#naari
I wanna reach somewhere else,
For I do not belong here,
Listen to the silence of my panic.
I scream at the top of my voice,
Still, no one listens there,
Maybe I'm an alien here by choice.
I need a panacea for my ills,
A cure for my SADness,
Maybe then I won't get chills.
Schizo-Affective Disorder,
Its SADness destroys me,
Maybe I lack love in my life.
I really need a loving wife,
Who values me enough,
Maybe such a Naari is imaginary.
I am very hopeless in life,
SAD, but not suicidal,
Maybe I have a bigger destiny.
I carry the burden of my past,
Still, I need some love,
Maybe happiness seeks me too.
I am unaware of a true lover,
Who can love me more,
Maybe she exists only in my desires.
I hear that everybody deserves joy,
But I don't know why, but
Maybe my Karma is a bad accountant.
Apr 12, 2021
Apr 12, 2021 at 6:29 AM UTC