i know i shouldn't be as jealous as i am but
seeing the heart on every profile pic hurts 
and realising she wasn't just another girl
that you truly loved her
enough to say you'd **** her still 
especially to me your current girl
maybe for you losing your virginty
was the same to me were you didn't care
but maybe for you it was a meant to be
so when i realise ill never amount to her 
and your feelings could be lingering 
it hurts
and i know im just thinking but its the thoughts 
the thought that you'd go back to her if she asked that scares me more than anything