#neverandaday
It's so easy to forget, Then suddenly... gone
Let thoughts just slip away... a I agree though,
Let them fade into non-existence. w It's sad
Or at least that's how people play it. a Sad how easy it is
Honestly... To pretend to
If you try to forget something, t care
The more it just sticks with you. a love
Anything you want to remember... o dream
Well, that just seems to slowly f l forget
But that's all life really is, isn't it?
One big old pretence
Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC
If you go down to the woods today
You're sure of a big surprise
If you go down to the woods today
You might even meet your demise
Because today’s the day they all have their picnic.
Every last one who's been cruel to you is sure of a treat today
There's lots of innocent thoughts to ruin and many dreams crush
Anywhere possible, where nobody sees they'll taunt and slice as long as they please
That's the way they all have their picnic
Picnic time for them all
They're all having a lovely time today
Watching, waiting for the perfect time...
They see you gaily gad about
You loved to play and shout
You never had any cares
But at six o'clock your Mummy and Daddy can't take you home at all
'Cause all you are is their dead little victim.
If you go down to the woods to day,
You better not go alone.
It's alluring down in the woods today,
But safer to stay at home.
For every bully or abuser or hater or cheater ever there was will gather there for certain
Because...
Today’s the day the ones that ruined your life will have their picnic...
Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 8:28 PM UTC
*Tears are like rain.
Sometimes there's too much...
Sometimes too little.
But no matter what they are essential for life*
Nov 26, 2014
Nov 26, 2014 at 2:16 PM UTC
Innocent lives
Told there's no hope
Hope for life, for happiness
Innocent lives
Nobodies there
Kind words all but forgotten
Innocent lives
Lives not worth living
Lives to be given up on?
Giving up...the easy option for those
Innocent Lives
Vertical drop onto concrete pavement
Eager watchers there only for self gain
Until there's the need for help by your side they'll stay
Pacing, plotting waiting for the day...
The day you'll give up
One life
One chance.
I think I'd give up too...
Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 9:29 PM UTC
One Step
The only way is forwards
One Path
The only one I'll take
One Destination
The only one I'll get to
One Life
The only one I've got
One Chance
The only one I should need
One Shot
To **** or to succeed
Aug 23, 2014
Aug 23, 2014 at 10:00 PM UTC
Rainbow sheep, Loneliness and Living in a Hole
Aug 4, 2014
Aug 4, 2014 at 7:11 PM UTC
1
Falling
2
Help me
3
I can't control this
4
No one can hear me
5
I should let go
6
Falling
7
Not worth it
8
Drowning
9
Breathing
10
Still Living
Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 6:07 PM UTC
Y'know I haven't in a while,
Haven't needed to feel the pain.
But for some reason I let a common internet troll get to me.
So now I guess I leave the site,
and hang my head in shame...
I played around with putting my feelings out there,
But this has proven it....
I can't trust anything
Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 8:18 PM UTC
Symbol of joy,
and things that have been.
Searching for wonders,
And things unseen.
Symbol of peace,
And summers long past.
Searching for secrets,
and things that will last.
Symbol of pain,
and wars from afar.
Searching for friendship,
and leaving with scars.
Symbol of change,
and those friends long dead.
Searching for laughter,
and leaving with hearts of lead.
Symbol of unity,
and standing together.
Searching for the end,
and finding it lasts forever.
Jul 18, 2014
Jul 18, 2014 at 11:32 AM UTC
You are
dreams to me
magical and mystical but fleeting
You are
hope to me
strong and powerful but diminishing
You are
forever to me
continuous and intriguing but pointless
You are
laughter to me
my only thoughts to me
the saviour from my darkest days to me
twisting changing
Calm down and trust it, they say
Jul 8, 2014
Jul 8, 2014 at 11:44 AM UTC
You told me you trusted me,
Made me think we were okay.
Stroking my hair and smiling,
Like forever would be this way.
But then things changed,
You said I wouldn't understand...
Treated me like I wouldn't care
If you pushed me away...
I tried talking...
But my words never seem to make sense.
They don't fall into place...
Not like your lies...
The thing is darling,
I actually cared...
But when you push someone away,
Eventually they'll just let go...
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 12:22 PM UTC
Do you think if I ignore you it might make you notice me more..?
Jun 28, 2014
Jun 28, 2014 at 3:34 PM UTC
I remember when we met;
You stood in that classroom,
And all I thought was...
"She is going to annoy me"
It turns out you do...
But no matter how many times I **** you off,
Or you annoy me to death...
We tried to remain friends...
But lately your changing...
Or maybe its me...
We're becoming more different.
It's harder for us to relate.
I find myself wondering why...
Why we're still friends...?
Why I put up with you?
Why you stick with me...?
I thought I might be going mad,
It's always been a possibility...
I thought I was being pedantic
But the arguments are always the same...
I came to decision today,
About why we're still friends.
It's not because we click,
Nor because we get along...
It's more to do with how we don't...
You drive me crazy,
And I probably do the same for you.
But no matter what we're both there...
Through thick and thin.
So...
No matter how much you hate me...
No matter how many times I tell you to go away...
We'll still be together...
For Kate
Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 1:22 PM UTC
Please don't tell me you care... It just gets my hopes up... And I don't want them crushed again
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 2:33 PM UTC
Are you okay?
No not really but I have to sound perfect around you so I guess I'm okay
Why do you keep asking me if you look okay?
Because I don't believe you
Why do you keep fiddling with your hair?
Because it looks terrible and maybe if I keep messing with it, it might look alright
You're fine with us being just friends, right?
No. Not at all. If I value you enough to stay friends with you it means I really want you back.
Why do you keep leaving me?
Because that way you won't leave me first
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 1:59 PM UTC
It's funny how people forget,
That underneath those white stones
There are people...
Young men.
Men that hadn't even started living.
It's not just a name on a pretty white stone,
Covered in roses and poppies,
That hide what lies beneath.
Those are men who stood up with real courage,
Not like what you read in books,
But real courage.
They knew the risks...or sometimes didn't...
But they still stood.
Unlike you and I who just complain,
Those men fought for our future...
So no my friend it's not just a pretty white stone,
They are the real Heros
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 11:39 AM UTC
Poetry has become my self harm,
I only write at my lows...
Instead of blood I see words,
Instead of a blade I have a keyboard...
I want to write about...
The wind dancing with the sea...
Or...
The way you smile and it lights up your innocent face...
I don't want poetry to be my self harm,
Because poetry is beautiful...
An art...
Not.
Just.
Blood.
And.
Scars.
Jun 19, 2014
Jun 19, 2014 at 4:20 PM UTC
Sticks and stones
May break my bones,
But words...
They really hurt me...
To feel this pain,
And show it hurts,
I'll take a blade and make a cut,
Once... Or Twice...
Or maybe more..
Just to feel alive...
But that's not what I want anymore,
To feel alive...
If words never hurt me...
Then I will...
I'll take that blade and make one last cut...
And maybe then... you might stop...
But sticks and stones are what break my bones,
And words aren't meant to hurt me...
Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 2:25 PM UTC
I know I'm six foot,
Have fiery red hair,
And less common sense than a goldfish...
But is it too much to ask you to stay?
I know I've got baggage,
More than I should,
And yes that's not your problem,
But I only want you to stay...
I know I'm not perfect,
Far from it,
And if that's what you're looking for then I'm not for you..
But all I want is for someone to stay...
Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 1:57 PM UTC
*I
Wish
I could
Cry my fears
away*
*So
Much
Time is lost
being scared
but nothing
done*
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 4:05 PM UTC
I promised only butterflies...
But that promise I cannot keep.
For inside my head there's a wailing..
A screeching...
I just want it to stop... y
It wants pain..it'll stop for pain.. a
But I promised only butterflies.. w
And I don't want them to drift a
Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 4:45 PM UTC
*What creature would land
On an arm as scarred as mine...?*
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 4:34 PM UTC
Dear Random Stranger,
I don't think you understand,
How much what you did means...
By stopping for a single moment,
And actually caring...
Well it kinda changed me.
I can't fully express my gratitude,
For I have never been great with words...
But that single moment changed my future...
So, although it barely brushes the surface...
Thank You
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 1:55 PM UTC
Oh Lord,
I believe you have not thought through,
This "gift" you give to me.
In reality I do not want it anymore...
No matter what I do with it the outcome is the same...
Death
I'll end up buried 6ft underground,
In a casket made of the sorrows of those who loved me,
Loved me, even though they knew what would happen...
So Lord,
I do not want this gift of Life.
Because with it I can do nothing...
Take my life and give it to someone better...
That way I can be 6ft under the ground in peace...
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 10:29 AM UTC
So much of me is hidden under socks and sleeves
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 8:46 AM UTC