#notforyou
I thought I was gone. Thought you took my heart with.
Turns out you weren't even the one who had it. He did. My best friend. The one I'd go to about you. The one that threatened you and never left my side.
I love him. Not you. Never did truly love you as I thought.
I thought i lot of things that turned out to be false but I am sure about him. He is caring, loving, sweet, truthful. All thing you'll never be.
I would say I am over you but honestly one good look of you know and I realized there was nothing TO get over. haha. Now bye. Friends right ******
Nov 7, 2016
Nov 7, 2016 at 9:59 PM UTC
Red cheeks.
Flaming heart.
Soul stains and rusts
As it's consumed by lust.
But not for you.
Sep 20, 2020
Sep 20, 2020 at 7:12 PM UTC
Don't read me if you knew me once
My silence,my laugher ,my folded hands
You'll think these lines are diaries
And search for your shadow in every stanza
This is not for you
Not for the ones who watched me grow
Called me nicknames
Or claim to know how I hurt
I write for the uknown eyes
The ones who don't flinch
At the sight of my rawness
Strangers who won't say
"I know who is about."
My poems are not secrets spilled
Ther are truths I dressed in rhythm
Not confessions for your curiousity
So close the book
If you ever thought you had me figured out
These verses are for the world
Not for you
Who never listened
When I spoke without rhyme.
Jul 4, 2025
Jul 4, 2025 at 7:28 AM UTC