#myfirstlove
My sweet misery I think thats what you are ..
You make me feel things i dont understand .. I do things i wouldn't do .. Im a whole different person with you .. I second guess myself when im with you dam i even dream about you ..
ITS ALL ABOUT YOU ..
I think to myself all the time
How can he have this power over my mind?
LOVE IS ??
I really dont know ...
It flips and turns in my head ..
Could i be loving him ? Or could it be lust?
It must be lust i cant be in love ..
Or could i be?
I dont know but all i know it cant happen to me ..
DENIAL !!!
Is that what im in ?
No cant be ! But am i ? Could i be ? Is he ?
MAN JUST LEAVE ME BE !
In my mind i say this cant be me .. But my heart says let it be ...
SHEESH !!!
He's just my sweet misery
I never would have thought that misery could be so sweet it gets so deep it's something i wake up thinking about and sometimes
I cant eat ... Cant drink ... Cant sleep
The feeling of it is so great to explain it would take months .. Months that would trun in to years and soon to explain this misery could be impossible ..
Wow just to think impossible ???
Could it be with this sweet misery that ramains in my mind remain a mystery to my life ??
Dam
Will this go with me to my other life that god has planed for me ??
Man can some one answer these so i could be in peace ???
Or is it for somebody to answer or his?
The one im thinking about .. The one i dream about .. The one i ...
His smile his smell his face his lips against mine his wow wait ...!!??
My sweet misery remains a mystery ...
Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 7:22 PM UTC
I learned to crawl on basslines,
And learned to walk on the back beat,
I learned to read when i heard 4 or 5 bars
Delievered through the microphone.
And i learned how to dance when a DJ started scratching the records.
In other words, music is in my DNA
I'm a proud soul child and I'll gladly throw that flag on display.
There's so much about music that's strange and unique but,
There's always one thing thats constant.. the beat.
The heart of music that you can feel from the darkest ghettos and projects. All the way to the urban sprawl that is our cities.
The beat.
Feb 6, 2017
Feb 6, 2017 at 8:33 AM UTC
Shy but crazy in the inside
Living in hid own creative world
He is the guy who can change your life
The one I can relate to
The guy who is hiding from me
But our souls had met before
He is the guy with a personality that is
Brighter than the sun
He is the guy that is afraid to love
But shows his feeling
By hiding under his hoodie
Might seem like he needs space
But in reality he needs a shoulder
To talk to a right arm an ear and an eye
He is the one who closed his from door
And is afraid to let more souls in
The one who is locked up in a dark room
The guy who I say "Pinky Promise" to
Before sharing my story with him
The one who says "I love you"
When he is tired of having his mouth taped
He is the guy fighting for what he wants
The one who grabs sticks and hits them anywhere
Imagining that he is at home playing his drums
The one who I care about
But we both have an electric leash shocking us
And keeping us apart
No one knows us
He is the guy who stole my heart
But doesn't know it
The guy who starts with the same letter
As my name
The one who inspired me
To keep doing art
The one who needs my help when
His heart broke into pieces
The guy who has the same skills as me
The guy who was into drugs
And hooked up with something strong
The one who I started to do drugs with
And the one who was by my side
When we decided to make
A change in life
Who is this mystery guy ?
Everyone asks.
Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 4:01 PM UTC