#otherwise
On any given day,
so far,
I have been sui causal,
and distracted by a real
fat cat named Wreckit,
he's a ****** subspecies' archetype,
on the branch of eating things,
unique, we insist, we delight in knowing,
we eat cats next to last.
This cat has the best life of any mammal ever.
My grandchildren worship him, and he's afraid
to come into my room, but he defiantly plays
in the hall and looks to see if I notice, and I blink.
I think a thank you for the lightening mood.
Oct 19, 2023
Oct 19, 2023 at 1:24 PM UTC
NOVEMBER 5, 2016 / - a note to my future
The old man said
I have persevered
The new man waited
The old man said
Through long years of toil
And sweat rivers of ****** tears
For what
I got
Ye got that
The new man waited
Ye got that
The new man nodded
Perseverance that’s what
Jesus said
I needed
And I got it
By God and
I ain’t quittin’neither
The new man waved said
Nothing and
Walked away
Gracefully
Apr 13, 2023
Apr 13, 2023 at 5:57 PM UTC
You are standing on the nose of my
Mona Lisa,
from there,
see the stare, 15 degrees,
-you must wonder
what did she see, the stare, this
other way, standing over there near
where
you will be, askance, first glance,
- it not only seems small
- it is in actuality small
you'll think, I promise,
after scuffing the nose of my
Mona Lisa in chalk,
designed to emphasize the nature
of art in our imagination,
one magnitude larger.
Mar 25, 2023
Mar 25, 2023 at 5:12 PM UTC
Begin, become when you take a left.
Feel that's right.
Therapy.
Say that you're alright.
That it's the kind.
Of see through.
Of assuring.
The peace.
Within each other.
Unreal the nervousness.
Crossing legs.
Holding still.
You know.
Filling weariness in the snow.
As it was under that street light.
Garrett Johnson.
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 5:18 PM UTC
touch, con tact
con fide in me, tell me mere tallies,
count my worth in touched
virtual buttons, pulled virtual
triggers of emoticonic
urgency
emerging as a wish, a want, a will
to make or take or fake a known
point,
hidden in my bag.
abstruse obscurity, arcane, esoteric, recherché
y'knowaht ai mean?
click, think fast.
Past last learned truthz in everlasting shame games,
swallowing whole
guiling lies left to stumble entertwined
entertained public minds dulled
by constant rub, that mobs
force squeeking
gears of grace, to make while
grinding balance points, tipping the wheel
of time as imagined by sailors on opined currents
swept by winds of geistic hinting hid,
to see, know to pay attention.
Jeffry Epstein was a hoo-min, can you imagine…
calling him friend?
And having no clue?
Linguistics, Style and Writing in the 21st Century -
with Steven Pinker, relating an email,
{received prior to Oct. 28, 2015 YouTubing}
"It is important
to approach the subject from a variety of strategies,
including mental health assistance but also
from a law enforcement perspective"…
translated as:
"We should consult a psychiatrist about this man, but
we may, also, have to
inform the police."
man, not subject, understand… the translation
who was that man {the subject,
I assume, was the deed which a man mutually known
was known for doing}
I think Epstein. Hm, a sick seed… sprouts out,
first the blade,
then the ear,
then the full corn in the ear…
then I think, Krause, a colleague… can I be sued
for thinking I can imagine…
worse can I imagine knowing what
is mutually known, there is a guilt game
that needs linguistical magic
meanings to be hidden in
abstruse obscurity, arcane, esoteric, recherché
ways and means of keeping the plebes entertained.
"It is important
to approach the subject from a variety of strategies."
-- or as I continue imagining being a knower, we could
arrange with other knowers
to
**** him, and thus the guile goes un detected…
check with the lawyers, no incriminating emails…
"It is important
to approach the subject from a variety of strategies…"
In 2007, when Epstein was first indicted for procuring a minor for prostitution,
Pinker "provided his expertise on language"
for Epstein's defense,
according to The New York Times.
Pinker offered his services for free and,
he told the Times,
at the request of his friend,
Havard law professor
Alan Dershowitz—who has himself been
accused of sexually assaulting minors trafficked by Epstein,
which he denies.
From <https://www.vice.com/en/article/g5pn87/free-speech-crusader-steven-pinker-blocking-anyone-mentioning-his-epstein-ties>
Dec 25, 2020
Dec 25, 2020 at 3:22 PM UTC
I am
A lamppost
Trapped
In the midst
Of shinny buildings
Waiting to be
Useful
At night.
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 7:00 PM UTC
Every time it comes
The air burns
We suffocate but still
Everything is good
No, no drinking
Nor eating
That's the term
Through the sacred month
Every smile has its tears
Every game has its rules
Every start has its ends and
So this sacred month
Still we hope to be
With you again
Still we hope to see
You come back to us again
It's either we stop
Nor time stops
It's either we take all the chances
Or we take everything for granted
Choices are in our hands
Has always been
Since the first time
Our heart beats
Be wise or otherwise
Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 4:33 PM UTC
Choke it down though you know you don't want it
Cram the calories into the bottomless pit
With stress and starvation comes restrictive cravings
Ice cream for meals and depleted savings
Feel the pain in your stretched out belly
Scarfing down peanut butter and jelly
You're a pig and you know it
But you can't control it
Your clothes hug you close
As your stomach continues to bloat
Five, six, seven pounds up
When will it be enough
When will you realize you're a product of your own destruction
If you skip each meal tomorrow you can start reconstruction
The thin girls stare and laugh at your look
One more plate of pasta is all that it took
You're disgusting and vile
Put yourself here on trial
Tell yourself to succumb to the voices
Starting tomorrow make better choices
Starve yourself daily
You'll love yourself maybe
Nothing like the feeling of an empty stomach
Your own strung up puppet
Bones through skin is a beautiful thing
It's a reason to get up on the scale and sing
Dropping like boulders with each passing hour
Making up excuses like "I'm allergic to flour"
Whatever the condition
You know your mission
Start the cycle however vicious
Ignore the foods that are delicious
Indulge in water and a baby food diet
If they ask "who wants seconds?" stay quiet
Because soon you'll be pretty and fit your summer attire
You can't wait any longer now it's dire
The flavor will fade and you'll hate yourself more
How about skip the cake and you'll even the score
Till the number's brand new
And your bones pierce right through
Don't stop till you're nothing
Put your shoes on get running
Embrace the disorder
Create your own border
Apr 10, 2018
Apr 10, 2018 at 12:14 AM UTC
I know that I'm ugly
But the most I can say
Is that I don't care
About appearance anyway
Even though that
Is a bold-faced lie
You try proving
Otherwise
Feb 2, 2017
Feb 2, 2017 at 12:53 PM UTC
Oh, there is light in such places:
The galleries of Soho, the catwalks of Milan,
The boardwalks of Blackpool,
But it exists to flatter, to obfuscate, to tell alluring lies,
A trompe l’oeil of a family picnic
Etched on the wall of an abandoned orphanage,
The siren song crooned by a spider
To the enraptured and wholly credulous fly.
Ah, but the illumination here!
The sun reflecting off the roofs
On those Bob Evans and Shoney’s you would shun,
The starlight backed by a host of owls, a symphony of crickets,
All serving to peel away the layers of artifice and cunning,
To be shucked away like so many cornhusks,
Allowing the secrets of the universe to be whispered to you,
Faintly yet unmistakably, and once moved by these epiphanies
What is to stop you from running along the narrow, unlined streets
And green open spaces in mad, unfashionable celebration,
Exempt from the clucking of the chic and the congnoscenti?
Dec 2, 2016
Dec 2, 2016 at 10:34 AM UTC
If you decide to come back,
With an open heart,
I'll keep my tools ready,
Performed will be an open-heart surgery,
Where an incision into your heart,
Will be made to remove the blockage,
Then love will flow unobstructed in your heart.
The various crap you read about love I meant,
That surely is the chief restricting factor,
It has cost you the pure true love,
It did cost you the caring nature of mine,
I've lost the will to live,
With my sad heart,
If you will rather not come.
My body has started revolting,
Pushed I am closer to oblivion,
Though my arms still long for you,
I have my second thoughts too,
Because if I die soon after marriage,
As is already most probable,
I don't want to widow you.
So I give you the modern window you seek,
The window to happiness & harmony,
Go ahead and grasp the opportunity,
Worry not about the blame,
Because I bear the responsibility,
Cost it would more lot of money,
I fear cancer for the expenses.
Fear I don't the cost,
There are few wellwishers,
Relatives and acquaintances,
Who might help me bear the cost,
Fear I do the ensuing loneliness,
**** me it would for sure,
I fear a quiet seclusion.
Because once I could bear it,
Twice it would rather **** me,
For I am not the immortal god,
Scared I'm as ending days ****
Beckon me does a lonely death,
Death which I no longer fret,
But loneliness is a threat.
For she failed to cease my heart once,
She might as well fail even twice,
Death has had old scores with me,
Averted she was the last time,
Coz I suspect my own body now,
My happiness destiny will mow,
Give me it will grief of loneliness.
Nov 15, 2016
Nov 15, 2016 at 10:20 AM UTC
Also otherwise there was something else that was decided in the mind prior
Now that everything has fallen in it's right place
Now that the right thing has happened at the right moment,
things look different.
The past looks a thing of past and the present moment is occupied in ascertaining the future.
Definitely good things happen in the life of an individual over a period of time.
Never wait until that point in time.
Keep going
Keep on going till the end is reached upon when something definite is achieved.
Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 12:05 PM UTC
Let the things in the present remain as they are
Let everything remain as it is
Live life in the present with the present moment in time
Let it be as it is.
The day starts
The day passes by
The next day comes
Very soon even it will become a thing of past
Life continues
Time does not stop.
Let it be as it is
Let the things in the present remain as they are.
Think about the past, present and also about future only when needed,
otherwise no need to ascertain the future.
Time spent in discussing the worries about future is not going to come back, neither will discussion solve any problems of the present.
Definitely an act towards getting something definite done will sort out the things.
Let it be as it is
Let the things in the present remain as they are.
Never wait for the moment in time when something in particular will happen so as for the things to take shape.
Never depend entirely on any one particular aspect, element, factor or thing.
Time moves, time runs, time flies
Time and tide waits for none.
Still efforts are always made to save time so as to get and gain more time in the future.
It's always a race against time.
Let it be
Let the thing of past remain in the past.
Continue with what you have got in the present.
Mistakes from the past and worries about future knock upon the door as and when a peaceful moment in life is found to live upon.
Never did it mean to live life in the past,
nor did it mean to live a life with regards to worries about the future.
Since life continues with the present moment in time,
it's always better to live life in the present.
Participate in what you know you are the best,
later improve and improvise in where you are lacking.
Never was it possible for anyone to climb the ladder of success without making any effort.
Remember efforts never go wasted,
focus needs to be maintained and the same must be kept intact.
Obstacles and failures are part of life,
so never compromise,
nor negotiate with neither obstacles and nor failures.
Learn lessons while tackling them.
Once the right moment in time comes in sight,
strike upon the same.
Definitely you will strike gold when you strike upon the right moment in time.
Let it be
Live life in the present with the present moment in time.
Make the best use of the present moment in time by giving your best in the present.
Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 10:59 AM UTC
Where are you?
I need you?
I request for you,
Are you there?
Hello?
C-Can you hear me?
I'm scared!
What is safe without you?
I solicitate for you?
Will you please be here?
I need you!
Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 5:28 PM UTC
I thought loving you was the best thing ever
but living with you is a hundred time better
because I hold you in my arms without let you go
I thought we going to be together all times
but the fate decided otherwise
because of my parents and their law
I thought my parents were going to help us
but all I have is rejection
because of the rules of this religion
I thought the life was easier than that
but there is nothing harder than life
because i'm far from you
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 4:23 PM UTC
You are annoying
And I hate you.
But my eyes,
My eyes suggest otherwise.
F.Z.N
Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 8:33 AM UTC