#obession
today i saw this girl
and i don’t really know what to say
her gaze is intoxicating
kind dark eyes
who whisper to you things you hold dear
things you always wanted to hear
it’s ironic
how when she looks at you,
you can’t wait for her to turn away
you can’t bring yourself to meet her gaze,
but still, you crave the sight of her face.
you try to steal another glance,
though every look feels like a dance.
she turns you look
she looks you turn
when she looks back you want to burn
shes tired of this stupid game
its going to drive us both insane
so i make do
maybe it was a tear or tear
my gaze trickles down her hair
down her face
to her waist
it would be such a waste
if i couldn’t find something to express her
i asked my teacher
what the language of the universe was
he said mathematics
was the world's representation
so with graphs i outlined equations
but even parabolic functions
fail to be symbolic of her
and emancipate me from her existence
when i go back home
i feel sick
i feel a sickening feeling in my stomach
i feel like a patient
who feels like he lost something he never had
sickness turns into emptiness
and emptiness turns into something nascent
something i’ve never felt before
is this love?
or have i just gone mad?
Feb 4, 2025
Feb 4, 2025 at 9:46 AM UTC
Beneath the weight of a thousand sins,
They stand in silence, where darkness begin.
For their solitude, i see fire,
A love twisted by loss, a forbidden desire...
A touch that burns, a kiss of poison,
In their embrace, I am lost, broken, and chosen.
Jan 22, 2025
Jan 22, 2025 at 2:26 PM UTC
Une belle fantaisie
Dépasse la réalité
Rêver tous les jours
Rempli d’amour et de rires
ƸӜƷ
A beautiful fantasy
Goes beyond reality
Dreaming every day
Filled with love and laughter
(c) Debra Lea Ryan & ?
2nd of July, 2024
☀♥ƸӜƷ✿♬
Jul 1, 2024
Jul 1, 2024 at 6:16 PM UTC
***** asked her/him
"What is the thing I need to change?"
All of the sudden
She/He replied
"Obsession"
"Obsession with me"
In silence, ***** thanked
For reminding
A reason
Jul 16, 2019
Jul 16, 2019 at 5:16 AM UTC
Feeling blond
Rat in a cage
Bound and gagged
I want you
Only the man
Married but inspired
Hopeless to
Your touch
Why can't it be me
Drunk
Hopeless
In a covenant
The obsession
Too real
Realized
The ground is hollow
Thumping up
For lunch
A date
Feb 22, 2019
Feb 22, 2019 at 6:15 PM UTC
Red Yellow Green
So many colors to choose from
And than so many different types
Big Macintosh, Granny Smith, Golden Delicious!
But in what way will you have it?
Will it be a pie, or a **** or maybe a fritter? So many ways, so little time in the day to make it all!
Jul 8, 2014
Jul 8, 2014 at 10:14 PM UTC