#mybaby
Remember when we were wild and free with
those many dreams to chase..
So unfraid and so untamed
Ready to take over what comes through life?
But then you arrived…
with your small hands curling in ours…
With soft breaths and whispers
Your tiny little hands and feets..
Soft touches and snifles…
You looked at us like we were your everything
And at that moment may be we knew..
Love was no longer just about us!
So, Since then
We learnt the quiet language of sacrifice
exchanging our untamed dreams
for dreams of your better tomorrow..
Exchanging our late night laughters
for those lullabies of yours…
trading our outside lives once for all
for the inside rhythms of home…
We softened…
We stayed quiet even when our temperatures flared..
We learnt to let go of things..
Of things that once bothered us so much…
We let go of battles that once defined us
No, not because we stopped feeling
but because
you were always watching!
Between our silences,
We built something enduring
It is may be not that of a perfect world..
But in this world,
We learnt to let go few pieces of ourselves
So that you’d never have to carry that weight;
Weight of our unmet desires…
And
We learnt not to lose ourselves
but to make room for you!
And may be one day when you are grown,
You’ll just get it..
That sometimes love is not just about winning..
Love is always not reckless, not wild..
But rather very difficult…
Thats why even when we are struggling
We choose to stay again and again!
Because when we look at you…
We see the reason
We make room for love in a different way!
Mar 24, 2025
Mar 24, 2025 at 4:37 PM UTC
I could feel you inside me
I felt your soul
I felt your love
Real heartbreak was losing you
I think about you every day
I think about how far along I would be
what gender you were
I think about what you would have looked like
What your name would have been
When I lost you I lost a part of myself
You changed me
I never realized it was possible to love anyone as much as I loved you
I just wish I could have met you
I wish I could have told you I loved you
I wish I could have held you
You will forever be in my heart
Rest In Peace
May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 4:56 AM UTC
Oh, love,
Look at that face
Looks like you are sent from above
I suddenly saw all those stars in space
Oh dear let me in
Where have you been
Never believed in angels until I saw your eyes
I only want you, not any of them other guys
To you, I'll be loyal
Baby I know we’ll never be royal
Diamonds and rubies are not our things
Baby let’s keep it simple, put on that ring
But together we’re worth more than gold
Close your eyes, the world outside is cold
People talk, try to destroy
But we got something that they don't have
My lover boy
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 4:33 AM UTC
So completely in love
my heart is tight in your grip
making my legs weaker & weaker
grasping for air as we escape each other
a love so strong we created peace
-Nani
Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 10:27 PM UTC
Whether I try to or not,
I'll keep
P
O
U
R
I
N
G
Out my heart to her -
Because she keeps
Puncturing it! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
With her honey-sweet words.
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 11:38 PM UTC
There's this urge to say I love you
And there's this fear she'll say "I don't"...
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 7:36 PM UTC
Everyday,
I'm getting worse -
I keep falling deeper
And deeper
For her.
Everytime she opens up to me,
I sense it getting worse.
The feelings that I have for her they get stronger
Each time she shares a secret with me -
And I get the idea that we are getting more intimate.
I'm falling for her,
At an alarming rate
(and I don't think she notices)
But it's fine
As long as she is too,
Because it would be unfair of her
To leave me alone
Down
H
E
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Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 3:44 AM UTC
Occasionally the fear of losing her to some other guy grips me,
But then she tells me things like I made her day just by saying hi and that she misses me and that gives me the idea that she loves me - even if she doesn't want to say it.
So even if she is cheating on me,
I'm fine with the lies she's feeding me then.
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 1:42 PM UTC
Sometimes I just want you to say,
"I'm yours"
Really, I want you to say it.
Maybe you have said it,
But I'd like to hear it again
Please use "my" in front of your pet names for me,
Really, I long to hear those words -
But if it's too much that I'm asking for, I understand...
And I hope you like being mine.
I'm sorry, I sound so pathetic,
But babe, I like you a lot,
Would like you to like me a lot too...
I hope my stupid sensitivity - cries for loving words - isn't appalling to you,
I hope not, but this is how I feel :
I want you to call me yours...
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 3:09 AM UTC
Sometimes I lay on my bed,
When you lie asleep,
Makes me hate the timezones more and more -
But it allows me to think about you more and more.
I lay there and I dream of meeting you love,
I dream of kissing you the first time our eyes actually meet,
Of holding you tight.
I dream of the taste of your tongue,
Feeling the heat energy given off by your face when I remind you you're beautiful.
I dream of holding you tight
And whispering some ***** things into your ear,
Then you know exactly what I'm insinuating because you'll act uncomfortable.
I wonder what will happen,
Would you give me a church girl's response?
Would you act shy and tell me that you're only doing it for me.
Or would you just grab me,
And tell me by the means of your caresses that you want to...
I wonder if you'll mind,
Mind me and my desires...
Would you give yourself to me wholeheartedly or would you rethink our relationship?
I wonder if you would be mad at me if I forced my lips onto yours in public.
I wonder if you'd be submissive to me, or maybe you'd be the one making demands, begging me to kiss you, give you massages, or just to hold you because you want me closer.
I wonder if you're like me,
One who gets tired of hearing confessions
And just wants to feel loved in another way - by another way, I mean I want you to taunt my pleasure receptors.
I want your skin on mine,
I want to feel you exhale upon my skin...
I just want you,
A lot...
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 3:15 AM UTC
It's an understatement to tell you that you're the prettiest girl I've ever seen
Don't take this wrong, by these words I mean
There simply is no combination of 26 letters I could put together to attempt to measure your infinite beauty.
I close my eyes to picture the sunshine caressing your body through your windowsill
kissing you as lightly as the morning rays,
dancing upon the traces of your lips in sweet 'I love yous'
my gentle hands glide across your sleepy skin
Looking for my morning cup of coffee
I press my lips firmly onto you.
Slow sip,
lighting tingling my bottom lip, I go back for more
Big sip,
this hot sensation awakes every particle of my being
the sugar rushes
heart races
craving more with each sip
I continue to wake myself
in what's left of the mint chapstick
you put on before bed
Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 7:06 PM UTC
I melted into your arms,
Blood pulling from my mouth as you stared at me with no emotion,
I cried out as I looked at the blood that came from my stomach,
My baby, my love, my love was gone.
I woke in the hospital three weeks later,
The doctors congratulated me on my survival,
But my baby was the one they should be congratulating.
Not me, I should be dead,
My baby should be with her grandmother,
Not dead.
Weeks later, I seen you, on death row, for murdering of a human child.
My baby.
I watch your terrified eyes as they sat you in the chair,
I watched you quiver in fear.
I watched you take your last breath,
And I smiled that day.
My baby lay down in my arms as I thought of her brother,
My smile faltered, but I stood and left to soon.
But my baby, my baby girl lay happily, giggling in her crib as I tickled her sides and smiled happily down at her.
You took a part of me with you that day, my baby boy I hope and pray to god never got to see you in heaven.
Or I will personally claw your eyes out and drag you to hell myself.
~ Kat Herondale.
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 6:13 PM UTC