#nepenthe
Hello, dear sweet friend of mine
Hello, dear beautiful friend of mine
I do not remember when we
First began our friendship
You once came as a fall breeze
From the west lands of the moon
Your long brown hair was always
A shield or mask to hide your
Expressions of ****** emotion so timidly
And it was your shield of fortification
Softly so often you would tell me stories
Of a man you had once loved that was frozen in time
But that was never unusual of you to speak of him
Your lips were always full of nostalgia
Give me a slight smile alluring
And i'll put it into my cold keepsake box
In the fall cold air
Your breath comes out as white clouds
Hanging as artificial wall flowers
I'm a quiet and simple human being
Yet my experience is always underfed
And limited of keeping my mouth shut
You have a cat meowing sound effect as kittens
Existing as a result of birth
The first seconds they were born
We both understand what memories can bring
Standing there with our brown eyes
And tears of ice falling all around us
leaves seem to always be in our hair
When we are together here and there
May 26, 2021
May 26, 2021 at 11:39 AM UTC
If I were there
I would rush through
your fingers and hair
as a spring breeze
If I were there
I would speak to
you from your shadow
don't be afraid
I won't deceive you
If I were there
you could perceive
my heart and soul
you would then understand my gentle whispers
As a leaf in the wind
my soul is like a burning star
only to fade, then to reignite again
I'm a fallen star
an emotional wanderer
I want to part from this form
as you stare coldly out into the moonlight
Will I ever forget the time of you?
Daydream your life away
so, I may glimpse into your beautiful soul
Mar 23
Mar 23, 2026 at 12:41 PM UTC
Forsaken be the last tears
As we’re heading for tomorrow
We wished to stay forever in yesterday
Consumed in our desperate thoughts
And once vivid pictures in our minds
Somehow will forever fade by the time
What we believed of disaster changed
And took a form of a greater tragedy
The voices that raised high to prevent,
Now choke in front of the loss unfair
But the eyes remain still wet
Forsaken be the last tears
Oh! Moments before desperation
I beg thee in infinity forever to remain
Never to come back, I silently pray
Repelled be thy works of horror
And if the stride of time ends,
Who shows that really cares?
Forsaken be the last tears
Youth once again withered, departed
Flickered but in the end went off
Dwindled away to unknown ways
Life stumbled and surrendered
And we still count the numbers
But we loose the meanings
Forsaken be the last tears
The grand opus of our age
I wish I couldn’t understand
And if spring once meant renaissance
Now just became a synonym of loss
And siren’s voice reminds our flaws
Suddenly we’ve lost control
Forsaken be the last tears
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 3:50 PM UTC
A block in my heart angers my hand.
I cannot write, I cannot write!
I fear i'll find no respite tonight.
All of my letters melt into sand.
They are a black hole: everything and nothing.
We are but star dust the Sun sheds off his skin.
We struggle through our lives fighting our original sin.
I cannot write, I cannot write.
I know i'll find no respite tonight.
My words are everything and nothing.
Mar 28, 2012
Mar 28, 2012 at 5:21 PM UTC