#nextlevel
Amused by your moves you're using in bed to ******
Starting new to improve cause I didn't have a clue
My mind was blue, I was blind without the truth
Eyes on attractive body parts makes it seem like we're living in a zoo
We're all animals it's nothing new
Defeating these feelings with mind crush
Unlimited P and I'm laughing at how easy things are with some words
I am Cinderella
I am bigger than I thought I was last year
My true love has me on silent
I feel like I'm in an island and this talent is nothing if I can't right about those violent eyes that make me go a little crazy
I'm bringing my passion wherever
Inspiration from rides in ledbetter
I hope you're better
These visuals are getting out of control, I'm feeling myself without the L
4 seconds into my life and they're questioning who I am
Fear is real and confidence isn't
Fear not and you'll do fine
Letting go to build
We'll be alright, we'll be alright
Watch the world the way you want
It's a movie and you're destiny
The night still consumes me
I am me and that's probably all there will be to everything I do
My reasons are me
My motives are me
We're moving so fast
Define God
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 5:28 PM UTC
I tried but what for?
I really did try
to strengthen the defense
to weaken the weakness
I really did try
to toughen my fences
even lit up the hedges
I really did try
to thicken the lines
make it better defined
But all that
for building my defense
All gone for a split second.
For I have built that facade
Little did I know
you'll emerge from inside
And so it crumbles from within
Walls fall like a messy
soft cake; failed
And now, from the very core you begin
I can do nothing
but let it be.
Jan 7, 2017
Jan 7, 2017 at 10:22 AM UTC
A broken record
spinning replays
Captions of the
past 6 years
in silence
Music
leaves no stains
It clears the mind
when it flashes
without your permission
To an old face or time
When things were not as they seemed
Flashback:
The grooming lasted
for months
He called it courting
then disappeared
He must have known I liked the words
When time felt blank
He didn’t seem to care
I would leave to boost
the ego
Find what I thought I’d been looking for
But that was the wrong door
I heard my own words
They stuck with me
When I pushed through
the piano to land on the keys
I am my own conviction
I was secretly
praying
for what is the now
It is many doors
When you need self-esteem that much
It’s like a drug you can’t misuse anymore
You need it even more
After there aren’t enough leftovers
After the last drop of water in the canteen
But know that time can’t last forever
It took about a year
I did an interview
at the radio station
She made sure I was safe
She said there is so
much out there
“Find someone who is like you
from your background
who aligns with the level of your life
You deserve to be happy”
And I never forgot that day
The guides were there
And the broken record made its last replay appearance
I rewrote the lyrics
To this day
Refining the script
Pruning the shears of revision
What a beautiful life
Is a grateful play
on words
on beliefs
on your intuitive feelings
That could never take you away
from your destiny
You can turn it around
Any time you wish
Keep revising
You deserve the best
Because you are that
For yourself
Remember that
Imagine and Believe
Jan 2, 2021
Jan 2, 2021 at 11:14 AM UTC