"i'm always fine"
i've said that line 
a thousand times before
that everything's okay
i'm sunny, i'm funny, 
don't touch me
don't call my name like it's yours
i see blurs of peppermint and fingerprints
a hedonistic temperment
supplying my internal wars
that you don't have to fight
and it’s not your fault 
but don't assume this is easy for me
to be what we were once, formerly
i feel too much, i overheat,
you touch me and i stall

*Do you know just thinking of you 
makes my heart overheat?*