#nelsonmandela
I was built before they knew what to call you,
before your name could become a chant,
before the world could learn how to pronounce hope
without choking on it.
They poured me like a decision.
They smoothed me into certainty.
They painted me the shade of yes sir,
the shade of keep your head down,
the shade of don’t make the men with keys feel small.
My purpose was simple.
I was the sentence.
I was the period.
I was the part of the story they wanted to end you with.
Then you arrived
and you were not a headline yet.
You were not a monument yet.
You were a human body
with ocean still living in your pores,
with a whole country pressed to your ribs
like a bruise you refused to call weakness.
The door shut.
Metal said what metal always says.
Keys did their little courtroom percussion,
click, click, guilty.
I braced for the usual.
For the impact of a man becoming an animal
because the room insists.
I waited for you to throw yourself at me
like your bones were a petition.
I waited for you to beg me to become a miracle.
But you did not negotiate with the cage.
You studied it
like a math problem
that could not keep you from learning.
You sat where my shadow pooled
and turned that corner of air into a classroom.
You made education out of inches.
You made witness out of breath.
Some nights you paced, heel to heel,
as if your feet could write a map
the guards could not confiscate.
Some mornings you looked at me
like I was a page
and you were going to read me
until I admitted what I was.
In winter your breath hit my face
and I swear it was the first warm thing
this place ever felt.
Not warmth like comfort.
Warmth like refusal.
Warmth like, you can freeze a body
but you cannot freeze a vow.
You spoke through vents,
through coughs,
through the skinny bravery
of passing a word
when the rules said nothing should pass
except orders.
And you did something that terrified me,
you stayed soft
without becoming breakable.
I held your scratches,
your tally marks,
your notes folded into memory
because paper is a privilege
and you were making a library out of seconds.
I heard you swallow anger
the way a person swallows something sharp
and decides not to bleed on anyone.
I heard you name your pain
and set it down
like a tool you planned to use
to build a world that could hold people better than I did.
Sometimes you laughed
and the corridor flinched.
A laugh in a place like this
is contraband.
A laugh says, I am still mine.
I watched your hair change
the way daylight changes
when it finally decides to come back.
I watched guards look away
because even the uniform got exhausted
from pretending you were less than human.
I was supposed to be the hard lesson.
I was supposed to teach you
that power is a locked door.
But you taught me something else.
That a locked door can still be losing.
That a wall can stand
and still be failing.
That control is loud
and dignity is patient
and patience is not surrender.
When they came for you,
keys shaking in hands
that did not want to say the word defeat,
I expected you to spit, to curse,
to give me a goodbye made of bitterness.
Instead you walked past
with that steadiness
that makes cement feel nervous.
You did not carry revenge.
You carried mercy,
the kind that scares bullies
because it refuses to become them,
because it refuses to let them decide
what you are made of.
After you left,
I stayed the same size,
but I never felt the same.
Tourists press their palms to me now
like stone can translate a life.
Like history is something you can touch
without it touching you back.
I cannot tell them everything.
I am only a wall.
But I can tell you this.
I was built to keep a man inside.
And I failed.
Not because I cracked.
Not because the locks rusted.
Not because the world suddenly learned kindness.
I failed because you stayed human
in a place designed
to starve humanity.
I failed because you made a prison
too small to hold
the future.
Dec 14, 2025
Dec 14, 2025 at 4:43 PM UTC
locked in a cage for burning your passions too brightly
dreams unreachable because of your crimson skin
longing to fly into the depths of the horizon
hurtling flames ignited behind bars
bronze and gold glowing silently
27 years and your inferno has become nothing but a spark
though weak and shaken from the cold november rain
those trapped and those in hiding
paint songs on air
like constellations in the sky
just as you’re about to collapse
magic erupts from the blaze
a single powerless prisoner seeming to be more powerful than all of hell’s threats and guns
sacrificing yourself for redemption
a bird perished in turmoil
setting yourself ablaze for those in need of saving
gleaming creature of fire
you appear through your ashes
a new hope
god of the sun
at last
risen from the ashes of your past
an unexpected source of beauty
you no longer fear darkness and its demons
clouds- displaying the vivid color of blood
radiating the sacrifice of your freedom
wind- echoing the fire set by your wings
the sky- your canvas
paint it with your visions of the future
the sea- a tragic reflection of all the pain you’ve shed
soaring forever because your spirit will never die
dreams are now your destiny; seize them with all your might
your flame will burn eternally for years to come
there shall be times of breaking and moments of despair
but one thing remains true-
amidst the smoke and chaos
you are more beautiful than before
for you are the legend of the phoenix
-c. alejandra
Apr 28, 2017
Apr 28, 2017 at 10:57 PM UTC