#obsessive-compulsive-disorder
When I'm wide awake
At 4 AM
My mind still buzzing while my body is shaking
A tear rolls down my pale cheeks
As I clutched and pulled and begged at the sheets
My hands red, raw, with a thousand tiny lacerations
The train of my thoughts not stopping at stations
As my conciousness fades, an attempt to stall,
the inevitable breakdown.
And I fall
And fall.
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 10:31 AM UTC