Yet,
She is still in love with him.
And the thing that makes her,
Cry at night,
Is the fact that, 
She couldn't help falling
For him.
And if she could,
She would forget about him.
But she knows,
That isn't possible.

To Have

I tried, 
      you know.

I *tried* to think . . .  
         (what it would be like 
to love some one besides 
                                           *you*. .) .
but in doing so i realized
for me it is **not** 
                            *possible*
to *love*
Someone, 
Anyone,
But *you*.