#nmplove
All great stories have a beginning , a middle & a end,
But not necessarily in that order.
I wonder what metaphor you should be,
Like I wonder if our story is just at the beginning or just at the ending.
Or if there is a fairy tale ending.
THE END .
What is on the last page of a book was on
The first chapter of ours titled rejection.
I wonder why I had to laugh to the sound of no
Just to make this easier for you
I wonder is this the false face of a lover,
Simply to care.
I wonder am I allowed to use the word love
When our story together never really began.
I wonder if there is an alternative to the two paths I can take,
Like I wonder do you realise my meaning behind how 'I want to watch you grow',
If the two lesser roles you had offered to me is mine to pick to be stranger or friends
For the lesser plot of our Middle,
Let me explain,
I wanted to be somone special in this story
If you allow me to.
But instead I'm probably going to be
Like a social therapist,
Like a guardian angel,
Like a hero who does not wear capes.
But instead I'm probably going to be
Always listening and never fixing,
Always blessing but never protecting,
Always changing and never rescuing.
I wonder why you can be so certain,
I wonder was it easy for you to edit away at this life's story
I wonder if you Know why you re called a baby chick?
You're like a baby chick who has yet to grow out feathers
Like a chick that does not give out hope,
Cause hope is a thing of feathers.
I wonder if this relationship is at the ending or at the beginning?
P.S. you ****
Apr 4, 2017
Apr 4, 2017 at 4:13 PM UTC
by definition
my love affair with you
was brief
I tried to extend my passion
but alas
I am older now,
what happens
happened
I can say
it was good for me
there were indeed fireworks
and if given the choice
I would again
despoil the sanctity
of my marriage
to be with you
But these things
come along so rarely now
these blasts from the past
it was so good, I must admit
I drooled then and even now
the remembrance of the act
leaves me wanting more
but it is not to be
once again
you breezed through town
here for just one month
of torrid, fertive,
cladestine meetings
and then you are gone
leaving nothing behind
except the taste of you
on my quivering lips
oh why!! oh why!!!!
can they not just
....put the MacRib on the standard menu...
I will wait for your next return my love
I will wait......
Apr 4, 2017
Apr 4, 2017 at 6:07 PM UTC