#obsessivepoem
Everything is too
sugar-spine, salt-lipped,
staticstitched and jitterglow.
I can’t sit still
without turning into
a girl-shaped emergency.
I keep my synonyms in jars—
one for ache,
one for almost,
one for the word I made up
that means I miss you so much I become a faucet.
Language is a loose tooth.
I tongue it until it bleeds metaphor.
Call it poetry.
Call it coping.
Call it anything but what it is:
me, peeling the world into vowels
because I’m scared if I say what I mean,
you’ll hear it.
And then what?
You’ll answer?
You’ll echo?
You’ll send a voice memo
saying same
and I’ll combust on the Q train
like a well-read matchbook?
God, I am so
caption-core,
pun-drunk,
rhyme-accident-prone.
I named my stomach pit afterthought.
I named my wrists reminder.
And I named you
don’t.
But I still say it
every time I open my mouth
to speak.
Apr 6, 2025
Apr 6, 2025 at 9:30 AM UTC