#outoftime
Obviously
Not what is said
What is done
In the present tense
Pave
The future
Feb 9, 2020
Feb 9, 2020 at 9:05 PM UTC
i was so naïve as to think,
i would grow old
with my high school sweet heart
and grandchildren .
i have accepted,
in this day and age..
I may
not live long.
i just pray,
my parents
don't have to mourn
their daughter.
Jun 11, 2019
Jun 11, 2019 at 2:02 AM UTC
Stop chasing me,
I see you watching me when I'm waiting at the bus stop,
I feel your presence when I'm preparing my 1 sugar 2 cream coffee,
I know you're with me when I'm counting sheep as I'm falling asleep,
you're there in my nightmares,
your reality is the maze I am trying to escape from.
Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 12:44 AM UTC
I'm fighting hard for a reason to stay
I'm trying hard my demons to slay
But my swords are all broken, turned to rust
I'm afraid I'm all hollow, I'm but a crust
I'm striving to see the light, in this inky thick darkness
But to my screams and pleas, only the demons harkens
Where is my guardian angel
I'm in danger
Where is my knight in shining armor
I can't find a safe harbor
Where is my sweet dear friend
I'm afraid it's close to the end
I'm trying to save myself, it's not working
I'm trying hard, I'm not shirking
I need someone to care, I need a helping hand
Before my hourglass runs out of sand
I'm running out of time
Worthless is this life of mine
Feb 9, 2016
Feb 9, 2016 at 7:59 PM UTC