#mywords
My words ...
my graceful lady ...
when i write ...
a new poem ...
i don't wait for any response ...
from anyone ...
because ...
there is a language in my heart ...
longing , desires ...
and eagerness ...
no one can get it ...
nor no one can understand ...
it's feelings ...
only the one who i mean ...
who lives into my heart ...
while all eyes ...
write my letter ...
and my words ...
but ...
the one who can feel it ...
just only you ...
because ...
you are the one ...
the only one ...
that i mean ...
by my words ...
and you are ...
my all letters ...
and words ...
hazem al ...
Jul 7, 2023
Jul 7, 2023 at 2:18 PM UTC
You threw her away
A seed which wasn't being used
She fell to ground
In despair, in a desperate attempt
To make something of herself
The dirt which she fell in, nurtured her
Provided her with all that she needed
Now she stands tall
A beautiful strong tree
Fulfilling her purpose
May 20, 2019
May 20, 2019 at 3:09 AM UTC
People always said, there's a light at the end of every tunnel - I never did believe that until I saw that light... In a person...
He brought out the best of me as well as the worst.
He could comfort me even though he was the cause of my untamed anger.
My calm exterior underneath which was a raging volcano of anxiety
One controlled by him so as to not let it possess my every pore and consume me
Being with him is like waking up to the sound of the birds chirping, the smell of fresh crisp air, the sight of mist covering the hilltops like a warm fluffy blanket. He is my sunrise on an overcast day. The rainbow after a storm and my *** of gold at the end of the rainbow.... He is my existence...
Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 1:21 AM UTC
He was intoxicating
A feeling you get after consuming a bottle of *****
A head rush, happy endorphins released
With you I felt capable, able enough to take on anything
To be anything
To touch
To feel
To believe
You were my magic pixie dust
Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 1:19 AM UTC
Emerald green
Long glistening leaves
Dancing in the wind
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 7:35 AM UTC
The water flowed
In a beautiful way
I just wish I could stay
Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 4:30 AM UTC
I saw a crow, sit upon a tree
It glared right back at me
It gave me a frightening caw
A huge pointy beak and sharp claws
It's blood stained claws gripped the branch
I could feel my throbbing heart
It was such a scary site
Just like a movie scene shot at night
I turned and walked away
Thinking to myself, gosh! What a day
Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 2:49 AM UTC
Just because I'm not like you - doesn't make me strange
I may be wired differently but definitely not deranged
I am a glow worm emitting a light when I'm at my best
But for that to come into sight I need my antisocial rest
I blend in like a chameleon when I'm in a crowd
But feel a reckless need to leave when the voices get too loud
Makes me feel like an addict in need of narcotics
Though I'm perfectly normal I get looked upon as psychotic
Just because I'm not like you - doesn't make me strange
I am a normal human being - definitely not insane
I connect with people that are non judgemental
Their place in my life is definitely instrumental
If I don't like you - you'd be sure to know
Coz I ain't the type to put on a show
Feb 22, 2019
Feb 22, 2019 at 4:58 AM UTC
They were different but
same
A force that nobody could
tame
Feb 19, 2019
Feb 19, 2019 at 12:33 AM UTC
Concealed in my diary
in the form of words
my emotions explode
inklings of events
predicaments conjectured
or sighs of contentment
vaguely interpreted
lights my soul
stagnant but painful
glorious yet tearful
Feb 5, 2019
Feb 5, 2019 at 7:08 AM UTC
don’t dwell on the memories
you’ll never be able to create
appreciate all the memories
you did create
those are worth so much more
then what could have been
c.w.
Jan 28, 2019
Jan 28, 2019 at 3:23 PM UTC
i’ll forgive you
when you hurt me
because i like to think
i have endless
petals to pluck
and somehow still
remain grounded
c.w.
Jan 27, 2019
Jan 27, 2019 at 3:28 PM UTC
here’s to the risk takers,
unafraid of uncertainty and the pain it carries.
what is life without risks anyway?
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 11:12 AM UTC
Thoughts like clouds,
storming my mind.
Thunderstorms,
thunderbolts,
lightning and
heavy gushes of the words,
striking against the wall,
of my brain, like blind birds.
Here I stand,
no pen to write with,
no paper to write on.
Words will escape,
by penetrating in my soul.
My fear of losing my words,
stays by the side of my thoughts.
They can come at any time,
will shower like a rain in my mind,
or they can go at any time,
leaving me to think sublime.
Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 7:44 AM UTC
everything you said, I pray that you mean it
the skeptical approach makes me struggle to believe it
so spare me the details, don't feed me the lies
it was you I fell for, by surprise
Jun 4, 2018
Jun 4, 2018 at 10:25 AM UTC
My mornings got brighter
My smile stays a little longer
My heart beats faster
My nights got sweeter
My thoughts go deeper
My soul feels blessed to know that you are
my lover
Sep 26, 2017
Sep 26, 2017 at 7:43 AM UTC
Naked I am when I write these words
I cast them on a screen
Hoping they find my readers ears
Cast out all of their fears
As they drown from all of their tears
This is just me and my words
I fear nothing but your ignorance
I pray for grace and forgiveness
My life once clean
Now a mess from unconfessed sins
I confess my insecurity
To the one who hopes the best for me
If you are to judge me
at least look into my words
And tell me you have never felt like me before
Your heart on the floor
Walked on by others who are more insecure
If you feel my pain
These words are now your words too
Aug 12, 2017
Aug 12, 2017 at 4:39 PM UTC
Under the fallen leaves
of autumn sky ,
I missed someone
who said goodbye .
Deep inside my heart I cried,
Each and every day I died.
There was a lot to be told.
How much I loved him
With my heart & soul.
I didn't had
the courage to describe ,
But the autumn leaf
Was there to write.
I started writing about
My past and present .
My hands were unable to rest
Tired I sat under a tree.
With pace I went to sleep.
Meanwhile nature
played it's game.
To prove that
It has some fame.
The autumn leaf was wrapped
By the winds which blew.
To describe a love so true.
It took it to the one
Who was searching for me.
Now he knew the truth
he was unable to see
Suddenly I got up and
searched for the leaf
Wondering where it might be?
Then he came ;
I remembered his face.
My lost love
Whom destiny wanted me to seperate .
He came near
I thought how it could be?
Then he gave me something
It was the autumn leaf.
Jun 18, 2017
Jun 18, 2017 at 3:59 AM UTC
Phantom voices
Long ago forgotten
Whisper
Among the old stones
Hello
Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 10:49 PM UTC
He said, "Your attraction elongates my friend with one eye"
Magnetism gets confused with pleasure and quick steam of flying juices
A one sided satisfaction
A distraction
That's causes a reaction
For me to see you completely different
The excitement is gone
Disastrous
Insecurities releases
Now you got a problem
I'm surrounded by a **** boy
Who can't control his *****
The ***** controls his sentence
Pleasure is his witness
A temporary fix
Unity disappear
Don't **** with chemicals
You don't see clear
I swear
I feel different when I release that energy
Cuz there's no understanding to this attraction
He said, "you got me up"
But there's more to my attraction
don't be blinded by what you can get into
To make your organs loose
Why can't a man be attracted to a woman or a woman attracted to a man and not engage in those yin/yang wonders
Jul 19, 2015
Jul 19, 2015 at 8:07 PM UTC
My voice,
It cannot be silenced
I will write,
I will sing,
I will do anything to set me apart
From what I'm "Supposed to be"
Because normal is boring.
I don't want to be,
I refuse to be another face in the crowd,
I want to touch people with my actions,
With my words.
When I die
I don't want to be 6 feet under ground
With a face nobody will remember
And no difference made.
Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 4:18 PM UTC
My world!
My beautiful world!
Your mouths are endless fountains of profound shouts and
I have seen the things you breathe in man's hearts and
I've tried to tell my brothers that they're lies,
But we keep letting your voices in every time.
My world told me that poetry was supposed to be my only thing
And my only way of expressing my inner me.
It told me lies about who I was and how I should think.
It told me that I need to write like I bleed this ink.
My God!
I don't want anyone else to think that I'm still in love with me!
You are the only thing I want to see
And your hope has grounded me by your streams!
I'm in love with you and how you fill up my dreams!
I'm not an aching, brooding, bleeding, receding, deceiving
Deceasing, cheating, repeating voice with a black heart beating.
I am your son!
I don't know how you allow the dust of the earth
To be rebirth into your arms and claim you as a father!
My voice was always meant to be singing love songs to you.
Recently I've been dying to sing again.
I want you to know that
When I go that
I just wanted to hold my God's hand
And dance with him forever.
I want you to know that
When I go that
I honored my father with my lips
And used my fiery tongue to bless and encourage.
Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 10:25 PM UTC
Remember curiosity,
The reek of home,
Sleeping with a
Mouthful of fevers.
Remember gold,
Roasted muscles,
The shackles in your thighs.
Remember me,
When you discovered
Hearts of past lovers
Live in your fingernails.
Remember you,
A mad-driven star,
Biting waves with such
Honeydew eyes.
Remember patience,
Threaded into your skin with
Pear tree splinters.
Remember:
Even God knows limits.
Nov 25, 2014
Nov 25, 2014 at 12:59 PM UTC