#obsess
Today, I feel free,
Free to love you,
Yes, I do feel so...
Today, I feel possessed,
Possessed by you,
Yes, I am so...
Today, I feel happy,
Happy to be with you,
Yes, I want you only so...
Today, I feel obsessed,
Obsessed with your love,
Yes, I am totally obsessed...
Today, I feel closer to you,
I am closer to your lips,
Yes, I hold your hips...
Today, I feel lifted up,
Up until the dark sky,
Yes, you are my light.
Today, I feel entangled,
Entangled in your slivers,
Yes, you are the biggest star.
Oct 31, 2021
Oct 31, 2021 at 1:23 PM UTC
Uncontrollable, useless and pain inducing
A required repetition, which reaps false acceptance
Temporary high, but will end up leaving
Alone, alongside your filthy arrogance
A painstaking process follows,
One of which could have been prevented
Living with your disgusting self wallows
Realization of your careless actions, becoming discontented
Obsession has rendered you worthless,
And henceforth you’ll forever live, knowing you deserve this
Nov 19, 2020
Nov 19, 2020 at 7:55 AM UTC
What if I don't want
to get better? This hunger is the only thing
I feel anymore. You abandoned me,
so I sit on the bathroom
floor. I drown out my tears
with lyrics to songs we used
to scream out the car
window. While others congratulate
the damage this hunger has caused,
I obsess over the numbers that
light up whenever I step on
the scale. This is the only thing
I can control anymore. Since
you left.
Aug 31, 2020
Aug 31, 2020 at 10:48 PM UTC
you're on my mind
and my hands
they're
s h a k i n g
and even though you hurt me
i still can't help but
o b s e s s
over you
i'm burning
it's like fire
s p r e a d i n g
over what's left
of my heart
Sep 24, 2019
Sep 24, 2019 at 2:25 PM UTC
This sort of dream
Is classified with an interpretation of heaven
The one with you
Holding my hands
And looking me in the eyes
Lips close enough to touch
I wish I could have your love
This kind of night
Could be classified with where true love begins
With fireflies
And moon reflections in your eyes
Skin soaking in the moonlight
Dancing until sunrise
Dandelions dreams
And unstitching seams
I wish I could breathe you in
This sort of magic
Could be classified with
The way you look at me
The sun lighting the clouds
Speaking out loud
Hands around my waist
Obsessed with the way you taste
I really wish this was real
Aug 19, 2019
Aug 19, 2019 at 10:46 PM UTC
Let me in on all your tastes
I want the sour with the sweet
All the proclivities you hide from your friends
Drag me down a darkened path
If you leave, to Hell with my heart!
I swear I won't last a single day
Believe me, romance can't survive
Without anger and revenge and taking sides.
I swear I'm not hopeful
Quite the opposite, in truth
Lend me a reason to obsess
Love! Love! I meant, I slipped up!
Disregard, call me a lover of all
Things undone
I swear I'm not insane
I'm just looking for a soul to hold
A happy mind to destroy
A clean heart to stain
Jan 8, 2019
Jan 8, 2019 at 2:58 PM UTC
You’re covering something
Hiding it so patiently
Waiting for the time
To let it out
Painfully .
I can see it in your eyes
I can sense it when you talk
A really bad secret
That You could live without
You mask it so well
Until the blanket gets too hot
The feeling inside
You just want to get out
Bruised emotions
Shaky vibrations
Eyes are leaking
So intrusive
Don’t worry
I won’t judge
Just let me know
What will make you budge
Speaking from the heart
A reall soul seeker
Let me be your healer
Some things just digg deeper .
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 2:12 AM UTC
She kissed him
In the light, she nim
He stood, still
He couldn’t move, without her will
He stared
In those blue eyes, he dared
Though he fall
Gave up to her, all
Cause she was surrogate
Maybe right now she came, but she was late
Cause he kissed, her not
He was ****** up, was hot
Cause he loved, her not
Maybe someone else, she fought
Cause she was surrogate
You know, it was her fate
And he gave up, he was weak
And she came up, to sneak
Someone’s shadow, fill it all
She couldn’t, she was a doll
Cause she was surrogate
And she loved him, no hate
19:24
19 September 2016
Nov 2, 2016
Nov 2, 2016 at 10:35 AM UTC
no, I'm not a bad joke
this is me
I've obsessed over another girl's
Instagram
and I've thought myself
better
when I've been
worse
but what you don't know
is through it all
I've been the same
always the same
I'm not soft
and I'm not who you take home
but I've been happy
some people like me
and the others don't
all in all
here I am
Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 11:59 PM UTC
She was radiant- she still is.
She drew me in and captured me through surmise amiss.
Her intention not to seize me but through her remiss; I found a graceful figure.
My madness said I loved her as I descended to abyss.
Mar 2, 2016
Mar 2, 2016 at 9:48 AM UTC
make her
she lies incomplete
lies on the floor
somewhat butchered
but her eyes remain
daggers lit in
sunlight
but her face trembles
as a mirror i avoided
for two years while
i was dead
not dead
as i'd thought
but dreamed with
dusty morning eyes but
at night
with limbs thinner and
black
hiding shadows under
footsteps
heard in
the tunnels
she left
before me
pressed deep in
the eyes a
soft grandeur
in black ovals
where
i died as well again
and will die
for awhile
i dreamed
of rickety towers descending
downwards through
land
until able to
be jumped on
and awoken with
raucous stomps
Feb 15, 2016
Feb 15, 2016 at 4:41 AM UTC
All the love in the world couldn't compare to the love I had for you
If the oceans dried up, rivers evaporated, streams and all bodies of water dissipated
My love for you would fill the worlds water supply and overflow it.
I'm like vine roots growing on your masonry surface.
Hidden in the cracks of your structure walls.
It became abundantly clear that love didn't chemically reconstruct in your brain.
I guess, I'm obsess with being depress over you or obsess in love with you.
But I know history has shown we've always been on completely different terms. All you want is my presence because time has convince you that you miss it. But that's all you want.
I on the other hand don't miss you. I want you in your complete form.
I'm obsess with your pearly white straight teeth . You never needed braces.
I'm obsess with your round shape eyes . They stood out like your round shape cheeks.
I'm obsess with your artificial dimples.
But your face has always looked so perfectly flawless naked.
Your outer beauty will never compare to your inner ugly.
Yet somewhere deep inside your ugliness
I found happiness.
Or so I believed.
Jan 12, 2016
Jan 12, 2016 at 3:40 PM UTC
Im not addicted
Im obsessed
And my drug of choice
Is one of the best
I owe you everything
And thats exactly what you took
The moment I met you
You enticed me with your look
I was dying to try you
Now im simply dying
Cause they took you away
And my insides are crying
You kept me safe
And always confidant
Now my friends are afraid
That I've lost my common sense
But if you got high
You'd put your morals aside
And if this brings me closer to death
I think im ready to die.
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 5:13 PM UTC
I grabbed the happiness
And choked you with my obsessiveness
My desperate attempt to keep you
Just pushed you away
And now I'm obsessing over the fact that I obsessed
I grabbed on to the only happiness in my sea of sad
Now I'm left here drowning
I guess I'm saying you were my life jacket
But I sunk myself trying to keep afloat
You wanted to stay and save me
Instead I just kept pushing myself under
With every obsessive thought
Every second guess
Every time I freaked out and sent you text after text
Asking the same questions over and over
I pushed you away as I pushed myself further under
And now I'm left in my sea of sadness
With only the memory of you
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 2:06 AM UTC
i get obsessed with things
until they make me sick
i love too hard
worry too well
i do this with everything
music, people, ideas, school
you need to
calm down
let go
honey
don't take hold of things
and let them in
with such a serious grip
you're ok
nothing is ever as bad as it seems
just let the anxiety fade
forget the sour aftertaste
and realize there's good
in everything
(you can love and want things to pieces
without falling to them yourself)
Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 2:48 AM UTC
she once was like a *****
she got herself drunk everynight.
she was willing to give everything;
for him to choose her,
to come back to her.
she was clashing with other girls
who was getting involved to him.
she is chasing
and begging him to say.
Sep 21, 2014
Sep 21, 2014 at 12:24 PM UTC
laughing laughing i love u laughing
i’m scared of loving u
just joking. u’r scared
i hope u understand
love u
u
just u wait
u’ll see
u fell into her arms
u’ll fall into mine
haha i’ll ask u out
just u wait
u’r sweet
have i told u that before? ;)
how many times have i told u?
i’ll guess u’d say ‘lots’
u need to loosen up.
just joking. i like u
u’r ******* gorgeous
did i forget to tell u?
well. u are
sorry. it’s all u’r fault
u’r not pardoned
kidding yes u are
u’r sweet
(yeah u are)
sorry. it's ur fault i have butterflies
in conclusion: i like u
(sorry. u can’t avoid me)
i like u, and
there’s nothing u can do about it
hahaha.
laughing laughing laughing.
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 7:18 AM UTC