#myfuture
So, I grew up, built myself to be more than just walked all over,
Is that what made you all turn your backs and cowardly walk away?
Yeah, I ****** up, yet admitted it, that's more than any of you can say.
I finally stood up for myself and stopped taking ******** with a closed mouth,
after all I did hold something worth value, maybe not to any of you, but to those who truely matter.
If I were the puerile person, I'd harbor tons of grudges on you, like the ones you callowly place upon me.
No, I'm not claiming to be above it all or some kind of self righteous *****
I've done enough **** to fill the septic, but all I'm saying is you have to own it.
We're all human, all the same, liars and cheaters, lovers and seekers,
we all have our own blame to take.
Yet, you'll get no where blaming flaw and fault on those trying to help.
Open the eyes you so blindingly use to perceive your own made up lies,
Maybe then you'll be able to see love conquering those who choose to hate only over their own self deprecation.
Jan 19, 2017
Jan 19, 2017 at 1:26 PM UTC
My heart full of pain
is now
full of love
Your song makes life to my boring soul
Just like a dark home
and you turn on the light
Every time your song played
My mood will turn into colorful.
Just like a naked garden
and finally
planted with
Life,
Love,
Of flowers.
Every time I hear your voice
My heart wants to dance
beating so fast
Just like a Happy horse
You put smile in my lips
You wiped my tears away
with a song..
telling me
Every things gonna be alright.
Your picture in my phone
makes my
morning and evening.
actually
my day.
You make it so good!
Just like a crying kid
begging for candy and finally her mom, gave her one.
Like my life is worth living with you
Because of your song.
I can survive
pain and sadness.
You gave me
Life,
Chance
and
Love
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 8:08 AM UTC
the worst is not knowing what was real
which "i love you"
which deep, longing gaze into my eyes
which last kiss with hopes of another
which caress that wasn't meant for another
i wish i could hold on to the good
but what was a lie
what was a dream
what was us
s.q.
Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 9:38 PM UTC