#morn
Sabbath 7:31am Jan 11, 2025
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For later, forecast proclaims:
snow showers for much of the day,
but in our temperate clime, rarely
do we get inches or feats of accumulation,
but it will be chill enough to turn my
heavy duty “Icer” navy coat to its
whiteout version, where the flakes
individually attach themselves to
to fat fabric for self-preservation,
displaying their distinct DNA patterns of intricate crystallization artwork on a
gallery of me…
assuredly, some will attach to eyelashes
and extruded tongue, perhaps inhaled,
in nostril and open mouth, as I employ
all my senses to retain, retrain, my brain,
to walk alongside a saltwater estuary that
welcomes every flake as a long lost son and
daughter, who has returned from its prodigal global journey around the world, to melt back into a mother’s currents embrace, returning
home to my patch of briefly occupied spatial, white palatial existence
I anticipate the taste of snow to be a
multi~flavored cone, souvenirs, accrued
while globe trotting, with hints ofAsian
spices, on a riverbed of Italian red
peppery tomato sauce, the crusty
spicy fabric of the fried chickpeas of the Middle East, the cilantro stinging of Latin continents,and pretend that my nature
wetted cheeks are so because I cry & walk alone, sadness flavored, wishing I could partake of this snowy journey repast, with you by my side, for how much better would this global travelled whirlpool repast of white ice and scented airs, tastes if it could be joyfully shared
but I am by myself,
sensibly refused companionship
by others, and my
voyaged meditation now,
well ended,
well recall,
Whitman’s Song of Myself (1) conclusion:
“**You shall not look through my eyes either, nor take things from me,
You shall listen to all sides and filter them from your self**”
join me?
Jan 11, 2025
Jan 11, 2025 at 10:57 AM UTC
i love that word, puttering, my adjective
of early morning rambling, world examining,
in the early AM, treading barefooted
from room to room, a list prestablished,
+ tidy up the prior evening’s laziness,
unload with complete silence the
prior nights dishwasher, homework,
prep the couch back to pre~beat~up presentability,
make the first 16.5 .oz of Blue Mountain
Hawaiian coffee, in my art history
McIntosh mug(1),
prepare the first of the day’s bitesized
edibles,
a:k:a, Kashi crunchies, so the coffee all
falls down to a well~recv’d internal welcoming
the timing is off, the clock has changed,
it is early but not really, I’m constantly
recalculating ‘real time’ until confused,
substituting the internal locked-in clocking that ultimate divination of right and wrong,
the betting app informs us of the
under/over hours really slept line
set by Las Vegas oddsmakers
but as usual, the digression omens come
fast and furious, up in the sky apartment
is an oasis of cloud quietude,
(where the latitude and longitude
inter-sec, where the cleansed sun softly)
ah quietude, an envelopment noun
favored over the pedestrian quiet,
my ears,
fulfilled by music via noiseless earbuds,
fills the soul, it is the milk in the
morning coffee brew of the
crossover silence, tween the skyed division
check on the woman, deep asleep,
(pronouns: she/her/mine)
her arm thrown across my empty pillow, as if holding my place in line,
like besties in second grade, a warning to other potent interlopers,
so
withdraw silent to finish the routine that
is so comforting, the polit~noise chatter has
not yet invaded, all of its associated
malice’s tumult, kept away at bay
with forethought,
and instead, thus, I, write,
in this quilt of solitude, not alone,
write of this companioned morn~born~rituals that
will be one day,
be renamed,
as a
mourning ritual,
when
when life ruefully states in its
arrogant ~ don’t ~ care, no ways,
now that,
When,
one of us, be
sleeping permanent, and the
silence be reformatted, recalculated,
the coffee will taste different, and
the footfalls no longer unsqueaking,
no need, cause the solitude is just
renamed as loneliness, and though
the tears emanate from same tear ducts,
the causal reasoning is reversed,
no longer
celebratory, and with no one to show it off,
to share,
no punch in the arm gasp
of loving recognition,
*I perforce new habit,
will read this puttering,
now stuttering poem*
someday as a new summary,
a substitutable morn chore,
absent
a chorus of a
singly
singular
beautiful quiet but only
memorized,
silenced applause
Nov 8, 2024
Nov 8, 2024 at 5:43 AM UTC
Poorly holding up to the harsh assault
Mal reggendo all’aspro assalto
well, if that's so, aight,
and this is the test, we took it,
what would ya thank for that, eh?
Heavy metal, anvils are the archetype,
before Iron Horses and world tying steel
industrial spirit to try like hell
to move a mountain told to move,
ai, we had a form of free press, indeed
and steam, bound in cylinders ground
and smoothed to specs a micron or two
from perfectly round, squared center to edge,
by pi, the idea, we need
to make compassion,
compass me round about, and think me mad,
with deep and sensitive gentle assurance,
ai, we made the crossing, we're on
the other side.
I'm not, I am a little drunk.
Rare state, feels familiar, kind of rejuvenating.
Wisdom smiles on those who try,
and try again.
Remember all this is after we won heaven,
by being invincibly ignorant as to why not.
Oct 24, 2024
Oct 24, 2024 at 10:10 PM UTC
raw April morn,
daffodils be looking
prematurely silly,
now a May morn,
daffodils no more,
irises blooming
though May itself
a hybrid of twixt
and cousin tween,
coldish morns,
summer afternoons,
evening gusts
winter reminders
yesterday, walked
50 blocks in 80+
Farenhot, sweaty much
and hypocrisy
now reigning,
oh my summer man
you your self,
selfishly forgot,
forgot the other side
of the coin, thinking
hot hot hot Not,
cranky old codger man,
yup, yup, yup.
Jun 6, 2024
Jun 6, 2024 at 2:44 PM UTC
Retro Morn: Re-Reading Jenny (1.) and Her Purple Hat, (2.), Listening to Vonda Shepard
I am a beautiful woman, and reliably informed so,
by handsome. men, lustful fools, and one too many
sideward glances
in a difference place, musical needs call me out to retro smooth me
away from the waves of nausea of news repeats ingested, the lesser
qualities of human beings basic basest nature, I inhale subdued
Jenny’s defiance of life’s expectations and Vonda’s voice
smooth my discordant emotive candles that won’t stay lit,
add in a touch of melting Joni & Divine Ms. Bette,
gets me slow kickstarting
and I have not reached
the lofty plateau of
twenty five years of age
*but my mom, the Queen Regent, reminds me royalty possesses
very old souls, which Is why I’m caught out listening, dancing
awake to the music of her youth* and hear her discreetly humming the tunes, even though the phone connection broken minutes earlier
she signed off with a practised Elizabethan airy disturbance royal wave of her hand, instructing this raining (no, not reigning)
Queen to “darling go write a poem…”
don’t we all listen to our mothers?*
my name is brandychanning
music inhale subdued kickstarting a poem
Dec 13, 2023
Dec 13, 2023 at 12:35 PM UTC
<6:36 AM>
~for Joanne Louise Veronika~
patches of light, snatches of sleep,
cumulative tallies of every 24 hour arrhythmia,
detect heart alarms ringing, watch warnings screeching beeping
who cares!
new commitment, self imposed!
greet the early ones with sooth and java,
a combination, “all across the nation,”
ease them in from sleeply lyrical dreams,
to a clear sky, renew anew, bay waters
running new tide fast, tiny tendrils of water points,
etch-a-sketch paths to a calm souls restoration
the smoke haze bad dream departed,
sun rays warmth for the invisible innards,
waves look like the EKG of human at peace,
resting heart rate steady and rhythmically sweet
and I laugh at myself, preposterous!
this is my secret path to restoration,
please laugh at me, join the raucous joy
of not-taking-yourself too seriously,
meaning of a new light, fresh waters,
of an old friend, the same diurnal perspective,
a new alphabet that spells but a singular duality,
a two-word~poem of
meditative perfection:
calm sheltering
Jun 10, 2023
Jun 10, 2023 at 7:05 AM UTC
Paved roads of cars that roam
Are sure to grow weary on my bones.
And there’s a high hill close to home
Onto which I seldom venture alone.
How I recall those many days of yore
When we’d go fresh out in the morn;
And up that hill now far across the globe
Would stare for short eons into the fog.
Mar 21, 2022
Mar 21, 2022 at 8:24 PM UTC
"STUNNING MORNING"
A beautiful day is nothang but life, for a beautiful soul makes a beautiful morning. As the daylight appears it make obvious how beautiful and ravishing you're. The light in your eye is as bright as the sunlight sunlight. Wishing you a stunning morning as you really are. Good morning honey. Thinking about you.
#C9_fm
Apr 4, 2021
Apr 4, 2021 at 6:44 PM UTC
atop the east hills
an outer edge of sun rays
were seen early this morn
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 7:39 PM UTC
New Moon Melange
(for Harlan Rivers originally,
and now for Aparna,
who reminded me
how I used to write
in the golden era of
seven years of plenty, so long, so ago...)
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The softest cotton,
Wears ever softer with every use.
Contemplative introspection,
Like digging a castle & moat in the sandy beach,
You dread and joy, the knowing,
Incoming tide will arrive destructive inevitable,
Yet fill the moat, protect the kingdom,
Till is undone and returned to the blocks of minuscule,
Grains of sand.
Answers found, maybe lost, once more,
Necessitating questioning, non-stop processing,
And a rebuilding tomorrow... Pas de choix
But softer each time, easier with practice.
Even if convoluted, it is still a revolution.
Like twelve new moons, recycled.
(occasionally a lucky thirteenth appears)
Some of us are special chosen,
To essay, to assay, the condition human,
With a rock axe, tiny slivers chipped off,
And yet new moon stones uncovered,
needy of Cataloging,
introspection,
You can change the day,
The month,
The moon twelve, thirteen times,
Hell, You can change your **** hat,
But don't fool nobody,
You are one of the special,
You job to paint the verbal paintings,
And to ascertain the meaning interior.
For in doing so, you do all of us service.
For your eyes see it ever so differently,
For you, task, paint and reveal each
New Moon’s Melange,
your unchosen gift.
to you
Sep 5, 2013
Sep 5, 2013 at 10:15 PM UTC
Today was my sister’s birthday
But a day that turned gray
A day that we were celebrating
But took a family member away
This day happened so fast
A day that made everyone in my family gasp
But this day was going to happen sooner or later
On this day my lovely grandmother past
I woke up in the morning
I saw a text
She’s fine
That’s what I thought in my mind
I panicked inside
I hoped in the car with my two sisters and I
While my dad
Oh my dad stayed behind
We drove with silence in the car with no one speaking
But what we did not know was that my grandmother was already sleeping
We pulled up to her neighborhood
When my dad called my sister
He said girls please come back home
We rushed back as fast as we could
My dad stood out front
Tears streamed down his face
Trying to keep it all in
As I quickened my pace
We ran up to him with our arms wide open
As we cried along with him
No words needed to be spoken
But this day was going to happen sooner or later
On this day my lovely grandmother past
Apr 27, 2019
Apr 27, 2019 at 10:06 AM UTC
A gift from above
Made with love
Life to be had
Too bad it was sad
Hard to deal
Never feeling healed
A messed up head
Thinking alive or dead
Can't do it anymore
Hell what life has it store
Not Saying Goodbye
But It's time to fly
Now time for peace
Life treated like a lease
Wait why so many tears
They didn't know about my fears.
They shouldn't feel sad about my leaving
I'm at peace and they are grieving.
Jan 9, 2019
Jan 9, 2019 at 1:09 AM UTC
An albino crow,
On a fogless winter morn!
Nature spells wrong!
Jan 3, 2019
Jan 3, 2019 at 10:00 AM UTC
My gold and blue
my dance and breath
my heart content.
As dawn does cast its warming flames
my thoughts departs to kiss thy lips,
to land on you and feast your soul.
You are this love, you are this scent
the one I wear and makes me yours.
You are this life, the one we share.
We spelt the word our souls now live.
You are this morn,
my every morn
in us
i am.
Dec 17, 2018
Dec 17, 2018 at 3:48 PM UTC
I met a woman who set flame
everywhere she stepped
and mourned the ashes that
remained
your name suits you
, I claim
no it doesn't
, phoenix replies
your name suits you
, she retorts
yes it does,
, I agree
blowing out her flames
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 11:56 PM UTC
slowly the night fog creeps through
our village's quiet sleeping streets
by morn its thick cover shall
be a shrouding mass
Jun 27, 2018
Jun 27, 2018 at 8:23 AM UTC
Is this normal-
How I feel
When I’m thinking of you and your pictures with him on Facebook?
Is it nomal-
How it fills me with rage when he gives you that little look
I don’t think his heart drops the same way when
He looks in your eyes-
Butterflies can’t compare the way I feel
I promise my darling
That it hurts
When he’s holding your hand and his smile carves your dimples
Yeah, it hurts
That you can’t love me the same
Why can’t it be that simple?
You own a piece of my soul so I
Could never be whole
We all have a pain,
Mine has a name because it’s you
And I can’t stand to be that man
You only call when you’re lonely that
He don’t have the time to spend on you-
Or almost anyone..
And I don’t think my heart could be more numb than when I’m with you babe
We all have a pain-
Mine’s got a name.
Ain’t it crazy
How I’m still
Hung over in love that we coul’ve had but missed it?
Yes, it’s true
I’m fighting a battle you’ve never known existed
You’ve got your problems you deal with
And I do too
We all have a pain-
Mine has a name because it’s you
I wonder if there’s still a chance
For future mutual romance
Maybe time could be the key-
Or pull the rug so then you’d fall for me
And I wish that my three words
Could charm your lips to return the phrase
“I love you the same”..
But that’s just not our fate
I know it’s true
It’s only you-
The one who’d tear my heart in two
Once piece that longs to be happy
And one that morns eternally
Altogether I know I’m better off forgetting my worst mistake
My number one pain
Has got a name
My pain has a name
And it’s insane
That it’s you
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 2:15 PM UTC
Ain ’t no looking back for me
I feel trapped
Lost in a whirlwind
Can’t adapt
Boots placed against my neck
I can’t breathe
Shackles dragging from my feet
I can’t leave
Hands up don’t shoot
I’m unarmed
Pray my children wake to see
Me unharmed
America the beautiful
The land’s torn
Pray for the night to end
Bring the morn.
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 7:43 PM UTC
the bright sunny morn
induced birds into loud singing
the bright sunny morn
their chorusing rousing of horn
as if they were message ringing
a day replete in much shining
the bright sunny morn
Feb 3, 2018
Feb 3, 2018 at 4:46 PM UTC
Cold candy
Pop rocks bursting in the morning hail
My mouth a mess and mind untested
Tired and still
The morning reaches out to me
But nothing gets better at this time of day
I wish my words could carry me
Like I carry a them, away
Nov 16, 2017
Nov 16, 2017 at 10:23 AM UTC
vivid blushes of cerise
painted the morn's waking dawn
they served as a portent
to the coming rains
Oct 16, 2017
Oct 16, 2017 at 6:55 PM UTC
*This sunrise is very beautiful
With a hue of pink and a rareness which
Befits the weariness of red eyes
As slowly over the Catskills she
Rises and resides
Until she can be seen within the sky
Pure as almond and ivory
Backed by the dawn and the day alike
Who am I to stand here in her way?
Who am I to say that she shouldn’t try?
I can only trust and occasionally wish
That she would honor me with a simple kiss
Of morning dew, and a smile wide
For that, in this, my morning eyes
Would bring great joy to me in my life*
Mar 4, 2017
Mar 4, 2017 at 2:25 AM UTC
Sweet slumbering, sublime surmise
Dreams one source of oblivion, a rendition of her submission
Imagined kisses taking her slowly, staring into those eyes
Fast asleep, breathing sweetly, lost in purgatory or perdition?
A tear falls in the night, forgotten and forlorn
A secret relic of sorrow and joy in simplistic form
Glorious, but gone, long before morn
A moment of clarity, you stir to say goodnight, I weather the storm
Of emotion, the joy and the tinge of pain
As another night fades away and denies
Your touch, the taste of us is sought but I shall not gain
A trap in the dream telling me lies
Daylight brings the flame of life
Mirror full of lost secrets and the end of yet another night
Of delight and desire, burning strife
Such is the dis-glamour of our union and desire, strong is the bite
Bitter but oh so sweet the broken
Trampled, mangled, torn asunder, it's a long road to tend
That angel who slumbers, still in rest, what rages unspoken...
Within' makes me shudder... but mine is to mend
Marks upon her heart and soul
Lingers long, heals slow
Heavy is the toll
Great the distance, greater the longing; dealing with all I don’t know
I could ramble on and on in poem and prose
**** seductive or tender and soft, the words I might find
Only the bottom of her heart and soul, knows
What limitless bounds, memories and pain that cling and bind
Fate and fortune to my will
That at journeys end "we" go beyond her history
Seeking all that we can, beauty beyond my measure, dreams to fulfill
For a moment or an eternity, oh that mystery
Lost in moments as I sit and reflect on the words, barely aware
Have I finished or simply begun
A prologue, composed at 14 after midnight’s kiss, sitting in my chair
Past, present, future - matters at hand; one by one
Line by line it takes form
I find function for each word, making a case
Nothing of the norm
Each word has it's place, like tender kisses on that lovely face
What words, what fate, what shall I do
I find myself working, crafting, smithin', my reason sound asleep
I wish I was lying next to you
If I lay my head upon that pillow, my soul might weep
In joy, watching the gentle rise of thy chest
Lying next to thee, how divine
Bodies, hearts and souls at rest
Words to open the story well, hints in each line
~Wes Noneya
Lay Me In Your Stead
Upon That Bed
Of Nails
'06
Feb 10, 2017
Feb 10, 2017 at 6:22 PM UTC
In my old house
there seemed an old spirit
or maybe a mischievous mouse
I use to lay
in my old room at night
tired of the preceding day
The house would speak
tales of bomp, crattles, and creak
and here's what it had to say
"Womp, boop, dat,
flush, whoosh, and crack"
late at night the house would say
"Thud, crick, snap, whip,
Bang, Bang, Bang, blip"
laying on my bed this trip
And in the morn
when the old blinds were torn
here's what the old house had to say
"Pop, pop, pop, pop,
slam, nick, split, lop"
the old house continued to say
"Whack, ding, bump, splat,
hack, ping, thwump, flap"
wondering what made it sound this way
And through the noon
and into the night
my old house chatted all day
As I lay here thinking
I get the sinking feeling
that I'll start making it say
"Go to sleep and good night,
don't let the bed bugs bite,
I'll always have something to say"
Dec 27, 2016
Dec 27, 2016 at 3:54 AM UTC