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I believe we once met
in a faraway land,
on a different epoch,
and only your name resounds
recalling us back to this time
'I recognized your soul at first glance'
Oh hear the sound of the wind
the echoes are the only ones
that transcribe the beats of our hearts
retracing us back to epiphany
that we were once in love
in a different place in time
'we are etched into each other's entity'
— I miss you each and everyday
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 12:19 PM UTC
'You are my star, but we all reach that point in life that we no longer wish into one.'
Moving forward to a year, I trace upon the letter I wrote for you.
With the smile on my face, I look up the night sky. I am reminded of how your eyes shine brightly at the scene, and the mole beneath your eye resembles so much of the dots laid up high.
I let out a big sigh. How different it is by this time...
I realized now that we are two of the same; two bright stars. Glowing and burning embers on their own.
We're both coexisting to shine, though we cannot meet for one of us fell for the other too deep already.
A falling star, I cried to you; a shooting star.
How can our stars align? Our paths and distance don’t comply. Far and far across galaxies. You blinded me by that sight. My light cannot compare to yours.
My dearest, you shot too high up the skies to live on your dreams.
And mine just remained being one.
Aug 8, 2018
Aug 8, 2018 at 12:13 PM UTC
I consider him as "my last"
But I know it can be changed
It won't happen
Rather, In my heart
He is someone that will last
Aug 26, 2018
Aug 26, 2018 at 3:16 PM UTC
I just feel so homesick all the time, whenever you're not here with me. I just count on the days on the ticking of the clock. Till you come by the doorstep, back home to me.
— waiting for a moment that will never happen
Aug 7, 2018
Aug 7, 2018 at 9:58 AM UTC
I'll just stay up
since I cannot
let you off my mind.
— wide awake in thoughts of you
Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 11:18 AM UTC
But like the sun, you're miles away
A star, light years far throughout
I believe we are not existing in the same universe
These are just inside my head
As I keep missing the thoughts of you;
we remain as fragments of my imagination
As it is estimated impossible for you
to be within my grasp—
The universe does not wish for us to exist
Jul 31, 2018
Jul 31, 2018 at 11:24 AM UTC
You keep me up with thoughts of you
like any other nights
When I think of how your eyes
would wrinkle up to the sides of your face
as you let out a genuine smile
With my fingers evident with smudged lead,
and words flow on paper
of how ethereally beautiful you are
How your existence would surpass tenfold
the radiance of the passing cars
of the busy midnight streets
Oh I just wish to spend a night awake in your arms,
with my fingers in between yours
under the covers of my sheets
The bed doesn't make me want to sleep
They couldn't give me comfort
unlike your smile
that can bring the sun rays to shame
You could not compare to thousand starlights
Your eyes surrender to sleep
And your feeble yawn—
Let us call it the night
Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 7:52 AM UTC
I count the busy lights of each car passing by this late city night. How I wish that for a singularity— we could have that smidge of a chance.
How you and I would pass by each other swift as chasing cars.
— at least we met;
Jul 31, 2018
Jul 31, 2018 at 12:44 PM UTC
Should I really put faith in myself? But the thought of you being miles away from me, how can I even assure I can look after you the way I can make you stay? The way that you'll want to choose me?
Jul 28, 2018
Jul 28, 2018 at 12:40 PM UTC
stuck between
the realms of the past
and
hopefulness for the future
Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 12:38 PM UTC
In some place safe
breath in the air so fresh
Where leaves dance through the wind
and how the sunlight kiss my skin
I just want to hold your hand
Intertwined to one another
under a full-bloom tree
A place where every birds sing,
where no voices left unheard
Is it too much to ask
to reach out for faces to listen?
Let me leave traces down your back
with my fingers gently
circling a path down your skin
Let my tongue be heard beyond echoes
Let my wishes and love in tune,
free as the seas and as how stars roam
throughout the horizons
Can’t my wounds be healed by thee?
Just by the warmth of your hand is the key
Let me get lost into the vast oceans of your soul
At least let this prayer be given a chance to speak
In some place safe,
a haven for the two of us
I beg— will be this be brought out to life?
Let this not be in the caverns of my mind,
in the deepest cores of my beating heart,
in the near future will it be?
Someday, somewhere, maybe—
Please
I just want it to come true
I’ll not ask for anything else
I’m willing for my heart to bleed
Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 10:50 AM UTC
I want you to leave traces of me
shot across the galaxies
scatter my star dust with your words
when we see each other
comfort me with a hello
set me off with a kiss
sing me a song of love
before I let your heart
beat to it
look for me in every person
you have come across with a heartbeat
long for something
that haven’t even touched your lips
please wait for me
as we make way for destiny
hope you and I make this a reality
—please come look for me
Jul 27, 2018
Jul 27, 2018 at 10:29 AM UTC
Maybe some things that can't be,
the heart puts into rest
till it can be reawaken again
Like a volcano, waiting for its time
— bidding its time
Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 7:34 AM UTC
My dear,
you look happy lately
I am glad
yet I feel sad
that you could smile
without me
Jul 18, 2018
Jul 18, 2018 at 10:12 AM UTC
that smile of yours
was the start of it all
it caused war zones
down my chest
up to my head
how beautiful you are
could I compare?
a thousand diamonds
laid out up there
a simple glimmer of your eyes
with the swift gesture of your hand
you swept me off my feet
you, turned into my world
I’m a satellite
orbiting around a planet called ‘you’
I will look out for you
through the ends of time
till the last bits of flames
the sun can ought to fume;
to the brim
till my heart can no longer take it
for you, my eyes formed rivers
turn into the clouds
I look up high
your eyes dark as the night sky
You shine the brightest
A star I ought to reach
And down low, I turn
I fell
along the teardrops of my heart
for you, my heart belongs, my dearest
for you have taught me what is more
to be in love
‘thank you’
you not only thought me of the word
but the meaning
to the roots so deep
but love can be cruel
more when you have to be sorry
I just want to pull you close to mine
to stand side by side
without having to think
of where I stand in line
— I have accepted it.
Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 9:16 AM UTC
a thought of you
can move me to tears,
the exquisite joy
of seeing your smile
with your figure
a bit taller than mine
right up close to me
next to the sadness
that we might never be
like parallel lines,
asymptotes—
oh how lucky are we
if we were just like that
at least you're within my reach
not like this
where you're galaxies away,
apart with these oceans
flooding us away
like the skies pouring hard rain,
these eyes blur my vision up to you
A star that's out of my league
Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 10:06 AM UTC
stuck in the same place
over and over
I'm growing tired
faded, to look at the other end
A non-existent thread,
to yours— bled red
something I put up tying to mine
to yours— an invisible line
For once I am lost for words,
hollow, empty of a shell with no home
as we are living in different worlds
I will never see you by the doorstep
We're like two matchsticks
you used to burn up my flames
my eyes lit up looking at you—
burning with passion
wasting no gasoline,
my heart you filled up the brim
— now it's a heart burnout
I used to hold on
and vision it clearly up ahead
with you holding my tired hand
with me looking up to smile
my heart used to race a thousand mile
how is it now this came too soon?
now it's just faded
a scene that's white noise filled
you're fading to black quickly
For once I don't see you
standing on the other side
I've held loose of the rope
I'm no longer scared
or anxious
of what we will come about
A future without you
with these feelings wavering—
How come I vision this clearly?
A story with no ‘we’—
An ending page
and from the beginning
that's where
we're supposed to stand in line
Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 10:09 PM UTC
Can't I keep you somewhere
close within my reach?
I want to hold your hands
I want you breathing next to me
wipe the tears off my chest
/I can't breathe without you here
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 12:54 PM UTC
'I miss you'
those three words
mean more these days
— mean more
Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 12:06 PM UTC
gently pull me back
to the currents
of your waves
I've grown to know
Jul 14, 2018
Jul 14, 2018 at 11:47 AM UTC
we all know it's a lie
deny me when I say
'I want to let you go'
see through my eyes
heal the tears inside
kiss my lips that lie
Jul 15, 2018
Jul 15, 2018 at 6:16 PM UTC
Is it right or is it wrong
to not ask anything in return
yet wanting to ask for more?
I can be a walking irony
as I make my way closer to you
How can it be
I know that we cannot be
yet risking to cross the seas
to close the gap for a kiss?
Why is it that
the distance between us
cannot drown me
on how far my dream can be—
you're impossible; unattainable
yet why can't I put an end
into these feelings I question
if it's bad or good
to pour on efforts
to soar these emotions still?
Jul 15, 2018
Jul 15, 2018 at 3:11 AM UTC
Must I stay
to know that
I can’t really
let you go?
— not-so-sober thoughts
Jul 15, 2018
Jul 15, 2018 at 9:45 AM UTC
why must be apart?
to truly know that our hearts
chose to draw each other closer
— fate leads us to each other
Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 7:16 AM UTC
when can I be sober again?
I want to come back
into my senses again, please
let’s stop drowning for awhile
let’s take a break, heart
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 1:10 AM UTC