#nightpoetry
Billions of stars shining the same,
Working through misery and pain.
All in the same lane with different routes to reach there
Some forced to live, some choosing to endure.
I stood there discovering where I belong,
Just passing through phases,
Like a spectator
With no effect in the scene.
Mar 29
Mar 29, 2026 at 1:56 PM UTC
I went to the window
for a last puff of fresh air,
expecting nothing
but the quiet of night.
And there he was—
a man bent over our garbage,
phone light trembling in his hand
as he searched for food
or something like it.
Thirty meters.
Nothing more.
Close enough to touch a memory
I thought I’d buried.
Below him,
a monster-truck show packing up,
bright metal and roaring engines
pretending the world is loud.
Above him,
the cats didn’t even look twice—
just kept digging,
as if men in the dark
belong there.
And me?
I stood in the window,
smoke in my lungs,
salt in my eyes,
thinking:
I was him.
Once.
Not that far ago.
And something in me
wanted to go down,
to say “come inside,”
to give him warmth,
food,
a moment of being seen.
But I couldn’t.
It would hurt him.
And it would hurt me.
In that life,
kindness feels like a spotlight
you can’t bear.
So I stayed where I was,
puffing into the cold air,
crying quietly for a stranger
and for the ghost of myself
standing beside him.
A man in the garbage.
A man in the window.
Only luck,
and a few brutal choices,
separating the two.
And tonight,
for a breath,
they recognized each other.
Dec 8, 2025
Dec 8, 2025 at 9:41 PM UTC
Мари — девочка с рыжим характером,
В сером ноктюрне спящей столицы
Отражалась в лужах мокрым паттерном
И порхала по улицам черной птицей.
А когда поутру барышня слипнется,
И двери захлопнет подружка Луна,
Жар-Птица в классики прыгает, кривится:
GL, АMG, Е, А.
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Aug 2, 2025
Aug 2, 2025 at 12:49 AM UTC
Hunger growls, and I listen.
I will be the one that lasts.
Out of sight, no sound given.
You will be the one I catch.
Wind howls; I am missing.
Sky is watching my advance.
Muscles tighten, knees stiffen.
Nightly creatures all in trance.
Screams muffled, blurry vision.
Searing pain — you collapse,
Giving in to intuition.
Knife digging deep and fast.
Two are one in coalition.
Hunger finally satisfied.
Jul 23, 2025
Jul 23, 2025 at 5:19 PM UTC
Upon the hush of night, the silent heart doth sigh,
No path remains to heaven’s distant sky.
I call thee forth, O Muse of burning fire,
From depths profound of unrest's dark desire.
When quiet swallows thee in shadows deep,
And endless echoes haunt forgotten sleep,
What lingers at the edge of all we know —
But sheaves of sorrow, love's eternal glow?
Apr 7, 2025
Apr 7, 2025 at 5:13 PM UTC
"Raat Gaye"
hum sochte rahe, Raat Gaye
Kyun itni laparwahe, Raat Gaye
Hum sochte rahe, Raat Gaye
Ik bechaini c raat gaye
hum sochte rahe Raat Gaye
Jo sath thy wo chor gaye
hum sochte rahe Raat Gaye
Jo sath thy wo q chor gaye
raat gaye, ehsaas naye
andaz jo thy wo badal gaye
raat gaye, khuwab naye
ankhon mein anso chor gaye
raat gaye, kyun yaad rahe
Dec 11, 2017
Dec 11, 2017 at 1:52 AM UTC
you are the voice
of my most cruel thoughts
remind me of all the
tears, and nightmare i have fought
you tear me down each day
haven't seen you in years
but you're still here
one of my greatest fears
tortured by the memories
you've cursed me with
ask me if i miss you
i plead the fifth
please get out stay out
stop living in my head
stop making me scared
to live for myself instead
i can't be haunted anymore
but you linger here
never fading out
i need you to dissapear
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 3:19 AM UTC