#obsessedwdenile
I wear longer sleeves, a jacket even
It's not ¨ preppy ¨ I'm not cold
It feels safe, I feel safe when I hide in fabric
When you cant see the raw skin, on my hands
When you cant see the hairs on my arms stand up
When it's loud, when I get scared
You won't see me scratch, you won't see me pick
You won't see me break, see me count
obsessively, that's what the ¨ experts ¨ say, the one's who hand out
Diagnosis after diagnosis, prescriptions, so many
Advice, that's what they call it
Lies, that my comeback
because i'm not obsessed, i'm safe, i'm not crazy, i'm helping
not you, not your money, not your college degree
But my heart, myself, me, me, me, me, me
Call me a narcissist, call me selfish
ok, what else, any more judgment?
Dec 1, 2025
Dec 1, 2025 at 1:55 PM UTC