#opera
And there I was. A witness to spontaneity and self-expression; to emancipation.
Not mine, however. Someone else entirely, but physically close. As in the very next seat.
"You are so composed," I must have said at some point.
"It's all those long years standing outside in the terminator line, waiting to enter," I believe she replied.
"Why do you come here then?" was my stupid question.
"The autumn theatricals and the chance to start again," was her all too brief answer.
Just then she stepped out of the shadows, breaking off from a wall of men, and onto the edge of the stage...her eyes beamed undiluted willpower. It is a gaze that both chills and warms, radiating and demanding trust in this singularly self-possessed presence.
In the forensic lighting, she had a sticky acid smile, her ****** in candid detail, stellar in spectra.
Everyone throws things at the understudy, but not this night. She danced against time with an audience of unknown monarchs; some with crowns, some with wings.
She held birdsong, truth slipping through her fingers, pollinating protagonists caught in the (third) act.
A night here is like wading in a pond with a jagged edge; the wind blows through and thoroughly, and still she stays calm, collective. She always seems to be waiting for something. Permanence seems out of reach; some great apocalyptic event is on the horizon, and she views the future tentatively.
"You are aware that everyone is looking at you?" I can't help inquiring.
“How can they not. On TV and film, there’s a bigger separation,” she says. “But when you’re breathing the same air, there’s definitely a reaction. Sometimes you feel a little bit like a ****** That’s part of the experience. The scary part is not the nudity."
Then she took a beat, and we subtly entered the frame of the play; away the bird flew, and she began to talk about grief and loss, her voice clotting, and so fast had the audience been beguiled that one softly sympathetic voice rang out from the front of the orchestra, as clear as a bell as she struggled to articulate her tangle of feelings: “We understand.”
Apr 13
Apr 13, 2026 at 4:30 AM UTC
Antipathy of God’s magnum opera: \
An anomaly, \
It is preternatural, \
& it is entropy. \
As Children of The Most High God, Jah, \
The Cosmo-Plexus of Empyreal Love, \
We must rise above, we must transcend \
Hate, Malice, & attrition. \
The Spirit is beckoning you, \
Embrace amour & revere the one who is love: \
8 “Who ever does not love has not come to know God, because \
God is love.” —1st John 4: 8 (NWTSE) \
(—Se’ lah)
10-04-2025
Oct 4, 2025
Oct 4, 2025 at 12:30 PM UTC
Laugh, Pagliaccio.
For sorrow now knocks,
and racks upon you
its thousand woes
Laugh, Pagliaccio.
As the mourning dew,
adorns your withered rose
Laugh, Pagliaccio.
For the thorny nest,
now covets.
That blackened heart
Laugh, Pagliaccio.
As from this bed,
you’ll never come to wrest;
Ever-nested in ****** vines.
You’ll writhe, each ****** day.
So forgo any and all hopes of rest
And—
Laugh, Pagliaccio.
Whilst the furrows deepen,
and the time for tears, comes down weepin’,
to dole over joys no more leapin’,
joys that strain, under sadness, now seepin’,
As unsown fruits ripen;
and become the unworthy’s reapin’
Truly,
heartbreak’s come
and taken all—
worth keepin’
Laugh, Pagliaccio.
Not for the people’s pay,
no—
for the fool that you are,
swayed as you were,
like child’s play.
Laugh, Pagliaccio.
The people restless;
clamour, bicker and fight.
In wait for their beloved Pagliaccio;
the clown with wit and humour rife.
So adorn your mug with that ghastly white,
and let them gaze.
Upon the clown of wit and humour rife;
not a man suffering under muted plight,
nor one vengeful;
of horrors, in spite.
For you, by fate have been chosen,
to carry,
this chip and blight.
Now, heavy heart, make light
and brave these jagged waters,
that ill-humour has tasked you smite
Go now!
Caper in. To the jester’s tent.
But beware;
be not seen under the searing light.
Sep 16, 2025
Sep 16, 2025 at 6:00 PM UTC
One, two three four, five six..
Come, take a step, Christine.
My everything transfixed.
Stay, forever we'll spin.
Eight, eleven, thirteen
Wine, gunpowder, mirrors.
Love, my darling, remain!
Stay, don't leave me, stay I beg you, my light my rose my brightest everything...
Six, five four three, two one.
Pined perpetually
this monster, only
one.
Forever.
Mar 4, 2025
Mar 4, 2025 at 11:14 AM UTC
In a lattice-lit dorm room sits a writer.
A discarded chemistry book lies beside her.
because ideas are hitting off her, like a collider.
Why does writing make her feel alive-er?
Cause it helps sort out the feelings inside her?
Repose is something grinding-study denies her.
Now, rhyming isn't her primary desire
the connections form, almost, despite her
poetry’s at it best when it comes unaware
“Oh,” she thinks, like, we’re going there?
What she writes might eventually be shared
with that awareness she vowels with care
picking words when they seem the ripest
shaping phrases like some sort of stylist
she may be less of a poet than a typist
Her default is to narrative - like you read in novels
cause let’s face it - cold-poetry is as dead as vaudeville,
as buried as silent movies, letters and opera,
have I come to dig Caesar up, like a fossil?
.
.
cold = straight up
Mar 27, 2024
Mar 27, 2024 at 10:58 AM UTC
Carmen O dear Carmen,
ad astra the wanderer
across those nights she sent
a gleaming lust than ever.
never a lover my Carmen,
i write to my forgotten
she who deceived a friend
a dearest friend now in heaven.
unforgiven Carmen,
your sins frighten the gods
a wretch knows no amends
a foul stain as your end
yet so tragic my Carmen,
your sullied guilt unwashed
your yearned freedom abandoned
and for that i am rueful,
ah, Carmen!
ma Carmen adorée!
Jun 3, 2021
Jun 3, 2021 at 12:44 PM UTC
I so dreamt
Music
Untamed
Agrestal
A boundless arrangement
Estranged from
The whispered waters
Confining
This sullen cathedral
In thoughts hushed
As anxious lips quenched
Their thirst
From the passionate
Oeuvre
Trapped within
New rhapsody
Jul 10, 2020
Jul 10, 2020 at 9:37 PM UTC
For three he plays,
For three he strays,
For three he stays.
I stayed and I was one among the nines.
Arias for my Giovanni,
thirty minutes for the thirsty,
it was over too quickly, at the gramercy.
leaving my moods in the open for a mild controversy.
Cozily encased like in a womb,
attached to you by an umbilical cord,
no matter the type of chord,
It was clear you were singing,
through Mozart’s vocal cord.
I was ready to swim in place with you,
to be drenched in musical shower,
with open skies as my shower curtain,
come cleanse my soul,
as my heart tugs,
at your tone in nature.
Nov 23, 2019
Nov 23, 2019 at 9:28 AM UTC
_You were singing in the shower,
Very loudly,
Off-pitch,
Soap in your eyes,
Face scrunched up,
Blowing water like a bull whale,
Curtains flung to one side,
And I thought - ********* I love opera!_
Jun 8, 2019
Jun 8, 2019 at 8:05 PM UTC
Her Imperious Canticle rewarded
From the butterflies of monarchy
Mermaid scales are her bouquet
An ombre is the debut
Crystal corals are the stars on her face
Below pink rings that scale a tune
Which the winged beauties will charm in too
An amazing debut for the see through
Of a dynasty that glows in the prism moon.
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 9:13 AM UTC
Deep down the theater is a mystery
Of the phantom who lives in misery
A loathsome creature, masked in shame
He lives in the shadows amidst glory and fame
He runs the opera, they must follow his order
Or else, a catastrophe will occur
Opera Ghost, forever shall haunt
Abide in you, I shall never flaunt
The world created an Angel of Hell
Taught him to **** and become cruel
But deep inside is a frightened child
Who yearns for beauty and all things mild
A troubled entity beneath all fright
The Phantom of the Opera, the Music of the Night.
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 3:42 AM UTC
Opera's something I can take or leave
some I don't really much like
perhaps were I multi-lingual
they'd be more apt my fancy to strike
some I don't really much like
if I knew just what they were saying
they'd be more apt my fancy to strike
I wouldn't mind going and paying
if I knew just what they were saying
opera would speak more to my soul
I wouldn't mind going and paying
its beauty I then would extol
opera would speak more to my soul
if the story I could unweave
its beauty I then would extol
And opera I could take, not leave
May 1, 2018
May 1, 2018 at 5:13 PM UTC
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaaaaaa…
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaaaaaa…
Yeah!
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaaaaaa…
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Na-a-a- yeah,
Singin’ the light of Agido!
See her likeness like the sun,
Can I praise? Can I blame her?
When winged-dreams come undone…
Singin’ the light of Agido!
Pierce Pleiades with the dawn,
And now I’m ploughing the Dog-star, -yeah!
Wooing my goddess with a song,
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaa- yeah!
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Na-a-a-ahh…
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaaaaaa…
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaaaaaa…
The owl on a rafter-er, the festival of days, -yeah!
Singin’ the light of Agido,
My Dawn Goddess passion’s haze,
Yeah!
Singin’ the light of Agido!
Ten-beauties-likeness like the sun,
Floating swans on streams of Xanthus,
Sweet-tasting honey’s oh so young!
Singin’ the light of Agido-oh!
Singin’ the light of Agido!
Yeah!
Singin’ the light of Agido-oh!
See her likeness like the sun,
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaaaaaa…
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaaaaaa…
Yeah!
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaaaaaa…
Na-Na-Na-Na-Na-Na-Na-A-A- yeah!
I saw the light of Agido,
A War of Love eclipsed the sun,
Who’s to blame? Where’s the praise now?
When winged-dreams come undone,
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaaaaaa…
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaaaaaa…
Yeah!
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-Naaaaaaa…
Na-na-na-na-na-na-Na-a-a- yeah,
Yeah…
*Soft-spoken
**Standard tempo
Jun 9, 2016
Jun 9, 2016 at 11:26 PM UTC
my dire
hard part
will sing
this tract
with her
heart there
with me
only time
will enhance
her taint
that my
incandescent voice
then reignites
miracles whence
my holistic
nobility reigns
alight sighing
Sep 9, 2017
Sep 9, 2017 at 7:55 AM UTC
You only live
so I keep my life?
why do you speak
so much of
giving your life
in exchange for mine?
As fires blaze
in the sanctity of our room
cards lay out
in a gamble
I cannot allow you
To suffer again
To be toyed with or worse
Ripped and burned
The both of us
We'll be filled with love
When the executioner comes
To collect us
Jul 31, 2017
Jul 31, 2017 at 11:45 PM UTC
She talks
and asks
why
I cannot speak
She drags me everywhere
and has a grand time
while I am forced
to live in a mechanical body
she crafted to me
Radio waves
are my only means
and one sentence repeats
in my limited vocal ability
I pray for Elysium
and the soft grace and rest
still she drags me
I'm nothing but a doll
spirits take me
from this prison
why must I be forced
to live a life already full
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 9:04 PM UTC
*Tonight he came to me, singing my name.
He, masked in mystery, hid away in shame.
From the shadows he reached for me,
tucked deep in my bed.
His longing eased inside of me,
his voice invading my head.
A streaming melody of loveless love,
an eternity with no one;
for fear of his face, a hideous disgrace.
His echoes yearn for someone.
Through the dark, I see you clear stranger of the night.
Without fear, we harmonize blissfully in twilight.*
Feb 19, 2017
Feb 19, 2017 at 1:27 PM UTC
The Planet hell caught my ear
That of 12 years old
For mezzo nor soprano
A singer of classical genre
The riff and drum were a beautiful trance
Of Ever dream and Moondance
The dead boy's poem wept
The albums forever kept
I sang with you
Your Ghost Love score passed in the night
The wishes on notes
for she, he wrote
I found my path, when all seemed lost
To Mozart, Carmen, Tosca
A hand to the path you lead
Tear ashes upon my bed
I wished for the night
For every song that healed my plight
Years gone by from January to December
My olden day Nightwish I adore and remember
Dec 4, 2016
Dec 4, 2016 at 4:09 PM UTC
-on a local beer at a local pub, or
another good reason to speak out as a poet
An angel in an apron offered me a drink.
"Here comes Eternal Youth," she said,
"it is meant to make you think."
While I drank, the world billowed like a sail.
Time went crazy, bladders appeared,
the world's front peeled off like a veil.
Heroes and gods alike were humbled.
Their faces aged, their bones crumbled,
the wind swept away what remained of them.
With them they took the light.
I stumbled in pitch black darkness
and man, from the deep I cried.
And then, suddenly, I knew:
my voice, that's me, I'm here!
I'm not too young to interfere!
I shouted and pushed up the curtain,
reflected light cut through the dark:
the waving sea, time to embark!
My angel again was in her counsellor's role.
"Now sail in song forever," she spoke,
"raise your voice, save your soul!"
I peered into the golden waves...
and found it was this magic potion,
that turned and turned in its majestic motion.
There is truth in wine but there's soul in beer;
and when it sends you spinning, sing, sing!
sing, so all the world can hear!
Sep 30, 2016
Sep 30, 2016 at 9:01 AM UTC
Opera was the first
emo music.
.....
what??
The feelings, the passion, insatiable thirst,
depict the soul's greatest longings
and the things that make it sick.
But the best opera I have heard
is the desperate cry for things
lost,
stolen,
griefs beyond the heart's capacity-
a vessel, on violent waves, tossed.
Opera is an art with reckless abandon.
Opera: My hat's off to you.
Aug 28, 2016
Aug 28, 2016 at 9:27 PM UTC