#ostara
At intervals I see you, in silence, in waves
Faces hidden away in mires & fog-burdened moors
A century of faces stare with disillusioned grins of toothy decay
Hands of horror begin the ebb & flow; invisible actors of change reign
Fledging flower grown fragile, into a black hole gazing oncemore
Peer into the Abyss and it shall return the favour (from the darkest hole on Earth)
Winter crystallized her stem, eternal dark blooms gracefully freeze
Cryogenic insanity, tectonic memoirs slam & crash, embrace of dire regret & hope
Causal relations, twisting geometric fantasy commences in a sea of shifting oculus
Too stubborn to live, too young to die
The Call of the Void must be answered by One & All
Newborn baby thaws as springtime blisters the birthing pains
Ostara begins upon awakening
Eyes wide open & ready to see
The undying Light
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 4:37 PM UTC
Sunshine pours like honey
Dripping down over the lost smiles
From crown to temple it erases the pain
Embraced bliss, innocence swims anew
To succumb internally to the senses populating within me, shifting realities
To climb back in time before fly & thorn
Unraveled mind, as the finite soul travels through the ether
Everlasting Melancholy melts its way bequething itself to Winter's final kiss
Heavy fog clouds recoil & drift afar
Springtime beauty arrives, timid & slow
Oh the beauty of the daffodils
Yellow warmth gazes upon my quieted soul
Sitting there aside the Angel's omniscient wings of porcelaine silence
The faerie gaarden re-encants with neon green mystery
Ostara reveals herself Great & Majestic
The Great Majesty of One
Blessed Be
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 5:47 AM UTC
Can I call the forest from my room?
Sing the energy off my spirit?
The forest is so far away but when I close my eyes I’m there.
I can lie in a bath of roses and light some purple and black candles.
Dive my head into the water.
Freeing myself for a moment like I’m all alone in the dark.
Not the same as being alone in the forest.
Not the same as being the exact final form I’m longing for.
Feeling the way I can only get a glimpse of through that music.
My beloved songs and dear energies that I was able to receive from people that I love.
I feel like that’s where I belong, where I can feel these feelings.
Intensely purely, growing from the balance that comes from life.
My life on earth.
And now new life on earth is growing.
I’m growing as a being.
Still taking in each development.
Trying to be patient.
To understand why so much has been hurting all in one life that still has to be.
Still has to move on.
Still has to grow.
Still finds new forms.
When can I set it free and be my purest version?
I’m longing for that day.
🖤🌹🥚🌹🥚🌹🖤
Mar 20, 2023
Mar 20, 2023 at 9:10 AM UTC
as surely as winter
loosens it's icy grip
with one last kiss
upon my throat,
i know spring
will soon return
to gently hold me
in her warm embrace
as the earth
calls me back home.
Mar 29, 2021
Mar 29, 2021 at 9:26 AM UTC
There is something in the air
no more ice nor vampire lairs
The sun rules over night
and brings forth all things bright
And the flowers greet him with glee
all shining and rising among the ****
As the maiden smiles to her tummy
her child smiles back in the shape of a bunny
It's the breath of spring,
balance and growth with it brings
So let us blossom my dear
make our intention and power clear
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 6:10 AM UTC