#noclosure - Hello Poetry

is what you left me not important enough to be named no reason, no plot no closure

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Sep 10, 2019

Sep 10, 2019 at 2:34 PM UTC

inthewater

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is what you left me not important enough to be named no reason, no plot no closure

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I want to know if you think of me too I want to know why you gave up on me And why you lied to me I wish I hadn't given up on you. Even if we didn't end up together in the end I wish I would've given us a chance So I'd know what it's like And so I'd know if it would've worked out I wish I would've pressed harder when I knew you lied I wish I would've said yes to you once; you asked so many times I wish I would've told you I'd still be with you when we talked I'm sorry I reacted the way I did I'm sorry I hurt you I'm sorry I blew you off with no explanation You were one of my best friends You were my first love. Did you know that? You were. I cared about you so intensely at such a young age Part of me always will. I assumed we'd get married Did you know that too? We had so much fun We were such close friends I want to know you're happy I want to know you're doing well I wish I could talk to you And at least have you tell me those things. But I can't say anything to you It would be considered inappropriate But we never got closure Do you want that too, or is it just me? I wish you knew these things I have no idea what you think of me now Or if you've forgotten about me Or if I was special to you like you were to me Or if you loved me too And if so, if you'll always care about me And never forget me I'll never forget you I'm sorry I was a **** to you when we were younger I've gotten older, wiser, more mature, more understanding, and more loving I'm sure we've both changed because everyone does I've changed a lot, but otherwise, I'm the still same girl you were crazy about. I never intended to hurt you I did what I thought I needed to at the time I've known better for quite a while now And I'm sorry. I hope you're happy And that life is treating you well I wish you the best Know I always will, okay? I wish you knew what you did to me How I keep going back to it That I'm hung up on it Unless you'd think it's pathetic My gosh, why can't I let you go? I ridiculously pine I know you've been idealized And romanticized in my mind But it started out so perfectly We were just kids who became good friends Then best friends Then we came to care deeply for each other We decided to wait until we were older to date But then we never did Because of me I rejected you too many times So eventually, you gave up on me Now my mind has a warped reality My heart still harbors you inside And sometimes I'm reminded ****** why didn't I just kiss you? I actually wish I knew what that was like My gosh, am I horrible? Utterly obscene? I was so afraid to even date you I think I ******* up big time Did I? Am I wrong? How I wish I knew. The world is not so black and white anymore There is lots of gray And it's nothing like I expected. I miss you. I miss us. Please tell me you're okay. Please tell me you're happy. I wish I could send you a message somehow So you'd know I'm sorry And that I wish you well For always

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Nov 21, 2016

Nov 21, 2016 at 12:08 AM UTC

pineapple-isle

First Love/No Closure

I want to know if you think of me too I want to know why you gave up on me And why you lied to me I wish I hadn't given up on you. Even if we didn't end up together in the end I wish I would've given us a chance So I'd know what it's like And so I'd know if it would've worked out I wish I would've pressed harder when I knew you lied I wish I would've said yes to you once; you asked so many times I wish I would've told you I'd still be with you when we talked I'm sorry I reacted the way I did I'm sorry I hurt you I'm sorry I blew you off with no explanation You were one of my best friends You were my first love. Did you know that? You were. I cared about you so intensely at such a young age Part of me always will. I assumed we'd get married Did you know that too? We had so much fun We were such close friends I want to know you're happy I want to know you're doing well I wish I could talk to you And at least have you tell me those things. But I can't say anything to you It would be considered inappropriate But we never got closure Do you want that too, or is it just me? I wish you knew these things I have no idea what you think of me now Or if you've forgotten about me Or if I was special to you like you were to me Or if you loved me too And if so, if you'll always care about me And never forget me I'll never forget you I'm sorry I was a **** to you when we were younger I've gotten older, wiser, more mature, more understanding, and more loving I'm sure we've both changed because everyone does I've changed a lot, but otherwise, I'm the still same girl you were crazy about. I never intended to hurt you I did what I thought I needed to at the time I've known better for quite a while now And I'm sorry. I hope you're happy And that life is treating you well I wish you the best Know I always will, okay? I wish you knew what you did to me How I keep going back to it That I'm hung up on it Unless you'd think it's pathetic My gosh, why can't I let you go? I ridiculously pine I know you've been idealized And romanticized in my mind But it started out so perfectly We were just kids who became good friends Then best friends Then we came to care deeply for each other We decided to wait until we were older to date But then we never did Because of me I rejected you too many times So eventually, you gave up on me Now my mind has a warped reality My heart still harbors you inside And sometimes I'm reminded ****** why didn't I just kiss you? I actually wish I knew what that was like My gosh, am I horrible? Utterly obscene? I was so afraid to even date you I think I ******* up big time Did I? Am I wrong? How I wish I knew. The world is not so black and white anymore There is lots of gray And it's nothing like I expected. I miss you. I miss us. Please tell me you're okay. Please tell me you're happy. I wish I could send you a message somehow So you'd know I'm sorry And that I wish you well For always

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I don't know you, I don't know the way you smile, the echoes of your laughter, at the corner of my ears - reasoning like old vanishing memories. I don't know the way your touch feels, the way the tip of your fingers looses themselves on my body - looking for somewhere to hide, the way they would fit my fingers, grasping onto them delicately - caressing, locking, intertwining perfectly. I crave for your eyes - your ocean eyes, where I could lose myself for eternity - where you will give me the look - that lovers give - that fires the soul away, burning me, weakening me down to my knees. Into this moment of intimacy - I would wait for you to find my lips, waiting patiently for you as we finally breathe into one another - I will hold onto you and never let go of this instant. I will never know how this feels, I will never know your soft kisses, your hands in the palm of mine - Your silhouette fading away, where we would leave our traces. No. I only know your stupid jokes, and the way you made me cry, without saying good-bye, You left me hanging, into this beautiful view, of what we could of been. Broken promises and words that you threw right at my heart - leaving my guard down I believed you were different. You are gone now, I still wonder if I still cross your mind, If you still love me - as much as I will always love you, even in this suspended moment - where I will look into someone else's eyes, where I will share that kiss with him, as I wish deep down, that you were the one holding me now.

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May 16, 2015

May 16, 2015 at 1:35 AM UTC

lala25

'' J ''

I don't know you, I don't know the way you smile, the echoes of your laughter, at the corner of my ears - reasoning like old vanishing memories. I don't know the way your touch feels, the way the tip of your fingers looses themselves on my body - looking for somewhere to hide, the way they would fit my fingers, grasping onto them delicately - caressing, locking, intertwining perfectly. I crave for your eyes - your ocean eyes, where I could lose myself for eternity - where you will give me the look - that lovers give - that fires the soul away, burning me, weakening me down to my knees. Into this moment of intimacy - I would wait for you to find my lips, waiting patiently for you as we finally breathe into one another - I will hold onto you and never let go of this instant. I will never know how this feels, I will never know your soft kisses, your hands in the palm of mine - Your silhouette fading away, where we would leave our traces. No. I only know your stupid jokes, and the way you made me cry, without saying good-bye, You left me hanging, into this beautiful view, of what we could of been. Broken promises and words that you threw right at my heart - leaving my guard down I believed you were different. You are gone now, I still wonder if I still cross your mind, If you still love me - as much as I will always love you, even in this suspended moment - where I will look into someone else's eyes, where I will share that kiss with him, as I wish deep down, that you were the one holding me now.

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