...
I was just trying to stay ahead of my shadow...
Truth is...
I lost everything, but I ain't the only one...
Don't care what you try and say...
That's life...
That's just how the **** it goes...
I knocked, and hope wasen't there...
Love was gone but maybe it was never there...
So, who the hell are you to judge?
Didn't you know...
First came the hurricane, then the morning sun?
But its cool now, its fine...
I'm no longer angry...
I'm no longer floating like a boat without a paddle...
I'm just cool like LA nights...
Speaking nothing but truth to you,
high as a kite...
Oct 6, 2017
Oct 6, 2017 at 8:10 PM UTC
She was darkness but not consumed by it. she was without a filter— She saw the world for what it was. She saw people for who they really are. She was the happiest yet the saddest of all. She was full of life but also so empty. She was flawed like so many but yet still flawless. She was beautiful when sun rises and when the moon comes out. She showed so many emotions but none really defined how she felt. She smiled so much that atmospheres brightened. She was and is a queen like any other woman out there
-Vibeactivist
Sep 12, 2020
Sep 12, 2020 at 6:06 AM UTC
Stab you
STAB
BURN YOU IN YOUR BLOOD
YOU USED ME
I KNOW
YOU ******* ***
REAP WHAT YOU SEW
I'LL TRAMPLE EVERYONE
THAT'S HURT MY SOUL
Ignore me
Throw me aside
Take your fist
And ******* me inside
My face burrowed in despair
My eyes sank into the floor
You sat and laughed right over there
Same as all before
Use me for your needs
And then ignore
Act like no harm was done
While you make way
Using another to ***
I'm tired
Tired
Tired
stop using me
Stop throwing me away
Stop ******* ignoring what i say
My eyes shined for you
But just as quick as they did
You threw me in the trash bin
Everytime I let free
The love hiding inside
forced everytime to hide and cry
anger brews my boiling blood
My mind is screaming
Only frigid cold up above
They won't talk to me
So I'll make them scream
******* ***** won't let me breathe
COME CLOSER
I'LL STAB YOU IN THE HEART
YOU CAN FEEL THE SAME AGONY
TEARING ME APART
SHARP PAIN STARTS IN MY CHEST
GOES INWARD
YOU DONT SEEM IMPRESSED
LET ME KEEP STABBING
STABBING
STAB
BING
YOU'LL BE ALL ******
AND CRYING
MAYBE YOU'LL UNDERSTAND
HOW PAINFUL CUTS CAN WOUND
CRY OUT FOR ME
BUT MY ATTENTION
HAS CHANGED COMPLETELY
YOU'RE JUST
TRASH
NOW
I'm sorry you're dying
But how pathetic
Leave me alone
Oh stop crying
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 2:59 AM UTC
they made love
best of love
when they hate
each other
he know nothing but
a furious passion
she loves nothing but
that kind of power
Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 3:52 PM UTC