#overreacting
I sat in silence
anxiously deciding
certainly overreacting
a sudden desire to change
flooded my heart with courage
their voices startled me
my mind failed to be calm
with each beat after beat coming so quickly
but soon their laughter filled me with ease
and I could find myself finally at peace
Aug 13, 2020
Aug 13, 2020 at 9:01 PM UTC
i can’t tell if i’m
broken or not.
am i okay?
is thinking of ending myself
just a reflex
as this point?
a coping mechanism
that fills the space
that the absence of sadness
leaves blank.
do i want to die,
or do i simply
want to sleep?
am i just tired?
overreacting?
depressed?
did i finally crack and spill over?
am i empty now?
Sep 2, 2018
Sep 2, 2018 at 1:20 AM UTC
Thoughts racing, heart chasing.
You're mad, I'm sad.
Can't stop shaking, there's no faking
When I see you in the halls,
I stall, hide behind a pillar, a friend, anything
Just to avoid the awkward eye contact.
I'm not good at confrontations, at the mere thought of it I flee..
You might think I'm crazy or immature,
But when you told me to stop talking to you my mind went a blur..
My friends say you're overreacting, over something so small.
I fear you'll dump me, leaving me lonely..
I'm so sorry.. Please forgive me?
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 3:56 PM UTC
I think of you more
And yet you think of me less
I've messed this up now.
Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 1:22 AM UTC
My body is unhappy because
I ate a packet of energy Goo before I took a nap.
My mind is unhappy because
because now I don't know what you think of me.
****
I'm never eating that **** during a non-sports season ever again...
Why did I say that?
May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 10:19 PM UTC