#notyet
deep
down under
There are things no one knows
nor understands
not quite yet.
They've drowned within you,
Because they were too heavy for you to take on
and one day they will resurface
but not quite yet.
THEN FIRE
crashing and burning
but we all know that water will extinguish the rising flames inside you
so you put it back in the bottle
for it to drown again
but not quite yet.
For sometimes these feelings are uncontrollable
and we have to embrace pain
suffering is inevitable
the drowning is what kills you.
Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 4:29 PM UTC
Everytime I close my eyes
All I see was your sad face
All I can do is to cry
I'm sorry we have to part ways
You're still my love
Memories of us is all I have
I won't say my farewell
Coz' I believe this is not yet the end of us
Not yet.
Jul 4, 2018
Jul 4, 2018 at 3:00 PM UTC
I miss a person who I don't think I've met.
He'll love my fire
And won't mind my strong will.
With him, I'll feel safe,
Completely at peace,
Still intense but
While my mind remains still.
His arms will be strong,
Reassuring and kind.
And it will not be perfect,
But I know
Someday I will find
My home in a person.
I feel it so deep.
My heart, though it's breaking,
Was given hope it will keep.
Jan 22, 2016
Jan 22, 2016 at 12:35 PM UTC
Don't you dare look at me like that
The way he used to
My heart has felt the same crushing gaze before
And it hasn't healed enough for round two
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 2:29 PM UTC