#nerdy
my software updates
never phased you.
every glitch,
every reboot,
you took it
as proof
that a system
that upgrades
is a system
still alive,
refusing
to shut down.
Nov 24, 2025
Nov 24, 2025 at 9:12 AM UTC
We are all nerds just looking for the right glasses to wear,
the right pants to lift,
the right tie to bear,
and the right book to pick.
Dec 24, 2020
Dec 24, 2020 at 11:00 PM UTC
The 1st law of thermodynamics states that no energy is created and none is destroyed;
I know this to be true as a simple fact.
Like the deep blue of Kuroshio my love has no limits,
Surely, the only ever elusive proof that exists,
Is that all of the light that bounces off of you stores itself in my eyes.
Somehow that collection that weighs so heavily on my unburdened heart will surely,
Perhaps, most definitely, continue to become the star I think you are.
The 2nd law of thermodynamics states that disorder grows unbounded.
Disorder must mean things to different people and I dare you to hypothesize otherwise;
It isn't when your hair is untidy after you've just woke up,
It's when I can't find the words to express my feelings about it.
The 2nd law must be true then, because I never find the words to tell you that you are,
Without a doubt, part of the method that completes and destroys me.
If disorder has such exponential growth, how can it be described with so little?
The 3rd law of thermodynamics states that nothing is below the absolute bottom of absolute zero.
There is no disorder in perfection. My crystal heart was at absolute zero. Flawless.
Before you existed, surely, I was the single point. Existence was confined to me.
Bang. Like a gun through an hourglass my flawless, you destroyed.
Still there is nothing. Absolute zero could not contain that which was everything.
Surely, beyond all reason and theory, there must be a 4th law.
The 4th law of thermodynamics must surely state, that my love was never created or destroyed and grows unbounded. Surely, definitely, with proof, you showed me that even at absolute zero,
You moved me.
Sep 9, 2020
Sep 9, 2020 at 7:20 PM UTC
A quiet, calm, serene place,
contrast with my heart's pace.
Gently slipping into silence,
just like plush, soft and dense.
The smell of books my spirit sedates,
new or old, they are the gates
of my comfort castle, made of words,
where pages fly instead of birds.
Safe and warm, paper and pen,
I can write, this is my zen.
For paper puts up with a lot,
every line, curve and dot;
with each word I lay on the page,
I'm one step outside the cage;
Outside myself, this prison of mine,
the chaos spills into written line.
Away from problems, light and free,
peace at last, in the library.
Aug 28, 2020
Aug 28, 2020 at 12:11 PM UTC
Like a foreign language, I've learnt to read your face,
the changing expressions, synced with conversation's pace.
I can tell when there's something else on your mind,
or when there's a right word you're trying to find.
The way you raise your eyebrows at an interesting story,
or burst into laughter - my heart beats away to glory.
The way your face lights up, when you're making a joke,
and that lingering smile, even after you spoke.
Your speech dynamic, I know the melody,
the rhythm, the places where pauses will be.
Like a living book, I study each phrase,
a fascinating read, to get lost in your gaze.
I can't find a flaw, not a single misspelling,
no irregular verbs, just a story for telling.
And what a plot, a writing style that captivates me so,
A page-turner, every paragraph and row.
I speak many languages - learning them is fun -
but the language of you is my my favourite one.
Aug 27, 2020
Aug 27, 2020 at 8:01 AM UTC
When she blinks her magical eye,
The one that rolls and slides, It flickers a flutter a silk soft shudder,
A baby local goodbye.
The raging roars quiet
The shuffling seas foam.
This is the warrior
whom made me her king.
A ranger,
a wizard,
a watcher,
a rogue.
A queen’s amen
A king’s soft sigh.
Trigger the trusted,
the twisted,
the kind.
A quicker fault facer
with a softer inside.
No royal master
From earth is seen.
A sniggle,
a snuggle,
a snort,
a snore.
Dec 16, 2019
Dec 16, 2019 at 11:55 AM UTC
“You’re beautiful” I say
For lack of a better word
Because how can I only describe her as so?
She’s what it feels like to feel the sun dance upon your face
The wind gently rustling your hair
The glowing of wood lit aflame
Candles flickering while the windows rattle from wind
She’s the beginning of the Star Wars theme at full blast
Hearing the sound of the TARDIS for the first time in so long
The opening credits of each long-awaited marvel movie
Feeling the magic of reading the first Harry Potter book again
The closing of a finished book, knowing there’s more to come
Rapping every line of Hamilton perfectly
She’s everything pure in the world that brings unbridled joy
And there’s no way that “beautiful” could
EVER
Measure up to that
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 12:11 AM UTC
She’s a dark elf supermodel,
kills werewolves for fun
with daggers, arrows, kicks to the throat.
She’s a dark elf supermodel!
She makes monsters run,
Strikes, poised to run down a foe.
She’s slaying it nightly,
She’s badass, she’s art,
My mind is seduced.
She is the only
dark elf of my heart.
Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 11:32 PM UTC
There are things I thought I knew
About love and its wonders
That was true until I met you
A person who made me ponder
We could talk for hours and hours
about the books we've read
and argue about "The Two Towers"
whether or not Sauron is dead
You became a part of me
A pair that is a perfect fit
Without you I don't function properly
If this is not love I don't know what to call it
Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 10:26 AM UTC
3.14 is the value of pi
Semicircle is the shape of a smile
8 is the symbol for infinity
Welcome to quantumly formed poetry.
Expressing my thoughts through cryptic theory
End of reversed evolutionary
It might not be self-explanatory
JUST Keeping It Short and Simple, M, E.
C, L, O, U, D, plus the square of three
is all that I feel when you are with Mi
Fa, So, La, Ti, Do, Re... or I mean me
Like M, A, G, I see... my world on thee.
You are my earth that is a twisted heart
I dream to be the he beside that art
Giving his best to be a romantic
Intimating through the fields of physics.
My love for you is three-dimensional
Taller and longer than diagonals
As deep as abyss, like cosmos so wide
but unbound by space and unchanged by time.
A fire started by a Maxwell's demon
Burning and shining from here to the moon
A flame so lunar and so lunatic
breaking the laws of thermodynamics.
Faring the distance at the speed of light
Lining the night skies like a meteorite
Traversing the widths of the hyperspace
Or cross a black hole just to see your face.
Escape with luck from a magnetic flux
Be right thrice a day with a broken clock
Above all that, there's just one thing I want:
To spend my last breath by holding your hand.
Jun 3, 2017
Jun 3, 2017 at 10:40 PM UTC
A beautiful person is sought,
To fill in colours of happiness,
Upon a big blank page of mine,
Love pearls could be rethreaded.
Now success is on the horizon,
Even though I have tried all along,
Every time I have failed to achieve,
Drawing even closer to success is life,
So have been the recent days of mine.
Loneliness haunts me like ghosts,
Of the future-past will have come,
Vanished from my life are all joys,
Edging closer to the end of my days.
May 14, 2017
May 14, 2017 at 4:07 AM UTC
I've seen criminals act heroic,
Heroes walk as thieves,
Humans must be at a steady downfall
Because all I see are leaves
Tarzan stood half monkey, half man
Until he let all those apes escape
Now he's running with Specter in this primate land.
I play mario in a tanooki suit, as a statue would stand
Sure he could take on a world of weight,
But I still miss the days he wore a cape.
See because you only get one master ball to capture,
Still unable to catch a politician who isn't a lying *******
I am backed by deep words quoted by Mewtwo
Even in minds they create from scratch, they won't believe you.
The heartless can swallow your heart whole
Leaving your shell cold, walking as a nobody
Created as a somebody glitched through the system like Xion
When no one remembers your soul what planet would you be on
Fighting for a right like Seifer versus Leon.
I am looking at a world frozen like Shiva's diamond dust
With Eve pumping through my veins,
Getting stronger, selling all the Adam in my clutch.
You will never find me, how I look no one knows
I'm a master of disguise with a Poppit full of clothes
I'm storing all that I know in my roots
Collecting memories like wumpa and paopu fruits
Stealing loot from crooks like Captain Hook
As time tick-tocks, in time we are all late
So follow the white rabbit, this red pill won't wait.
Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 11:33 PM UTC
Funny how the soft touch of your hand,
Is home to me,
laughable the way you're
drawn to me.
And your heart
Is the best way to get the data,
From my crashing mainframe,
To back me up,
Without condemnation,
You're familiar without failure,
And yet we fail each other daily,
But hope,
Makes your embrace- HOME.
Jun 7, 2016
Jun 7, 2016 at 4:54 AM UTC
Don't think for a second I am going to wear a dress and watch Titanic or The Notebook with you- We are going to have a Firefly marathon whit too much food and I'll wear a hoodie, or Watch Mad Max Fury road, but darling, don't expect me to be like the other girls- on somedays I even ain't one, and even when I am- Star Wars and Harry Potter are still favorite- Star Trek and Supernatural, Sherlock and Doctor Who, so you better keep up with my geekyness or you won'the know when I love you.
I love you- I know
Because sweetie I am a geek and a fangirl ;)
Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 11:53 AM UTC
I was like every other scientist
for love to me was just
a neural reaction to a certain
stimulus presented to an individual,
just a hormonal response of a person
to a certain situation laid out to them
Like a configuration of ****** muscle
tissue of one results to an increase
of serotonin, dopamine, and for some,
oxytocin of another
At times, one would affiliate this
****** muscle configuration
to that of pentahydroxyhexanal (sugar)
and that was discombobulating
I could not understand how
a smile becomes sweet
and yet at that moment
when I saw you smile
I immediately understood
that science
science cannot explain this
This feeling I have when I see you
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 10:38 AM UTC
Everything was going according to plan
Highschool. Pre-Med. Med. Specialization.
Never in my wildest dreams did I think
That you would add up to this equation
Never did I think that things would end up
Like how it is at this moment.
*You never were meant for this equation
And yet, you fit in so perfectly*
I was expecting nothing, and yet.. You
Never did I think that you, once a variable, would become a constant. That you would succeed euler's number or the symbol for radians, pi, as important constants in my life, you're as important but as confusing as i.
I mean, at times you're really confusing me
like rationalizing the negative square root of 3, but it's simply, really how I thought it would be to make sense of irrationality. Things like this would make sense mathematically, but not in reality. In reality, you're more simple, yet oh-so filled with insanity. But it still boggles my mind, on how a lovely variable like you becomes a constant in my life.
May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 11:30 AM UTC
I got some things I want to confess
From an awkward nerd to a beautiful countess
You're more confusing than the Higg's Boson
I understand more the positrons and electrons
You're more complex than a polysaccharide
"Understanding You" is no book my archive
Why can't our relationship be a mutualism
Rather than the one sided commensalism
Could we be close like the tibia and fibula?
So close like the aorta and vena cavas?
To be close, I could only hope
Like uranium 237 and uranium 238, inseparable isotopes
Whenever I see you, I get the "kilig" affixes
Like the sour taste of citru sinensis
I can't get enough of your wonderful smile
It's like the taste of pentahydroxyhexanal
You might think I'm in delirium
But my thoughts are in equilibrium
You're the only girl inside my cranium
And this love for you is more precious than titanium
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 6:57 AM UTC
Your commitment to me
will always be
Competing against that of Lucas
While I stand in the buff,
you want space stuff
You want sabres and jedis a’clashing
If you loved me,
as much as wookies
We’d fly just as smooth as pod racers
While I give you my heart
you’re busy hating the 1st part
I know, the prequels were ******
300 odd days
till the force’s new phase
And Solo returns in the falcon
By then I’ll be brain fried,
I’ll have gone to the dark side
I’ll be just as done as poor Greedo
Solo may have shot first
But man its the worst
always coming second to that nerf herder
Even when I’m gone
just like Alderaan
You’ll dream of Leia’s bikini
Just make like R2,
Say you love me too
And I won’t have to force choke my darling
Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 11:52 PM UTC
I want to speak your language. The language of warfare. Intellectual fornication. Lewd romance.
I want your socio. Your mad scientist. I want your hot breath and the touch of your whip.
I want your contradictions and your lies. Your formulas and numbers. I want your cold, cold hands upon mine.
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 7:18 PM UTC