#never-could-bes
oh
good intentions,
good intentions
on being too much and not enough:
love me like you need me;
like my arms are home
not embers
for I’ve
growing pains, but in my
chest
and a map of you on the back of my knees.
the danger of vulnerability
my love, our love,
a parody of true love,
a marionette propped up by pleasantries and
obscura.
the tender fingers of moonlight caressing the hills, the skyline
in the nighttime as we traverse;
silky tendrils of hope and the mysterious promise of midnight,
stars blooming across space -
this is
our anhedonia
and with you I taste god;
impossible to get to know the
crevices of you and not
pour myself into them,
consume them.
play my heart strings like an
instrument,
guttural.
make me scream.
I was a wonder girl but not a
forever girl
much too much to
press under your thumb.
find someone more wholesome and
crackle-of-our-fireplace.
oh good intentions
good intentions
say goodbye.
Feb 13, 2017
Feb 13, 2017 at 6:33 PM UTC