#newpiece
Truth will inevitably make it's way to you.
Avoidance is futile and meaningless to escape.
When you must come to terms with the issues
you must acknowledge and it make it
easier for the problems you have to face.
Take your time and go at your pace.
Life continues on, sometimes too quickly
I feel like it's a never ending race
Things can be altered in your favor
all you have to do is have a bit of faith
.
Nov 15, 2022
Nov 15, 2022 at 5:05 PM UTC
The temper tantrum created a chaotic storm brewing in madness.
Ancient Malicious forces Awakening catastrophic evil inside. This is battle I cannot win with pride.
"You don't let me do anything!" my Isaiah Ray, loudly shouted at me, furious with utter disappointment.
Frustration screaming inside of my mind, ripping my heart in infinite pieces, but the light in his eyes, reminds me to stay alive!
"You are right! My son. I cannot let you do anything. Nothing, means more to me than your safety and you growing with things you love! I will not let my EVERYTHING do anything!
Reality warped and froze with a static in between our vigorous stares,to break the moment of silence. My arms embraced my son, as tears rolled down my face and my heartbeat accelerated speed, subsided to a calm tide, keeping me a float to remember "Who I am" in a sea of misery. Isaiah lovingly pulled me in, embracing me with tears of joy streaming from his glowing eyes.
It's not only a mother's duty to protect, cherish, value their love ones.
A father's role is very much important in same sense!
No argument or debate matters in place of you in their heart!
The blessing you could give your children other than siblings
Is the essence and memories to relish of your TIME!
(Turning Infinite Memories Everlasting-Energy/Eternity)
Honor your love ones.
Use your activated powers, while you are able to do so!
Jul 24, 2021
Jul 24, 2021 at 2:19 AM UTC
You do not have to walk a thousand miles
To validate your love for me.
You do not have to fight a million heartless, for stability to prove you are the key.
Our love speaks for all near and far.
I'll always be there no matter where you are.
I love you and this my simple truth.
Jul 13, 2021
Jul 13, 2021 at 9:45 PM UTC
The excessive sweating, uncontrollable worries with rampaging thoughts flying at the speed of Jupiter's winds, forgive me for my fatigue, I oversleep when it was suppose to be only a "nap".
Trying to unscramble my ANXIETY
Sounds more of
"Ain't it for me."
"No exit or taxi" away from this.
What is it, you are doing?
You question yourself a lot?
I try not to. The switch activating my nerves default setting is neither on or off.
It's set to complex. Reminders to myself, realign your mind and eliminate the stress.
If only that was the case! Stress is a killer, but it would be my savior from ****** cramps causing my disorientation, dizziness and my inability to function.
Delusional or dysfunctional. Either over plan or overthink.
When expectations fail. I feel in all ways generally, it is me. I blame for being irresponsible.
Feeling the emotional energy of all living wonders and people in time pressing on your shoulders. It's not pleasurable, heart palpitations do not reward me with any justice in slightest.
You think it's me avoiding you. When the words of our human language cannot satisfy, my doubtfulness renders me in a state of peril, of expressing my gratitude for all you do.
I do not know, if its me.
Is it a quiet place or a quiet space needed?
The disconnection wondering inside, if I should detach from all.
A shred of reassurance goes a long way.
Physical health is mental health.
It's okay to not be okay.
Jun 30, 2021
Jun 30, 2021 at 3:02 AM UTC
Back and Reloaded
I rock waves
My voice controls chaos in motion
Every breathe I set off explosions 💥
Split you ***** ****** apart like the ocean
I have the power, feeling like I'm Moses
Praying with spells to return home
with expectations from expialadocious!
I am feeling alive for the moment!
Murderous mind, might slaughter my mother loving opponent
99 Problems, Team Beat It Up, None of you don't want it!
Walk it like I talk it.
Make you hustle and work
Like crossfit!
Be on ****** *** like debt
I am on it, like I own it!
****
Cash Rules Everything Around Me
Except dreams
Corruption Ruins Earth AlignMENT
DON'T FALL FOR THE SCHEMES
2021 IT'S TIME FOR A CHANGE
SO TELL ME WHAT
YOU GOT IT MADE
DOING THE SAME **** THING?
May 21, 2021
May 21, 2021 at 4:01 AM UTC
*I opened my heart
To someone who would
Never even open his
Eyes To see me.
You were all
But it was
So easy for you
To watch me fall
I refuse to let you
Carry the pieces of me
Even if I break
I will build myself
From the ground up
with everything you
Fail to Take
My heart is open
My eyes they can see
As long as I keep
Striving and Growing
There will be far more left
Than just mere pieces of me!*
Descovia & Rein
Feb 21, 2021
Feb 21, 2021 at 6:39 PM UTC
early dawn
as the sun reaches the peak
of the cold blue lake
and the little birdies squeak
I look upon my blessing as I hear your voice speak
"good morning my love, guess it wasn't a dream"
last night was an miraculous night we redeem
redemption at its finest, our souls finally unite
baptized tears from my eyes
assurance I'll be alright
its humorous to imagine I never thought it come
waking up with you to the reddish, morning sun
the best is saved for last
a story so divine
when you plant your lips on my kiss
I start to turn alive
my lover and my brother
my best, and my last
writing masterpieces
still our love is contrast
& nobody poses what we have been blessed with
I hear you in my mind
whispering "it's alright"
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 10:42 AM UTC
I just want a new love
so pure & true
so beautiful it'll have me say "I do"
when he drops to one knee & give me that ring
my pupil shall overflow with tears of joy
cuz the journey of love has so much in store
what a dream, oh what a dream
so young but I crave consistency.
is it a crime to want to be loved all the time?????
why oh why must you judge me all?
Hopes of a family so large & so strong
unity and love in every song
so every little face resembles mine
& every little smile resembles yours
what a dream I adore
but only with you . ♥
May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 1:13 PM UTC