#mygod
I want to be better
Not mad or in anger.
Not giving pique to
Fellow strangers. Not
Giving self the world's
Own pleasures. Not being
Selfish in others letters.
Not being abundant in
Thoughts of me. Thinking
Not on tommorrow
But eternity.
God help me
Be the me
You created me
To be. I'm a
Human who
Has flaws
Mistakes
Have felt
Distrust
Done the
Heartbrakes.
I am ashamed
Of my past
Though want
To move ahead to the
Future and present.
I'm just a transgressor
Trying to overcome the
Darkened essence.
I am not a saint
I'm humbly a peasant.
Meaning poor in my actions.
But those shall change
No longer do I want
To be estranged from
Dios mío. I want to
Give him all
This is me
This is real.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 11:36 AM UTC
My world!
My beautiful world!
Your mouths are endless fountains of profound shouts and
I have seen the things you breathe in man's hearts and
I've tried to tell my brothers that they're lies,
But we keep letting your voices in every time.
My world told me that poetry was supposed to be my only thing
And my only way of expressing my inner me.
It told me lies about who I was and how I should think.
It told me that I need to write like I bleed this ink.
My God!
I don't want anyone else to think that I'm still in love with me!
You are the only thing I want to see
And your hope has grounded me by your streams!
I'm in love with you and how you fill up my dreams!
I'm not an aching, brooding, bleeding, receding, deceiving
Deceasing, cheating, repeating voice with a black heart beating.
I am your son!
I don't know how you allow the dust of the earth
To be rebirth into your arms and claim you as a father!
My voice was always meant to be singing love songs to you.
Recently I've been dying to sing again.
I want you to know that
When I go that
I just wanted to hold my God's hand
And dance with him forever.
I want you to know that
When I go that
I honored my father with my lips
And used my fiery tongue to bless and encourage.
Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 10:25 PM UTC
I pray in the morning
and I pray at night
I pray that people
will see the light
God is good
and He loves you so
when you're way up high
or you're way down low
You can talk to Him
whenever you need
He'll always listen
oh yes indeed
He'll love you when you're good
and He'll love you when you're bad
He'll love you when you're happy
and even when you're sad
Whether you're heterosexual
or a person that is gay
skinny, fat, short or tall
He'll love you anyway
Jul 14, 2016
Jul 14, 2016 at 4:39 PM UTC
My eyes heavy, lips sickly sweet. The sun beats down not hot, but so beautiful you must look away.
Tears burn the skin they touch, I wish to become soil on this blanket.
I don’t believe in god. No god would let me feel this way, a constant yearning pain.
I reach for one so close, yet he’s across the planet. His eyes look straight into me, straight through me, so he must not understand.
But I do see the Willow tree. The one my father planted. Her long, elegant arms reach down.
She kisses my toes, and sings me a tune, I drift to sleep.
When I awake I’m still in a nightmare, but the Willow Goddess has left her mark on my cheek.
That night I realize.
She doesn’t allow me to “have him”, to love him, to kiss him, and hug him because it would hurt him.
My soul is untethered, it’s not long til I’m free. Til my arms sprout leafs and grow into the wind, my feet find a nutrient soil and spring rain and I become a willow tree.
She keeps us just apart, because she favors the man. She favors the tenderhearted, the only one she can now save.
Apr 11
Apr 11, 2026 at 10:30 PM UTC