#npc
The dust piles up
A warning sign of giving up
Dishes,
Not water,
Overflow the sink
A metaphor reaching its own brink
No reason to really bother
No warning sign is enough
For me to choose sober
I'm falling apart
The problems are located back at the start
I'm just an NPC
There's no reason to really see me
But I exist none the less
Ignored beyond my best
If this is a test
I'm set up to fail like the rest
©2025
Aug 24, 2025
Aug 24, 2025 at 7:20 PM UTC
Bottom line mind
Drip
Drip
Plop. Liquifacts
to think sleep fallingly
as annoying as
insomnia,
without
inspiration, then
You know, lowest realm,
fundus mundus real as ever.
Your most certain puddle
of all we knew, splashed
into and rippling
base line condensation, drips
seeping
desleeping po et
al ment potentcy
dropping,
ponding, deep below,
still, blackest black
to look into
using your
own curious wish
to follow
preinvested
mental funds first bet
on tomorrow being
worth rising
to find plain truth
as simple as pi and phi
in basic spirit satisfaction
-never failing perfectly
round and round and up to down
vision apparently evaluable
listened to as we spin
weighed
worth thinking through
wrong ways down
discerning bits useful
valuated trues exchanging
good guesses graces
for missed chances
to catch time lines
confluencing right
at terminal velocity, feeling still
as slowly as ifery falling
drips forming
meandering streamlets
infilling
curiousness wise
cerebral-itiosity's thought sea
of accumulated blessings and cursings
needed most assuredly to get through tonight.
Jun 11, 2025
Jun 11, 2025 at 1:57 PM UTC
My life is different now.
Like it's a game that's been updated.
And I am the main character.
And I'm always low on stamina and health.
Countless restarts, as though I've messed up the level.
But time still goes on and the level changes.
The game is a mess with the only mission to beat being depression.
The NPC's are all non talk-able pixels.
There are random jump scares and flashes of horror and gore.
Hard problems and puzzles to beat, with out the right answer.
No matter how many times I hit save, my progress is still missing.
My story line is incomplete.
No explanation or the controls.
No main objective, rather than surviving.
There are no cheat codes or a guide to help me.
It's hopeless.
There is no quitting.
There is title screen or pausing.
There is no end.
Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 3:43 PM UTC