#negtive
When I am sleeping
I am the queen
Of all the land
And all the people are my pawns
My king does not exist
Merely just something the people have made up in their thoughts
This here is my land
And only mine
I will not let the negative views of the conscious world
Enter
This is my cotton candy and marshmallow
Kingdom
Where there are no adults to order me around
When I am here
There are no limits
To what I and my people cannot and can do
Sep 4, 2018
Sep 4, 2018 at 3:14 PM UTC
They say your a nuisance,
And you'll always be that stupid little kid.
They call you all those awful names,
Making you want to not feel anything;
Your wanting to be hollow forever.
Your heart is hollow but at the same time its heavy with dark thoughts and desires.
Your all alone,
Your mind a racing with those words of venomous hate,
Making you feel dead inside.
They insult you,
With those words like;
"Disgrace".
They keep repeating all those nasty things,
Making your mind a bit hazy with foggy thoughts of bitterness.
Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 8:32 PM UTC
Her lungs are screaming out,
Wishing, their begging for air,
But she refuses to listen to them.
She keeps herself down, she’s not listening;
She holds back her body from trying to come back up to the surface.
Her whole body is shaking, and wishing for her to stop this madness,
But she keeps on refusing, she keeps herself down,
With a smile plastered on her face, because soon she’ll be “free”.
She has made her decision; she is letting the lake take her away,
She is letting herself drown; she has enough of all the pain, she’s ready to go.
Then finally her body stops trying,
She is so tense anymore, she is relaxed and at peace,
And all you can see is the last of her tears, and a gently smile that founds its way back onto her face.
Sep 10, 2016
Sep 10, 2016 at 8:47 PM UTC
Those simple words,
They have burned deep into my heart.
Those words of insult seem so small,
But sadly they throw me off track and make me feel helpless.
I am lost and in pain from those words;
They have berried themselves into my everyday thoughts.
Simple words of insult how I keep on analyzing you.
Simple words they seem to hurt me;
They leave a scar that I never wanted from the begin.
Simple words you have killed my self-esteem,
And left me in this dark world that has no positiveness anywhere.
Sep 7, 2016
Sep 7, 2016 at 9:50 PM UTC