#n - Hello Poetry

for always i thought i’m not what you need. today i’m fortunately assuming it: you’re not what i need. i should’ve left since the very beginning, but i’m still not over it.

087

i feel stuck in a cup all ’cause a crazy lie kept my hopes in a cage. i would be regretting all these words in a few weeks, but it’s sane to blame you ’cause it’s all i can do. we’re both suffering, yet only one of us is hurting the other.

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Mar 29

Mar 29, 2026 at 11:47 AM UTC

i feel stuck in a cup all ’cause a crazy lie kept my hopes in a cage. i would be regretting all these words in a few weeks, but it’s sane to blame you ’cause it’s all i can do. we’re both suffering, yet only one of us is hurting the other.

086

i try not to be obssessed. i just want to protect ly lover. but all he does is hurting me, and as he doesnt seem aware i keep it to myself. slowly i’m losing faith over him, so then i will somehow be leaving him.

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Mar 29

Mar 29, 2026 at 11:36 AM UTC

i try not to be obssessed. i just want to protect ly lover. but all he does is hurting me, and as he doesnt seem aware i keep it to myself. slowly i’m losing faith over him, so then i will somehow be leaving him.

85

i can’t remember what they said. death songs too soft to be felt; so i start to wonder, “would it ever be better to be dead?” “someone who loves you wouldn’t do that,” they say; but all i can do is hold it in my head. how my lover often forgot my name, but now that i’m gone seems to be missing me forever. he pleases me to come back, he did it again; and he knows it, he says. however i know once he gains me back, it will be forever the same.

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Mar 24

Mar 24, 2026 at 7:45 AM UTC

i can’t remember what they said. death songs too soft to be felt; so i start to wonder, “would it ever be better to be dead?” “someone who loves you wouldn’t do that,” they say; but all i can do is hold it in my head. how my lover often forgot my name, but now that i’m gone seems to be missing me forever. he pleases me to come back, he did it again; and he knows it, he says. however i know once he gains me back, it will be forever the same.

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9

to give, to love, to retread, the over and under again, know this, admit; do not say out loud, like a breath of used up breath, expelling repeatedly, and quiet like invited back in Expelling the familiarity, the comfort zone of the well known! you can and you cannot too! so we rewrite this one poem over and over again, with a twitch, a twisty, a hoisted revanchist, never giving up the ghost, or the pétard hoisted, while reclaiming our place, but just we too knows it, and greet it anew with joie de vivre la différence! and nobody notices…

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Mar 15

Mar 15, 2026 at 8:49 AM UTC

nat-lipstadt

we each have just but one poem

to give, to love, to retread, the over and under again, know this, admit; do not say out loud, like a breath of used up breath, expelling repeatedly, and quiet like invited back in Expelling the familiarity, the comfort zone of the well known! you can and you cannot too! so we rewrite this one poem over and over again, with a twitch, a twisty, a hoisted revanchist, never giving up the ghost, or the pétard hoisted, while reclaiming our place, but just we too knows it, and greet it anew with joie de vivre la différence! and nobody notices…

22

you’re not what i have fought for, something has changed about you. is it the day i realized you’re nothing but what i thought?

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Mar 6

Mar 6, 2026 at 11:59 AM UTC

you’re not what i have fought for, something has changed about you. is it the day i realized you’re nothing but what i thought?

075

3

your love will fade away, but never mine. my face will leave your mind, but yours will never leave mine.

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Feb 26

Feb 26, 2026 at 1:05 PM UTC

your love will fade away, but never mine. my face will leave your mind, but yours will never leave mine.

073

4

some pieces of you are always on my way. even if i try to let it go. i would say: it gets closer, even too close. are you somebody i am meant to obtain? your face is the perfect picture of my man.

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Feb 21

Feb 21, 2026 at 11:57 AM UTC

some pieces of you are always on my way. even if i try to let it go. i would say: it gets closer, even too close. are you somebody i am meant to obtain? your face is the perfect picture of my man.

071

where did you go after you took everything from me? you made me suffer a hundred times in a place i suffered a billion; & i don't wanna be eternally lonely, so forever i'll be hurting you, maybe until i'm no more hurt, which means never. so i guess, until death do us apart, we'll be eating each other.

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Feb 21

Feb 21, 2026 at 11:52 AM UTC

where did you go after you took everything from me? you made me suffer a hundred times in a place i suffered a billion; & i don't wanna be eternally lonely, so forever i'll be hurting you, maybe until i'm no more hurt, which means never. so i guess, until death do us apart, we'll be eating each other.

068

the doctor just called. again. so here i am telling you about my brain. the ugliness of beauty is somewhere, it felt like he touched me. again. somehow it’s the only touch i don’t want to forget. i want your hands all over me again. and again.

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Feb 16

Feb 16, 2026 at 1:54 PM UTC

the doctor just called. again. so here i am telling you about my brain. the ugliness of beauty is somewhere, it felt like he touched me. again. somehow it’s the only touch i don’t want to forget. i want your hands all over me again. and again.

066

you left me all alone, standing, & i still am not learning. maybe you’ll have to leave my totally, but the impossible will still be. God taught me something so strong, i wonder: weren’t i born already knowfull?

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Feb 16

Feb 16, 2026 at 1:39 PM UTC

you left me all alone, standing, & i still am not learning. maybe you’ll have to leave my totally, but the impossible will still be. God taught me something so strong, i wonder: weren’t i born already knowfull?

065

my body is yours; my thoughts are yours; my heart is yours; my love is yours; my love, i'm all yours.

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Feb 16

Feb 16, 2026 at 1:13 PM UTC

my body is yours; my thoughts are yours; my heart is yours; my love is yours; my love, i'm all yours.

064

i kept the window open, mindful that anyone could enter. yet i keep a huge place for you, i’d lose myself to be forever in your room. which is hard, ’cause i keep the window open, and want you to keep me with you, tender. it’s nonsense since i let you enter, and you never promised to be a good gardener.

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Feb 15

Feb 15, 2026 at 6:11 PM UTC

i kept the window open, mindful that anyone could enter. yet i keep a huge place for you, i’d lose myself to be forever in your room. which is hard, ’cause i keep the window open, and want you to keep me with you, tender. it’s nonsense since i let you enter, and you never promised to be a good gardener.

062

“i wish we’d never been anything” these were the last words i wrote when i started hating you. or maybe i always did? and love just took more place; anyway, i don’t know where we’re going, what we’re becoming. but i trust and believe that there will be some good for the two of us, even if it takes time.

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Feb 15

Feb 15, 2026 at 5:45 PM UTC

“i wish we’d never been anything” these were the last words i wrote when i started hating you. or maybe i always did? and love just took more place; anyway, i don’t know where we’re going, what we’re becoming. but i trust and believe that there will be some good for the two of us, even if it takes time.

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7

i’m all alone, you’re always on your own. i’m never gone, you’re trying to make me go. i trust you but you’ve got nothing to show. you can’t even say a single word, then you drop the second you’re bored. ’cause you know i’ll stay even after you hurt me.

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Feb 9

Feb 9, 2026 at 11:41 AM UTC

i’m all alone, you’re always on your own. i’m never gone, you’re trying to make me go. i trust you but you’ve got nothing to show. you can’t even say a single word, then you drop the second you’re bored. ’cause you know i’ll stay even after you hurt me.

059

you came for it. my fault for thinking you would offer it. i thought you would change, but deep in my mind i’ve known. it’s three months and counting since you gave me a word.

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Feb 9

Feb 9, 2026 at 11:37 AM UTC

you came for it. my fault for thinking you would offer it. i thought you would change, but deep in my mind i’ve known. it’s three months and counting since you gave me a word.

057

buy and sell, like i’m a product who doesn’t belong to anyone, just to give. you can’t pretend it does nothing, when all you do is mess it all up. i’m better, you can tell. what a shame you should have felt.

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Feb 7

Feb 7, 2026 at 12:40 PM UTC

buy and sell, like i’m a product who doesn’t belong to anyone, just to give. you can’t pretend it does nothing, when all you do is mess it all up. i’m better, you can tell. what a shame you should have felt.

055

7

give me your pain, i’ll feel it for you, then i’ll let you abandon me again, as always. it’s better to be in pain, than to feel you in pain.

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Feb 7

Feb 7, 2026 at 12:22 PM UTC

give me your pain, i’ll feel it for you, then i’ll let you abandon me again, as always. it’s better to be in pain, than to feel you in pain.

052

watching you leave. it’s even worse than when you were here. if only we could start once again, but the third would even get worse on my pain. you survived everything even me, and i survived everything but you. i hate it that you’re leaving me behind and all i had was God and you. now once again you’re missing again,and if we start again i’d only be a memory. nothing to you, a life for me. an old thing for you, my everything to me.

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Oct 4, 2025

Oct 4, 2025 at 8:06 AM UTC

watching you leave. it’s even worse than when you were here. if only we could start once again, but the third would even get worse on my pain. you survived everything even me, and i survived everything but you. i hate it that you’re leaving me behind and all i had was God and you. now once again you’re missing again,and if we start again i’d only be a memory. nothing to you, a life for me. an old thing for you, my everything to me.

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12

i dont want your touch, i dont want your gaze, i can’t take any of these; knowing it all belonged to someone else before. i wish i never knew now i can’t help but fall in love with you.

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Dec 12, 2025

Dec 12, 2025 at 12:38 PM UTC

i dont want your touch, i dont want your gaze, i can’t take any of these; knowing it all belonged to someone else before. i wish i never knew now i can’t help but fall in love with you.

035

he never seemed to be that lying kind, perhaps this is how he stole my mind. i need to distance myself, or he's going to ruin us forever.

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Dec 20, 2025

Dec 20, 2025 at 5:54 AM UTC

he never seemed to be that lying kind, perhaps this is how he stole my mind. i need to distance myself, or he's going to ruin us forever.

042

4

i would write, i hope someday, some news about how i decided to lose. i had to choose someone between you and me, and it’s obvious that i chose myself, but only because i chose you too many times in the past to know, that i had to save myself at least once, which i never did at the start, so i chose me, and i choose me.

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Aug 9, 2025

Aug 9, 2025 at 8:04 AM UTC

i would write, i hope someday, some news about how i decided to lose. i had to choose someone between you and me, and it’s obvious that i chose myself, but only because i chose you too many times in the past to know, that i had to save myself at least once, which i never did at the start, so i chose me, and i choose me.

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9

it’s always at the same hour, that i wake up in tears for my man full of lust. too sorry i can’t be that forgiving, though i can’t stop loving. i shared my heart too many times, & they say clocks can’t be stuck in minds.

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Jan 16

Jan 16, 2026 at 11:44 AM UTC

it’s always at the same hour, that i wake up in tears for my man full of lust. too sorry i can’t be that forgiving, though i can’t stop loving. i shared my heart too many times, & they say clocks can’t be stuck in minds.

049

my heart is where your deepest blade is, because something in you is missing. i’ve been fine without you, so why would i feel bad for someone who makes me want to die? you think death is all over the body and outside, & i think it’s all inside. that’s where i find who i am, only you can ever make me break.

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Dec 13, 2025

Dec 13, 2025 at 2:50 PM UTC

my heart is where your deepest blade is, because something in you is missing. i’ve been fine without you, so why would i feel bad for someone who makes me want to die? you think death is all over the body and outside, & i think it’s all inside. that’s where i find who i am, only you can ever make me break.

038

i’m nothing but what i wish i was, i’m nothing you still think i am, what i was is damaged, and you’ll damage your heart too by searching why.

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Dec 3, 2025

Dec 3, 2025 at 8:16 AM UTC