#newsight
They say "you'll find a better love"
They say "you'll find someone who is better suited - more like you"
They say "he doesn't deserve you"
They say "this agony will pass"
But
I never thought there was a "better" love out there, in my eyes I had the best there could be?
I never thought about fitting together with anyone else, we were like chalk and cheese but happy chalk and cheese - he was my home, in my eyes no-one else could ever be more fitting?
I never looked at it as deserving me, in my eyes we were just meant to be, he was always meant to be mine and I, his?
I never ever thought he would put me in so much agony that I would ever have to wonder if it will pass, in my eyes he loved me?
I now realise, he stole my eyes,
But
Part of me wants to give them back,
so that I can feel sure again as to what I want.......but I can't want him?
May 27, 2018
May 27, 2018 at 6:09 PM UTC
This
My Fault
This
I felt your light upon my
Chest
With melting Streams
And Rivers
I did Fear
Oceans of Goodness
So Intense
No Thought of Myself
Could I Take
No other could be Greater
For This
I am Alive
Blameless Life
I'm Sorry.
Jul 24, 2016
Jul 24, 2016 at 6:22 PM UTC