Yowling, thrashing, squeezing me whole,
She's slashing onyx crevices, my soul,
Begging out, pleading forgiveness 
But I won't give in, I just press 
Down, fight now, hate this,
This thing, this misfit,
Crippled defect, this won't sit 
By me, won't defy me,
Rip my nails down crusty
Skin, she feels sick, I feel quick,
I dig deep and can't keep
From hissing, it's ******* me off!
She cries but it makes me scoff.
You pretty little folded bird, 
I'll smear you like a ******* ****
I hate you, I hate me,
So help me, I can't see,
I can't bleed,
I won't heed
Your cruel trick,
You foul ****
Despise me!
I hate me!
I hate me!
I can't
See
I 
Can't
Breathe...