#narcsisst
Your mask is slipping your make-up is chipping and the real you is being exposed Ever since I paid attention studied your projection now your secret has been disclosed I knew you were egotistical controlling and boastful but the manipulation wasn't as clear Your inflated self-importance was always abhorrent You wanted to be someone I feared Obsessed with yourself and **** everyone else No one could love you more than you Entitled and so vain you know you drove me insane and that's exactly what you set out to do Haughty and self-inflated you grew to be someone I hated while you let me believe it was me Thank God that I found out what you were all about and your narcissistic tendencies
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 9:25 PM UTC
Like the dawn creeping in through the darkness A forest taking over abandoned ruins You overwhelmed my world without a conquest Promising me the sun, the stars and the moon Under the bright gaze of your rising sun my misty dew-like innocence evaporated You treated me like a prized possession I didn't realize I was being manipulated Soon dark moods washed over your glitter and the mask you wore that held it in place was replaced by a cruelty that was so bitter that I could no longer tolerate the taste There were so many years that I blamed myself that it had to be my responsibility While you blamed me and anyone else no recognition , no accountability I wore your wrath like clothing ,ill-fitting mirroring back what you wanted to see While you watched the slow disintegration of the dimming light left in me Now when I see the sun and the moon I stop and it reminds me of you out at the same time in the mid-afternoon and I can't help but see the two faces I viewed
Mar 24
Mar 24, 2026 at 4:25 PM UTC
So, that class in anger management that sounded a little extravagant that you threw around like an accomplishment while it ended up being an embarrassment You still get aggressive when angered Your heart is still as black as cancer You still sulk like a petulant child I know, I got those memories on file You tell anyone who believes you that you've had some miracle breakthrough But I have learned to walk away I ignore your immature displays I am no longer trauma bonded I will no longer remain haunted I used to feel sympathy for you now I know I was being abused
Sep 9, 2025
Sep 9, 2025 at 1:15 PM UTC
I've been doing some integrating of the parts I've lost contemplating if I was really worth saving after years of you being so debasing I had to fall before I could ascend Had to disconnect to stop the pretense Endured your painful smear campaigns you didn't have the sense to feel ashamed Called you out when you knew you lied maintained class when you rolled your eyes I never let you see you hurt me deeply walked away when you threw dirt at me You act like you're surprised I'd leave For once I'm rejecting you and embracing me
Aug 6, 2025
Aug 6, 2025 at 3:34 PM UTC