#nottrue
He was the most tastiest , that she'd craved so much for
but was the most unhealthiest , dangerous amour..
Oct 8, 2021
Oct 8, 2021 at 12:54 AM UTC
Just because it's called makeup
doesn't mean it has to make up who you are.
Just because someone is bullying you
doesn't mean they're not being bullied too.
Just because someone tells you you're stupid or ugly
doesn't mean it's true.
Now, it's true that just because you read something
it doesn't make it true.
But it's important to know that just because you're feeling blue,
it doesn't mean it's the end of happiness for you
Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 10:38 AM UTC
I was bored, so was you,
We were sitting on the bench in the empty park, staring at the blue,
I was depressed, my life was over,
I told you my depression, my troubles, but all you did was said, "Go get a four-leaf clover."
You laughed, I didn't. It wasn't funny,
For you it was like the topic of money,
For me it was the topic of life,
But all you did was said, "I got a win in a game, high five."
I said nothing, there was nothing to say,
I wanted to go home, if yet may,
I wanted to leave you, leave the breath, leave the life,
You paid no attention. Before you had been my best friend. It was like I had been stabbed with a knife…
I stood up and said, "Take care."
All you did was said, "You're so dull. Don't stumble upon a hare."
I did a fake smile, knowing nothing is worth to live.
Lost everything. Friends, you, lost the power to believe…
All the love, all the tries,
Buzzed away into the air like flies.
How many times I had been deceived, broken, lost,
Nothing is worth now, not the cost…
The thoughts kept sailing, over and over.
My depressions atop my head did nothing but trouble me and hover,
The rain poured endlessly while I stared at nothing but the dark,
My mind kept saying, "Die with a growing spark."
I pulled out my pistol, in my hand,
I had no bullets, but they appeared as of magic hand,
I placed the weapon to my head,
I saw you grinning, "You were never my friend. You are worth nothing, but to be lifeless and dead."
I had no strength, I wanted to die,
I knew that my Mother had said a beautiful white lie;
"You will have a great life and will be full of joy."
To me love and friends are something that I can't explain the importance of, but the others I cared for used it like a toy…
I let my last sad tear drop,
And squeezed the trigger with no stop,
Right away my world faded, and I saw the dark, I saw a hand,
The Death appeared, holding out it's skeleton hand, "Welcome child, welcome to the end."
Welcome. I appeared in Hell,
Time for my pains and depressions to fade away that I hid so well,
Nothing but dark. And then it slipped away and faided,
I appeared in the humongous void of space, leaving me lost and unaided,
Nothing mattered now, only the darkness and the vastness of the dark pit-full space,
The tears, the shattered memories, the hatred, and the pain, washed away my oh-so hoping face……
-Mishka Wayz
Nov 24, 2019
Nov 24, 2019 at 2:54 AM UTC
Me,
I feel myself as a whole being,
Be,
That's what I want to do,
Stay,
You can't punish me for leaving,
True,
I never loved you,
See,
I can't take the pain of this anymore,
Now,
I walk through the front of an open door,
Bye,
I hope I never see you again,
Fine,
But if you leave I cannot let you back in.
Jan 9, 2019
Jan 9, 2019 at 3:40 PM UTC
I pictured our time together as a circle,
We were supposed to be endless,
And then we realized a circle does not go on forever,
And neither did we...
Apr 9, 2019
Apr 9, 2019 at 12:47 PM UTC
I was not here
You never saw me
We never spoke
You never told me in spring
That you don’t
I am alone
This never happened
I never did this
I can’t give
What I don’t own
I never will be there
Maybe you will
But I shall not
And I don’t care
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 10:35 AM UTC