#neurology
If that were true,
Then the probabilistic element
Would be that of environment inhabited.
The life we live.
Then the deterministic element
Would be that which we are building,
The mind. The neural structure of our brains.
How we choose to live it.
So that "thought" only resonated
To that which was properly crystallized,
By ways & means of communication
Through each axis. Dendrite, neuron, axon, synapse.
Matters on the formation of our matter.
May 5, 2025
May 5, 2025 at 3:45 PM UTC
Photonic resonance?
Is this the most material description
Of the mental processes of the mind
By that of the ***** the brain?
Thought & the like?
May 5, 2025
May 5, 2025 at 3:36 PM UTC
My brain
Was perfect
Before
It was deserted
Wish I could
Wish I may
Remember what I was going to say.
Dec 14, 2021
Dec 14, 2021 at 12:33 AM UTC
i have a time machine
in my head
a perk
of being human
and not yet being dead
called the default mode network
made by evolution
or by god
it tethers me to my self
in space
and engenders a temporal circumvolution
of my present place
in time
mostly the revolution's fine
but
sometimes
while in the past
i think of all my selfs that didn't last
or that never came to be
and feel a sadness
which presently cannot pass
of all the good that could
but isn't me
which the doctors call depression
and i
my own war of the austrian succession
in which the pain
of each ****** campaign
finally resolves in stalemate
of the brain
of memory and—
it's time to take the pills again:
SNRI
which stands for i no longer want to die
for now
for my dmn takes me away
to a future of everything that could still be
all the possibilities
for death for guilt for shame
is it insane
to forecast each day
a rain
of every way
to fail, and in failing stain
the sky which looms across tomorrow
or at least tomorrow as imagined
by the brain
in permanent gloom
or anxiety, the doctor's say
or weak besieged khartoum
the mahdi pounding on the walls
and we huddled starving in the dark
waiting every day for the end, violently
delayed but inevitable anyway, a massacre
of all
bodies laid one upon the other until they form a hill
their shadow paints me cold—
time for another pill:
SNRI
i no longer want to die
my time machine
my i
my perk of being human
of living and of having not yet died
time for another pill:
time travel
makes
me
ill
Apr 24, 2021
Apr 24, 2021 at 11:07 AM UTC
A contract with a God I signed
A contract with the wide skies
I was a knot - all tense and tied up
And I came happily undone
and it feels this twitch is the toll
Hey you ****** Whoever you are
I am neutering you, I am keeping you down
I'm marching for the Sun
Was it Prometheus or was it God?
I paid the price full for those
hidden magic pills
This is the small penalty for being free
Dystonia - for a perfect fit
Nov 18, 2020
Nov 18, 2020 at 4:27 PM UTC
History could hold
Clues to the mystery of
The mind and its way.
Take a moment to
Spend time in the memory
Of the day before.
May 18, 2020
May 18, 2020 at 2:39 AM UTC
Hypothalamus
Shutting down so we can rest
Sweet R.E.M dreams.
Feb 21, 2020
Feb 21, 2020 at 8:14 AM UTC
Am I drunk? Or are,
Oxytocin, dopamine
Coursing through my brain?
Feb 24, 2020
Feb 24, 2020 at 10:15 AM UTC
If Love is only
Some chemicals in my brain,
This brings me comfort
Proof that Love exists,
Does not reduce its meaning,
Just the opposite.
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 9:35 AM UTC
When you talk to me
My Broca’s Area fails
And makes me so dumb
Feb 20, 2020
Feb 20, 2020 at 9:26 AM UTC
When I look at you
My Occipital Lobe makes
My pupils dilate
Feb 20, 2020
Feb 20, 2020 at 9:28 AM UTC
The parasympathetic nervous system
is responsible for regulations
unconsciously transpiring
within the organs and
the glands of
the body.
Such as:
urination, salivation, digestion, defecation, and
lacrimation
(noun. ‘the flow of tears’. Latin.
from lacrimare (‘weep’) and lacrima (‘tear’).
It’s why I cry
even when I don’t want to.
You are the parasympathetic nervous system.
The (ortho-)sympathetic nervous system
is responsible for the mobilization
of the fight-or-flight response
and constantly maintaining
homeostasis within
the body.
It acts
rapidly, enacting an attempt at stability and
the necessary and critical ability
to suddenly escape
on pulsing legs or
cling to survival through
brandishing adrenaline-doused knuckles
and dilated pupils.
It’s why you live
even when you don’t want to.
I am the sympathetic nervous system.
The parasympathetic and sympathetic nervous systems
are two of three essential nervous systems which
compose the autonomic nervous system
(a part of the peripheral
nervous system)
that manages
involuntary
functions of the body. Such as:
swallowing, perspiration, arousal, breathing, and
heart rate
(noun. ‘the speed of the heartbeat’.
usually expressed in beats per minute. mine speeds up when I see you).
Individually these two systems oppose
but compliment
each other like our hands do—
pressed together and omitting equal force;
veins meeting
at the fingertips and throbbing at the wrists
but running amuck on our respective digits otherwise.
You are the invariable and unspoken reminder to
breath,
love,
sweat,
and live.
I am the sudden snap of reality always aiming to save you
but grudgingly willing to fight you and
ready
to
leave.
From the deepest lower half of my brainstem
and from every nerve
in my cycling body,
I’m sorry.
From all of my chromaffin cells
and from the truest parts of submandibular ganglian,
I am sorry.
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 8:17 PM UTC